a ride through life

a new ride that marked my life

we go through life by driving someone or someone driving us through life. my whole life consists of someone driving me.

what does that mean??? it simply means that someone else is running your life. And now when you try to resist that way of life, that decision always has some consequence, doesn't it? Now this is a story about my attempt to come to terms with my life and to try to influence further events. is it possible to see through the manipulator in the person you are in love with? believe me, it's not easy at all. my story starts like this.

let me start with my earliest childhood where my dad was a great manipulator. My mother suffered all this for the sake of the children. My oldest brother was my dad's son. He inherited everything that he could have inherited from his father. From an early age, since he was a bit sickly, he got everything manipulated, while my sister and I had to make do with little things. I looked at those little things as if my mom had bought me the most expensive thing in the world, and that's how I treated those things. My sister was on my side sometimes, but mostly she approved of everything that was done for my brother. let's be clear, I wasn't jealous of him, but it bothered me how he treated my, in fact, our parents.

my dad spent his time in casinos and my mom left her wealth to him to manage. My dad spent a huge fortune on gambling, but he justified it by saying that he wanted to increase his wealth. When I was born, my mother, because in the meantime she saw that the devil had taken away the joke regarding my father, she transferred part of her wealth to me, with the proviso that I can dispose of that money only when I turn 21. Everyone looked at me with some trepidation. there was a clause in that will that stated that in the event of my death, my money would go to an organization for abandoned children. My father and my older brother knew about it, so they looked after me so that nothing would happen to me. hahhha how sick was that

She has a strong person running her life and she wants to break free. It will be tough.

The brother got everything handed to him on a silver platter, so he never learned to appreciate anything.

She is being looked after only because of her money. The mother did right putting that death clause in there.

Originally posted by: coderlady

She has a strong person running her life and she wants to break free. It will be tough.

Originally posted by: coderlady

The brother got everything handed to him on a silver platter, so he never learned to appreciate anything.

Originally posted by: coderlady

She is being looked after only because of her money. The mother did right putting that death clause in there.