Originally posted by: kizh72
This chapter was so poignant. Your heart goes out to that young girl who found her "sapnon ke raajkumar", the one who felt like a fish out of water, who most likely had to change her notions about a whole lot of things that she had been raised with. But her innate understanding of his need to be left alone even when she was young and least experienced to handle life came through. Her decision of not bringing a child into this world, for not wanting him to feel trapped. I can imagine with a decade old marriage the kind of pressure that would have come her way for starting a family. He I'm guessing is a loner by nature. The sheer helplessness that both of them are feeling came through beautifully.
You have succinctly covered all that I felt as I read this chapter. Be it her innate understanding or not bearing a child to hold on to her husband/marriage. A poignant chapter indeed😘
What I also observed that the 19 year old Khushi was naive, unsure,trying to fit in but not anymore. In her conversation with Payal she is mature, poised, still giving and forgiving(comment to Payal to not abandon Arnav).
She is honest,matter of fact with Payal about her turmoil but has not reached out to her for help. A battle she is facing alone.
She has reflected and knows that her own parents and Bua can provide her emotional support she needs now. Not Arnav friends.
There is a resignation and an acceptance like in her musing that she is leaving behind a toxic and unbearable life. Or when she tells Payal about the divorce that Arnav does not change his mind. Or when she observes Arnav in the penthouse and the changes in him in last 10 years. One does not fight for things that is not worth fighting anymore.
Regarding Arnav. Wonder if he even remembers how it was for him a 22 year old when he moved from Lucknow to Mumbai. From a traditional,conservative city to a cosmopolitan city. Why is he suprised that a 19 year old from a village is shocked by pre marital relations.
Their relation even then was unequal but today it seems to be in better footing. He is not dominating the conversation,she finally doing what she wants to do.
He being emotional in the train station is not unnatural. It is an end of a relationship. But he will get over it as now he finally has is personal life back.
Regarding his musing whether it was all worth it..it is. He is the same guy who reduced his marriage of a decade to a transactional relationship..when he said "thank you for everything" when she came to say goodbye. He has the right attitude and focus to succeed more in life.
Nicely written. Like it is a difficult story to write,it is difficult to read.
Arnav is the main protagonist but somehow I am not curious about his life. Be his relation with Lavanya or any other woman. Or if he will acquire Bitebox . Or what has been his journey.
No not because he cheated or that Khushi has left but because who he is as a person today.
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