Hey Simran.. I can relate to your situation too. I had a break up too and I can't get over it. Family doesn't understand and friends - they are not "real" friends. So for me too, my bf was the one person who understood me and with whom I felt really special and he was someone I could share everything with.
But always remember that " God will never leave you empty hand. He will replace everything you lost. If He asks you to put something down, it's because he wants you to pick up something greater! "
You know you can't get him back. your prayers can.. but don't you think that ur relationship won't be the same anymore if you patch up with him? Ever thought about this? Would you be able to trust him again? If he dumped you once.. what's the guarantee that he won't dump you again?
Set your mind that getting him back won't get the same old days back. Conclusion - move on in life. I know it's hard so just try to get involved in diff things. I won't ask you to forget him because I myself find it quite impossible.
Don't ever curse your fate. Don't cry because it's over, smile because it happened! =)
Even though ma bf is not with me anymore but I truly believe in that quotation that I mentioned in the beginning because I got to live such beautiful days of my life and some of my other big wishes came true only after I broke up with him. So perhaps those wishes would have never came true being with him. Think this way.. change your perception. I know when you are with him, you don't want anything else in the world but there are other things too that CAN make you happy and one always has a long list of wishes and I am sure you too do.
Just wait for the right time.. I'm sure all your wishes will come true too =)
Seek happiness in every little thing!
May Allah bless you,
-Shiza.
Kyunki Saas Bhi Kabhi Bahu Thi 2
Hui Ghum Yaadein
