There is a reason why we ask you write you know?
Amnu, meri jaan, dil le lo tussi 🤗🤗
Because this was beyond beautiful ❤️
And this perfectly flawed human being named Abhimanyu Birla is stealing hearts. I don't know why but like the cracks he have. It gives him an opportunity to create, recreate, innovate, learn, unlearn... Basically, it gives him the perfect opportunity to grow.
His love for Akshara can never be put into words. He love her with every fibre of his being. With every breath that he takes, he love her a little more. As his heart beats and with every beat, he fell in love with Akshara.
He has been numb for so long that when Akshara came, he felt alive. He felt his heart drumming a beat unknown to him. But this unknown started to heal him and he did not wanted to. He wanted to go back to feel only numbness. But even when he wanted to run away, he only happened to ran away towards her.
I never believed in love at first sight but not all love stories start with hate at first sight either right? I have complained about the track not being fully utilised, kinda still is but they always makes me wonder about the craziness and madness that love comes along with.
But with Abhimanyu and Akshara, all I felt is this-
The void they have felt for years felt like it will fill soon get filled and just the mere presence of that person in their life and their love will be enough to do that.
Yesterday Abhimanyu wanted answers but today all he wanted is her love. His fear that once he came on his two feet and things will once again get disbalanced broke my heart but her one tear and this man forgave her in a heartbeat. Even before she said sorry? What are you made of Dr. Abhimanyu Birla?
Akshara is Abhimanyu's whole world. You know even today, if she decided to break his heart, he will come back to her once again, with every broken piece of his being. He just does not know how to not love her.
He just never learnt how to not protect and care about the people he loves.
Abhimanyu calls for his maa will always remind us how broken and lost he is. How much he has to grow up before time.
His words jab bhi bachpan mein sir maa par chillate they main issi chaddar mein chipp jaata tha always break a part of my heart. It pulled the strings. And to imagine the harsh realities he have to go through. The abuse his young mind has to face will always make me tear up. Abhimanyu Birla deserves all the love.
And even I wanted that apology but when I look from the wounds of Abhimanyu, all I see is fear. Fear of losing Akshara. When he forgave her, I felt the love but more than that I felt his fear. He feared that if he will not forgive her, she will once again run away from him. And he did not want it. And also, his father never forgave any mistakes of his mother and even made it bigger than it was, so he know, to love someone, one has to forgive.
I don't know what else to say. I mean, the beauty with which you write... We fall in love with Abhimanyu.
Thank you for writing this Amnu 🤗🤗 you have just articulated what we all felt ❤️ and like I said, I will never get bored of your writing. So keep it coming 🤗
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