@Ruby: Girl. How do you watch with a zen mind. I need to get back to doing yoga bc I CANNOT. I LITERALLY CANNOT EVEN. LIKE. NO.
Am I zen though? Am I? Debatable because this shouldn't have bothered me as much as it did despite my zen-ness, need to work on my yoga too🤣
@Sharada: I really hope your theories that he was drugged is right.
@Ren: I read your post on MF - 100% true words - I'll head over there once I'm done here.
me, the entire episode:
Raghav. Raghav. Raghav.
My dude. Why do you have such bad decision making skills?
In what world is it a good idea to drink with your ex?
If they show him continue to drink and it's really that he's drunk - then he just needs to go to rehab. You do not need to get drunk every single time you drink.
And what happened to his declaration (was it really a promise- debatable) to Pallavi? Why was he so easily able to let go of that when he was with Esha?
Why did he have to blow on her wound? Is she a kid? Who does that with an ex of all people?
He keeps saying he has no feelings for Esha - but wtfh was that eye stare when he was tending to her wounds? If that's not residual feelings, idk what is. You don't stare at someone like that unless you have some kind of feelings or attraction to them.
^^to both above. EXACTLY. MY. POINT.
WHAT on earth was that 5 seconds of eyelock. What am I supposed to do with that intense EshGu moment?
I hate hate hate that they went the EK way of storylines.
I don't think anything actually happened - I think it's either a masterplan by Esha or it's just a coincidence that he took off his clothes while sleeping bc that's how he sleeps at home (smh). I don't think this show could come back from him actually cheating (even when drunk). EMA tracks are not good and in the two shows I know that showed it, in one, they're divorced and have no love, & in the other, they're going through a divorce and the ML never claimed to love the FL despite having slept with her & only emotionally cheating on his wife (he had an affair but nothing beyond a hug happened).
In both situations the ML never loved the FL at the time they were married & cheating, nor did they openly declare it.
^Me neither. I don't think anything happened because I still want to believe this is a non-EK show at the end of the day so they won't go that far. EMA tracks never work for me and if Raghav is seen having secret rendezvous with Esha to give her emotional babysitting while hiding everything from Pallavi, I'll have to quite watching altogether.
This show's USP is RaghavPallavi, together, so either Siku wants to kill his own show bc SP won't let him, or we're being duped by the precap and R was drugged. It's a repeat, but worse, of what happened to P on manglagaur.
I seriously think R was drugged but what makes me mad is he kinda sorta walked into this trap on his own, literally. There's only so much Raghav being dense BS I can watch and pass off as acceptable.
As far as the outcome of the precap - I think Pallavi won't catch them. I really do think Raghav is going to hide this from her because he's too scared of losing Pallavi. If this indeed does happen, I hope this eats him alive. I want him to suffer emotionally at this point. Becuase this guy is such an extreme person that without feeling this high level of guilt, he won't know how to change and actually stop lying and hiding truths or only revealing half-truths to Pallavi. Remember when he was super guilty during the accident lie? I need this to be 10x, 100x worse.
^ PLEASE. This guy never learns unless something goes seriously wrong so YES I need him to suffer. I need him to burn in his guilt every waking moment and have nightmares at night of the truth coming out and Pallavi being heartbroken and leaving him. YES YES.
He has no awareness of his poor decision making. He just doesn't think. He just acts. And it's just like, how long do you think you can sustain adult life like this? Why did he sit so close to his ex? Why drink with her? Why give into her when he was so easily able to stand against Pallavi?
WHY ON EARTH DID HE DRINK IS BEYOND ME FRIA. He didn't have to, he really didn't fishin have to. Esha was okay with not drinking. What was this unnecessary gesture?
Why does Pallavi always get the short end of the stick? She already has to deal with this version of Raghav, she had to evolve him, she had to fix his family relationships, she had to bear the brunt of his unjustified anger and aggression, she is always being lied to, she has to constantly baby her husband's insecurities because he's not man enough to come to terms with everything himself, she has to sit and watch him cry about his ex in her own lap. And now, this???
This brings all my anger back from the day the writers thought Pallavi no longer needed to have her own feelings, pain and life because who'll fix Raghav then?
I'm so enraged. Even if he was drunk, his bad decision making (deciding to drink, sit that close to his ex, etc) is what led him there. I'm so mad at him right now. Yes. I'm mad at a fictional character.
I wanted to smack him in the head so many times throughout the episode and then in the precap, then had to refrain because fictional character and that made me madder😳
He doesn't deserve her. He truly does not. He cannot get out of his own way to keep the good things in his life. He constantly lets his impulsive decisions ruin his future. I hope he grovels. I want to see him beg for forgiveness. I want to see Pallavi yell at him for doing this to them. I want to see her rage against him - how even after almost dying for him, he couldn't think twice about what he was getting himself into. I want her to walk away. She needs to walk away. And she needs to stay away and focus on herself. Let him wallow in his pain.
I really don't want Pallavi to fix his mess, NOT this time around. It's his doing, and he needs to learn to handle a crisis without going blind in rage and making things worse. He needs to learn to use his brain that he apparently has left in the locker and bhool bhool since so long. I'm exhausted.
Fria ilysm for this because I could see splitting my hair and writing something like this if I hadn't distanced myself from the show to a certain extent. I feel relieved just reading your rant❤️
Hui Ghum Yaadein
