Originally posted by: kuhelidebbarma
I think I am the only one here but I am not able to relate to Sadaf at all..she is so confused between her hatred for ammar and attraction for bilal but she wants both men to love her and be desperate for her...like WTH this is so weird.
I am trying but I can't relate to her. I come up with a theory to understand her headspace and decision-making, only have the writer/director not go in that direction or not depict it clearly.
Sadaf wants revenge from Ammar and she taunts him about BA because that is his biggest insecurity. But I don't think she wants to go back to him. She just wants to hurt him which shows that she is still stuck in her trauma. She is attracted to Bilal but she is not in love with him like that. She is still thinking of love as sauda, bechna, khareedna. She can't love Bilal truly until she comes out of this mindset. Her marriage to Ammar has shaken her self-esteem. She feels devalued and worthless by the wrong decision she made. She thinks that if she can get Bilal, it will erase her past mistake, make her feel less empty and regain her self-worth. She is seeing Bilal as a fix-all to the pain and insecurities from her divorce. This is how the writer, director and actress should have shown her confusion and vulnerability. Instead, its coming across as cheap suggestive and desperate. Te next step should have been sadaf realizing how she is just spiraling in her traumas which is making her take rash decisions, and instead she needs to heal, self-reflect and recalibrate. But makers want suspense, so we will get confused Sadaf tlll end.
Edited by hypnotoad - 1 years ago