When sai applied color to Virat, they both are crying yaar. They both celebrated holi for the first time after sai left him and both became so emotional. Everyone watched it, and still if they don't accept sai Virat are made for each other then they are so evil yaar. Anybody understand or not his aayi should understand him yaar. I know she is scared if sai leaves him again he will become zindalaash, but she is not understanding he is zindalaash now too. Why Virat and sai should suffer and for who?. I hate Virat for what he has done to sai but today when they cried I am like why u ppl need to suffer mainly sai and kids. This is so heartbreaking yaarđ.
Sai was crying out of frustration and embarrassment imo. Not out of love, longing.
Vs feelings are all over the place. In isolation that scene looks like he has been waiting forever for Sai and is so content to have her touch him, be with him. But i cant ignore the whole story and everything else he's done to feel bad for him. He will flip to Sai hate, blame and imsults in no time
Now if only he had not married P and genuinely been living like a zinda laash I'd have felt sad.
But he has crossed all limits except sex with P. So all this attempt to potray him as an eternal asshiq for Sai who could never love anyone else is bogus.
Infact it'd been ok if he had dated/ had one night stands but no emotional involvement like Anuj in Anu who confessed he had been in non serious relationshipa but never got over Anu. Or Ram in BALH2
But V has done the opposite. Emotional involvement with P.
Lets say Sai accepts his genuine longing and love for her and they reunite. Can he keep p out of their life- NO.
He feels like he is Ps only caregiver and shes HIS responsibility and zimmedari! Why?! She has parents. She is an adult. Why does he feel obligated to take care of her?! He felt obligated to be her guardian always- when he had 2 day infatuation and she was Sams wife, after Sams death and even after Sai leaving which was due to her wrongdoings and him supporting her.
She's got other people to care for her. But he not only takes onus of p but credits her alone for him being happy etc. He found Vinu all on his own. Arrangement of shaadi was mutual but p has violated it. Sai always reminded V of his deal to keep him in check or to get clarity of whether he wanted to change the deal etc. But P has violated the deal unilaterally. She did the opposite. Instead of reminding herself and V they have a deal to determine if he wants to continue/break the deal, she kept trying to get him to commit even when he can't . Who told her she can have expectations from V and what makes him give in to this and agree? He could have like Sai straight up refused and said -No i respect your contribution to CN and Vinu but we cant be together. Period . I wont betray Sai and insult you also by faking a real relationship with you... Why didn't he reinforce the deal they agreed upon?! If guilt makes him betray the woman he loves then its not love. And its also disrespectful to P to lead her on and lie about his commitment to her. Why does he make promises to her in such a rush over and over again?!
He's done more for P without love than what's he done for Sai claiming to love her.
His love is a farce. He doesn't love anyone. Bewkuf tharki insaan hai. He just wants whoever is seeming ablanaari like to him and invite trouble. Like Sai, P also tried to leave CN a few times but V didn't allow it. But that time he'd run behind P. He kept trying to involve her in his matters while telling her to move on with Sam. So he's always more invested than acceptable in the person he's not married to. đ
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