AM I TALKING ABOUT MYSELF?
TIMES CHANGED, BUT I DID NOT.
Episode starts with virat talking about sai in his sleep. Whatever he might show but he's restless. Restless to get answers since the moment he saw her.
'Bolo sai, jawab do'.
'Kyun? kyun kiya tumne aisa?'
Doesn't this happen to us as well, when we trust someone and are close to someone and they do something that we've never expected them to.
We just get one thought 'WHY?' Just why?
Something similar is happening to virat. His mind is refusing to believe that sai is with jagtap because he knows her well, but the anger and possessiveness has overpowered him.
Something that happened to sai during shruti track. She couldn't trust virat despite wanting to.
Because What appeared was stronger than what was actually there'.
Similar is happening with virat. His need to keep sai to himself and the thought that sai belongs only to him, overpowered his TRUST on sai.
MOHIT, hears virat calling sai's name and he too has a similar question WHY? Why did virat not inform the family about sai being alive. Resulting in generation of possible reasons.
He questions if it is because 'virat is still in love with sai?' of course, he does.
It's been obvious throughout all these years but he did not even NOTICE!
NOW, why did i say that?
Because chawan people claim to love each other very much and that there very attentive towards each other, care for each other, but IS IT TRUE?
Mohit didn't even register that virat was living like zinda laash throughout all these years!
That his own brother was forced to not take his wife's name but he never really forgot her name.
Everything is superficial.
Pakhi and sai, pakhi is trying very hard to get answers out of sai. She's putting pressure on savi's part very much. She wants to know who savi belongs to, so she's being extra sweet and appreciating savi first to get the information out.
NEIGHBOUR AUNTY THINGS OR MAID WALI THINGS, they do tareef first and then ask the question to get the information out.
TUM MUJHSE JO BHI SAWAL KARNA CHAHO, MAIN USKA JAWAB DENE KE LIYE TAIYYAR HU,
A barter, sai isn't interested in.
Sai - mujhe aapse sawal karna hi nahi hai. But her mind wants answers too. That's why indirectly she keeps talking about the pakhi being v's wife but never asks directly about it.
PAKHI AND ASHWINI CONVO,
'Aayi ek baar virat ko hosh aa jaye, meri unse baat ho jaye, tab bhi pata chalega SAB THEEK HAI YA NAHI.'
True, says a lot.
How?
Mohit comes and asks pakhi as to why she didn't tell the chawns about sai and pakhi replies with 'she'll have a conversation with virat first and find out the reason. And, this scene was connected to her answer to Ashwini. She'll find things out when virat regains consciousness BUT, WILL SHE?
'HOSH', toh sirf physically hi aaya hai virst ko, his mind is blinded with jealousy and rage.
So,even if she tries to get the answers out of him when he's Physically conscious, the answers won't be right.
His actual consciousness resides with sai and he won't get it back until sai returns it to him by OPENING HIS MIND, by answering his questions❤️
SONALI - 'Patralekha bahot accha ho gaya ki tum wahan chali gayi, warna yeh sab cheezein humein kaise pata chalti?'
True.
EVERYONE IN CHAWAN NIWAS, asking for doctor's name and wanting to know her identity.
Hahaha, funny how they wanted to forget Sai's name and identity but today they want to thank her and know her name.
ASHWINI, usne mere virat ki jaan bachayi hai, mujhe usko dhanyawaad dena hai.
She was cursing sai for causing virat to be in a LIFELESS state and said 'NAAM BHI MAT LO USKA'.
But today, she wanted to know and remember her name and thank her for giving a life to virat.
Mohit was right too at his place. Him wanting to inform his family as he doesn't want to keep them in the dark.
Both pakhi and mohit were right at their places.
SAI AND VINU,
Sai- aap bilkul mat ghabrao, aap bilkul theek ho jaoge.
Vinu - Doctor aunty, main ghabra nahi raha hu, AAP YAHAN PE HO, toh aap sab theek kar doge.
He has a lot of confidence in sai and also, he NEEDS SAI TO BE PRESENT WITH HIM.
Savi showing confidence in vinu was cute❤️
Pakhi asks questions to savi about her father and savi says that he doesn't live with them.
Pakhi has understood that JAGTAP, isn't savi's father.
The confirmation of savi being virat's daughter is needed. Baaki, she has already guessed.
PAKHI - 'VINAYAK KE BABA, DIL SE SABKI BAHOT PARWAAH KARTE HAIN'
looks at sai and is hinting towards sai only.
As if she's trying to prove that virat cared and longed for sai for so many years. Sai believed neither pakhi nor virat when they told her about virat's state after sai was assumed to be dead. So, pakhi was trying to make her believe that.
She also looked sad and gave the look that 'Sabki parwaah, means Sai ki, and she wishes that virat cared for her too.
She still wishes to have WHAT SAI DOES, despite having everything that sai had.
BGM WAS SO BEAUTIFUL ON THIS LINE❤️ ABSOLUTELY BEAUTIFUL. NEED A LONGER VERSION.
Mohit's rudeness hurt sai and pakhi noticed it and felt bad. The expression was okay. We were able to understand that.
Aish is performing better ever since she has come in the same frame as sai.
AYESHA UPLIFTS HER CO STARS❤️
VIRAT, sleeping his fist clenching. Anger and restlessness, taking over his mind. He dreams of everything that JAGTAP has done in the past, as those things were running on his mind and as a result they show up in his dreams.
HE WAKES UP, looks at the gun, goes out and watches jagtap holding sai's hand and instigating sai against virat or motivating her to move on.
Jagtap says, that virat has moved on with pakhi, you were wasting your time, you think that he was waiting for you etc,. And virat gets furious.
A LITTLE EXPLANATION,
VIRAT IS AFRAID, that jagtap is going to use the pakhi virat marriage card and is going to motivate sai to move on from virat. Virat is currently not thinking about his marriage with pakhi but HE HAS THAT FEAR, in his mind. He knows that sai has believed that he has already moved on with pakhi. And, he's married.
Sai is not listening to anything that he says.
REMEMBER THEIR TALK AT SAI'S HOUSE?
Virat constantly said and was shocked when sai told him that he has moved on. He wasn't ready to admit that and believe that. So, it's been running on his mind.
And, now he believes that jagtap is going to take his girl away by GIVING HER A SHOULDER.
Virat indeed knows sai well, he knew what exactly sai is going to say.
He asks Jagtap yahan kya kar raha hai? TUMHARE SAATH!
His main issue is that jagtap is with sai.
He says bhool gayi yeh kaun hai? Reminds her of his past deeds.
It felt as if, sai was talking to virat about Patralekha. But it was said by virat in his dream. As if she's asking 'Have you forgotten what all pakhi has done in the past, how can you move on with her?'
Virat shoots jagtap in rage and jagtap dies.
SAI SHOUTS, brings him out of his dream world and,
Virat actually wakes up. So, it'll be sai who'll bring him back to his consciousness.
ONLY SHE CAN.
Virat -' Main apni aankhein kholta hu toh kya dekhta hu? Tum dono ek dusre ka haath pakad ke baithe the'.
Nahi, virat. Your eyes are still closed. Your mind closed. You're blinded. That's why YOUR EYES WERE ACTUALLY CLOSED AND YOU WERE DREAMING. Cause, nothing like that has happened.
The reality is yet to be faced and understood.
VIRAT GAINS CONSCIOUSNESS,
Patralekha unable to handle virat, sees blood on his back asks mohit to call sai.
HARINI AND CHAWAN NIWAS, harini wants to go to bday party but couldn't.
MUJHE PATA HAI AAP SABKI MYJHPE YEH BAZAR RAKHNE KI CHAAL HAI.
'Saans bhi aap sabse puch ke lu?'
Reminded of sai's admission time, when she says that CHAWAN NIWAS IS A JAIL.
There can be only one sai. The one who can't be controlled by these people. She went to pulkit's house despite being stopped by many but harini couldn't.
LIKED SHIVANI TODAY, didn't judge harini and gave her the permission from her side. True to the character.
BHAVANI - 'Main chahti hu ki unke beech mein koi taqleef na aaye, unke beech mein koi na aaye'.
Koi tabhi aa sakta hai, when there's a space for someone to come in between.
If two people don't allow it, then no one can.
BUT, THERE'S ALOT OF SPACE BETWEEN, PAKHI AND VIRAT. THE SPACE THAT SHOULD BE THERE.
CAUSE THEY COULD NEVER BECOME ONE.
THEY WERE ALWAYS AWAY. So beech mein koi nahi aayega, but jo bhi aayega, apni jagah lene hi aayega.
SAI ARRIVES AND REMEMBERS THE FLASHBACKS OF PAKHI STOPPING HER FROM MEETING VIRAT IN THE HOSPITAL.
Now begging her to treat virat.
Sai addresses her as MRS.CHAWAN, virat hears but fails to register.
During shruti track, sai had all the rights to meet virat but pakhi didn't let her.
This time Sai has given up on her rights and pakhi has the rights but SAI ISN'T SHOWING HER RIGHTS AND PAKHI ISN'T RESTRICTING HER WITH THE RIGHTS SHE HAS..
Virat all this while didn't pay any attention to pakhi. He didn't change his expressions or tired to look calm. He was angry and remained that.
Virat holds sai's hand and sai days 'Virat mera haath chodho'
JAGTAP NE TUMHARA HAATH KYUN PAKDA HUA THA? '
Sai asking virat to leave her hand, virat asking why was jagtap holding her hand. Nice. In a way, he wanted to show that he can hold her hand and has the right, how dare someone else do it?
Virat not giving a single damn about pakhi and marriage and constantly showing his rights on sai.
Yes, that hand hold reminded me on pulkit lunch scene.
Sai jerks his hand off and shouts in pain but sai DIDN'T MELT. I loved this part that sai didn't get emotional or melted.
It's like, she isn't going to be emotionally manipulated anymore.
Virat continues showing his rights on sai and keeps asking her questions but sai refuses to answer.
'AAKHIR KAB TAK TUM MERE SAWALON KO JAWAB NAHI DOGI?'
Virat had all the plans of MOVING ON WITH SAI, and reconciling with her, he just wanted all the answers.
The way he is behaving with her and showing rights, as if NOTHING HAS BEEN CHANGED FOR HIM.
FOR HIM, he's still the wife and in his mind, he just wanted to reconcile after clearing the doubs.
I know, Weird. That's why pakhi is here and he needs to understand that he's in a real Mess this time as pakhi is legally his wife. It's not shruti or not like that promise to pakhi during his deal marriage.
It's real trouble. More will begin when he'll want to be close to sai but pakhi Will show all the rights on him and will hold him back and sai also will not take him back.
What's killing virat more is sai is so cold hearted and isn't caring. Isn't bothered.
The way he told her 'TOH PUCHO NA, MAINE KAB MANA KIYA', when they had a convo or fight at sai's place shows that, he wants sai to be bothered, for sai to care. BUT, SHE'S NOT AND THAT'S KILLING HIM.
PRECAP -
Virat - 'Main apne parivaar ke saath jaa raha hu'.
He didn't say 'MAIN APNI PATNI KE SAATH JAA RAHA HU'.
Waah makers waah.
Chances are sai will enter CN on pakhi's birthday.
Wonderful episode aced by ayesha and neil❤️
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