My Journey with Kis desh...

I never thought I would be posting here but recent events have forced me to do so. (I was hesitant bec I know forums can be addictive and I decided to get a life outside of the internet. but that didnt really work out.lol)

Anyway I am not from India so I was never really into the dramas, i watch movies but that's another thing. i also live in canada so mostly I watch the shows here. But I was on youtube and checking out videos when I noticed alot of them being dedicated to Angad and Kripa. Anyway I watched that show all in one week and thought the couple had oozing chemistry even if I thought alot of the stuff was unbelievable. When something went wrong everyone blamed Ekta so I got fed up and decided to find out who the heck that was.

Anyway after finding out and watching the whole drama I decided to watch something else. Found lots of videos on Armaan and Riddhima, I was like ok lets check out that show. thought the couple had great chemistry and then bam the girl was changed. I was like What the Heck?? That pissed me off to no end and I quit right then. I hate hate it when people change.

Anyway then I found videos on Prem and Heer so i was like Okay I am not gonna get into a new show where there are rumours that the main girl Additi is leaving. Cuz I am not going throught that again. So I decided to wait it out meanwhile there was frenzy everywhere on the internet and petitions and what not. I decided to check out Harshad and Additi videos to see what the big deal was about. So I saw their dance sequences in JJWS, SPA awards, SBS videos and thought they were cute. Then I found out it was all a rumour and the girl was fine, SO I went back and in 3 days caught up with the whole show.

I fell in love with Prem and Heer! Their first meeting, the Shiv Mandir scene, the I-love-you scene, the 'Isey kehtain hey pyar" scene, the saving from chachi scene, towel scene etc etc. I watched the scened over and over and over again and fell in love with the 2 that many times. Then I converted my mom into the show who mainly got into it bec of DJ. But she also thought harshad and additi were cute.

So Kis desh mein took over my life and I eagerly awaited each episode. Last week when I heard rumours that Harshad was leaving I was like "i am not worried' they can't possibly do that, they won an award for best couple. Then the SBS video came and I refused to believe. I thought he would only be gone for a little while. The when I read the articles today allegedly from Harshad himslef I lost it and wanted to cry. i went into full depression and cant even study for my test. I had read that prem was going to die but I was like its just a sketch they never anticipated such popularity, surely they will change it.

But I cant deny it anymore that he is leaving. I thought I have to come out of hiding and share with others who are hurting as much.

This is my track record with tv. I watched Robin Hood from BBC and they killed Marian. I watched Veronica Mars (Logan and Vernica. sigh), they cancelled that. DMG they changed Shilpa. I watched Prison Break and they killed Sara.

But here is where I have some hope. Don't know how many of you watch prison reak but I was really invested in Michael and Sara then when they killed Sara off I went into a rage and stopped watching the show. But apparently did soooo many others and petitions and letters were sent. After one season Sara cam back:) even after they had showed her head. Now I don't know if this kind of ting has happened in Balaji television shows before, but I think fans can make a difference!!!!

In closins I want to say I have stopped watching the show as of this thursday where Prem declared heer his wife and I am going to assume thats how the show ended. If Harshad comes back ofcourse I will too but without Harshad and Additi together it's not worth it to get sad and be reminded of them everyday. I cat even watch the Anda scene anymore bec it makes me wanna cry where as before I grinned like an idiot thoughout the whole thing.

So Sign the peitions I did, emails I sent and the forum I will visit. But I am done with the show. I really hope the lowered trps affect the creatives of kis desh mein as they did with prison Break.

Love: A new member

(sorry it's so long. got a little carried away.)

i was also bein all optimistic but readin articles every single day makes me go crazy... oh nd u asked whether they hav ever brought baq a dead person so i should tell u that is ekta kapoor's fav past time... nd yes petitions nd stuff hav worked before... i haven't been a part of them but i know that they hav worked nd couples hav been untied nd ppl hav been stopped from leaving... it's a good idea to just stop watchin it as premeer r together but then i can't do i know myself i am so addicted to premeer....

newayz all in all i feel for u coz that's wat i'm goin through as well...

I resisted for as long as i could, then i went on youtube to find an episode i missed (the first meeting in the train station- we are 3 months behind in the UK) and then i saw links to the 'i love you' scene and the mandap scene and i remember my heart skipping a beat and feeling a tightness in my chest at the way prem spoke to heer. I was well and truly hooked.

I spent weeks catching up, every free time was spent watching the scenes over and over again.

yesterday my sister showed me the article about harshad leaving and i am so angry for getting sooo hooked again. i have signed the petition and will only watch till the so called death scene. Its fair to say my little heart is broken.

Thank you ekta for ruining the best drama you ever created.