Originally posted by: fria319
Yesss P in the kitchen - I was so disheartened. It was so hard to see her, someone who R can't even take his eyes off of half the time she's in the room, question her looks and appeal bc this same man can't look her in the eyes anymore. The power we give to our loved ones.
Isn't that the sad part..he has eyes only for her and he has never been able to vocal about his desire for her. He said main sab kuch bolta nahi but Raghav you need to express your feelings so that she feels validated. I keep going back to the pin sequence and the bathrobe sequence the desire in his eyes was so potent. Ufff...
I watched the dance sequence 3 times because I wanted to catch Raghav's reactions to Pallavi. The first few seconds, he looks at her in awe, in shock, disbelief and even slight happiness. But then reality sets in and he reels it back in and goes back to anger /stoic face. Yet even in that stoicism, you can tell he's drawn to her. His eyes are following her every movement now. He's able to look at her now solely because he can't look elsewhere - because she's that captivating to him. She commands his attention and he can't help but give it when its just them, alone, closed off from the rest of the world.
He's so helpless he can't take his eyes off of her. I'm going to cry that we are getting this now when he's not in the frame of mind to reciprocate. It's so heartbreaking because we know he loves her just the way she is..he fell for her inner beauty and not her outer beauty. Koi pls dono ko hugs de do. Babies need it badly.
MY BABIESSSSS

And then we come to the end and despite being fully immersed in her, his guilt calls him back & in a split second he can't help but picture the injustice he committed against her, unintentionally. And he again reacts in anger bc he's projecting his self-anger unto her. But this time she won't take it. This time she's going to question just exactly what's going on with him. She's so at a loss of what to do. Just a week ago he would've lapped this all up and now her touch "repulses" (to her) him. What's a girl to do when the only man she's ever loved, the only man she's ever wanted all of this with, the love of her life acts like he doesn't desire her? She'll break, she'll feel unworthy, and he's going to have to fix this BIG time. Because THIS kind of doubt is hard to get over - EMA or no EMA. And once she hears how he slept with his ex, a girl who dresses the opposite of her. I think it'll break her confidence and self-esteem even more. I hope her distancing starts from that night.
She so badly wanted this. Finally expressing her desire for him. For a woman like Pallavi it wasn't easy to get out of her shell to be this bold. I feel so bad that she felt unwanted and undesired by her husband. Raghav you better make it up to her.
This is the angst I was looking for. The best parts are yet to come. And I'm all in. I'll still crib at the dumb dialogues they give these characters sometimes - its like the writers just write to write something without thinking it through... smh... but I'll focus more on how the plot is moving overall. Ignore the dialogues they are trashy. Yes the angst is on point and I think post reveal it's going to get so much better. Fria better be ready with boxes of tissues coz we are going to cry for both of them.
E gonna mimic P to weave her way into R's heart - at least that's what she thinks. Or maybe they will show her positive and show her back off. Someone should maybe mention how much Raghav used to torture/mess with Pallavi. Maybe then E will get how far they've come - and how deep R has fallen for P. There's no turning back for him. It's P or no one else. Yes they've come such a long way from how they started and no one has actually witnessed the journey. Esha will eventually get tk know how strong they are and that all her evil conniving ways didn't do jack. He's already made it clear he can't imagine a life without Pals but this lady won't understand. She's going to create some more sob stories that she doesn't want to separate them but carry on an affair with a married man etc. What a load of bull.
Also. I'm also just glad my FAVORITE BGM is backkkk. BRING ON THE ANNGSSTTT
