'Jab bhi kabhi papa mujhe, zor zor se jhoola jhulate hain maa,
Meri nazar dhoondhe tujhe, sochun yahi tu aake thamegi maa'...
SOMETHING SIMILAR IS HAPPENING TO VINAYAK.
HE LOVES VIRAT. No doubt. Childs love their fathers and fathers do a lot and sacrifice a lot for their kids.
But, that soul connection is something that only a MOTHER can provide.
Vinayak loves his father but his soul his craving for his mother. He needs his mother's affection. And, that's why he feels so hopeless and incomplete. As if, everything is lost. No hopes, nothing.
He's only craving for one thing, and that is his mother's touch.
He wants SAI.
He needs sai.
Everytime i fall sick, i immediately want my mother to put her hand my head. I want to feel her warmth and affection. All of us do.
Everytime we're hopeless and especially sick, we immediately crave for our mother. It's a connection that we feel.
A connection because we're so connected by our mothers. We stay inside them, grow inside them. So, the connection is NATURALLY there.
VINAYAK,
He's craving for his mother's love. But, right now, he's not aware of that. He thinks that it's due to Dr. Aunty's treatment and that she'll make him alright. But, it's his subconscious and his soul calling out to his mother.
His soul is craving THAT CONNECTION, which he felt with sai.
He cannot understand WHY. But, it's naturally there.
IT IS SAD,
That he's begging for his mother but it's so hard to get his mother. His mother doesn't even have the permission to touch him.
DO ONE THING,
JUST REPLACE HIS DR AUNTY WITH 'MAA'.
Now, how painful it'd be, everytime he says 'please, please meri maa ko bula do, mujhe sirf MAA hi chahiye'.
Though, no one is aware of that. But, he's calling out to his mother.
It's sad, that he's not being understood. That his mother came but won't be able to do anything. At least, right now.
IMAGINE,
If sai had known that he's her son. She would've literally broken Hells and earth for him. Sai being unaware of this is the only thing, that's making it so difficult.
BUT,
She came. Whatever the reasons may be. But, a mother came for her son.
They didn't have to go to her, but she should've come to treat HER CHILD. And, she did.
'Unse main yeh kehta nahi, par main sehem jata hu maa,
Chehre pe aane deta nahi, dil hi dil mein ghabrata hu maa'...
Vinayak has started pretending and has agreed to his father's request of not mentioning, sai and savi.
But, is his heart convinced?
No, he's still craving for his Maa.
And, only she can understand his pain.
I don't know about pakhi's intentions but I'm thankful that she brought sai. Even though she won't be able to get him treated by sai.
As to stay firm for your child, you need a heart of a mother.
Something that sai has.
She's the CHATTAN.
As i said, pakhi will push virat BUT, it's vinayak who will CONVINCE virat. As, he immediately gets up after JUST hearing his aai's voice.
So, it's son's love and need for his mother, that's going to MELT A FATHER.
The way vinayak craved for his maa, despite her being alive. The way sai's child was snatched away.
The way vinayak was deprived of his mother's love and warmth. The way sai died bit by bit, when her child was taken away.
Everyone shall pay.
Jhanak
Udne Ki Aasha
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