I’m not sure how I feel about today’s episode. Maybe not as bad because I was hoping for much worse.
Finally they are conversing - Even if on two different tangents, on two sides of that curtain wall. But they are talking…arguing. But guess that has been their style. Talk less, argue more.
V’s protective instincts are back - J and protective. He tracked her down only because he was worried and doubted Rajeev’s character.
Track moving - Even with turtle speed, they are moving. V and Sai may be digressing from themselves and their issues, but it will indirectly link things back to them. Making them look at things in a different light. I have serious doubts abt V but hopefully there will be some level of introspection. And this might lead to the progression in their relationship.
Both are right in their stand - V has seen Shivani go through that heartbreak and suicide. We now know the reason behind Shivani’s failed relationships. It is natural for anyone to feel angry and furious towards Rajeev after what he did. Shivani may be holding a soft spot, but on a practical front it is difficult to even consider Rajeev. He may be or rather we know he is genuine. But the explanations he gave are not really convincing enough for trusting again. Atleast not so easily. Sai on the other hand is a lil impulsive. She is known to have a good sense of people, but then instincts can go wrong too. And it is quite a leap of faith while risking someone’s heart again. However, in Sai’s defence, she has seen Shivani and read her more closely. The emptiness and the closure that she mentioned to V were key points for her to pursue this strongly. For Shivani to finally move ahead.
Sai addressing pain - V said that she is deviating from the topic and this discussion was not about her. So if he thinks that ways, then he knows that she was hurt and she was also suffering. But never has he acknowledged it empathised with her. This pulls him down further. Because till now it was like he is self absorbed and hence refuses to see others pain when he is hurting. However, this means he is aware and still holding up the grudge and poking someone who is already in pain. How sick it is and how does he claim to love her?
Raising hand - I know there has been MU and there have been some real lows, but Sai putting this on his face again that he is capable of hitting her was definitely wrong on her part.
Rajeev arrested - Guess this will be the catalyst in getting Shivani’s feelings out and help Sai in making V see her point. I just hope this whole thing doesn’t come out into an ugly fight in ZA. Even before Shivani is able consider her own emotions and asks V to get Rajeev out of jai and Sai makes V see it all, this might all come out in the open. And this would be a really toxic one with every one pointing fingers at Sai including the silent ones (Ashwini and V) this time. Makers like toxicity and drama and this will be a high dose. I just hope they skip it, or I’m go back to complete skipping. It actually injurious to one’s sanity!!
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