SidNaaz Unlimited cc 81 ~~~ Beautiful journey - Page 55

I didn't see Sana's IV because as I have already stated, I am not ready to watch her yet.. It just makes me realize Sidharth's presence with even more intensity.. But I am glad to see that she has stepped out.. It's bound to be difficult.. But at least she has gathered enough strength for now.. It's a start

Originally posted by: divaprincess

I understand what you are saying and I know it as well.. It's just that I m in a very confused state of mind.. One minute I m proud of everything that he is and another I feel deep sadness for everything he left behind and then again I m like but he is the best...One moment when I hear about others, I just pray that all of them be happy and fulfill their desires and in another moment there is a resentment that he deserved it as well, even more than other and then again I feel proud that the love he has, they can't come near to it..

I know sometimes my words probably feel disappointing and not something what he stood for but there is a reason I love him this crazily and it's because of his qualities and the way I relate to them..from childhood I have believed in being good is the only way to live life...It's not in me to deviate from that.. I start felling guilty and nowadays even more ..But I do get confused and start thinking is it really worth it..?? There have been instances that have made me question it ..

You know the point where you actually know what is right and what is not but still can't stop questioning it because sometimes things seems so unfair..

And Thank you for explaining, I know and understand it, it's just my mind is slightly vulnerable right now so probably it's going to take some time for it to get back on track...

There are some people who are never content and keep wishing to conquer and never enjoy their exploits, some who never have the will to conquer and blame people or circumstances for their failures and still some others who conquer and are happy with their achievement and continue to flow with life taking a day at a time. Sidharth was seemingly the last kind. Lucky in the larger frame of the journey.

But I understand the tug of war within you and the infinite questions. Give them up to the Universe. We have not the capability to understand or judge another life even if of an immediate family member how much ever we may know them… a far off person toh door ki baat hai.

Take care ❤️🙏

Originally posted by: zehreeli.kheer

I didn't see Sana's IV because as I have already stated, I am not ready to watch her yet.. It just makes me realize Sidharth's presence with even more intensity.. But I am glad to see that she has stepped out.. It's bound to be difficult.. But at least she has gathered enough strength for now.. It's a start

Haven’t watched all the IVs….but from all the tweets I’m seeing….she seems all the more closer to god than before which is comforting to read…it’s so much easier to lose faith after everything she’s been through

Exactly Sidharth was his biggest strength. And I am so glad to know that he still is his strength. When Sid went to SR in big boss I remember she had said,"mujhe lag nahin Raha hai ki woh Gaya hai,Aisa lagta hai Abhi bhi yahin kahin hai". I could see the same expression on her face.

Hi everyone, I came across this thread very recently and this is my first post here. Like most of us here I am also going through extreme grief and saddness from last 1 month. I am not able to focus on my work or anything in personal life.. I took days off from work just to sit and control my emotions.. Family doesn't understand why I am reacting like this for a TV celeb, for them it was just a news for 2 days and got over, but this incident literally changed my whole outlook towards life..

I had been very career oriented, believed in having plans for future etc, now i think whats the use of all that if life can change in a blink like this.. I keep reminding myself everyday that Sid use to believe in live life to the fullest, live in present, so let's try that.

Don't know how many times i saw bb13 on voot in this 1 month.. Can't see more than 3-4 videos on insta because everyone has added such songs to it that the music itself pricks my heart. I run from insta to voot to watch a perfectly fine laughing flirty Sidharth. Its been my happy escape from reality.

I was also reading old sidnaaz DT's from last few days because every thing is written in present tense and with hope for better future. Today sid n sana are doing this, doing that, lets see what they will do tomorrow.. Reading that feels like yes he is there, perfectly fine.. How badly I am trying to cheat my heart. I reached to zoravar discussion and cant stop crying again.. What hopes we had, what dreams they had..

I refuse to believe in god has better plans. They definitely didn't deserve this.. Both of them had suffered so much earlier and finally had found solace in each other and destiny did this with them. After trying to maintain so much of privacy finally they were coming out together in public, maybe soon about to announce officially and then this. They both deserved many more years of togetherness. They are soul mates.

Sorry for barging in randomly, I just wanted to put my emotions in words that I am not able to express to others..

Being a person who has strong belief and faith in God and His teachings, I neither take death as punishment nor injustice. I do understand wat life is for and the concept of life after death. We all say that he deserved more but only God knows wat one deserves. Yes his sudden death that too at such early age is painful and heartbreaking for all his loved ones but God was always kind to him. From good looks to a loving family, from getting name, fame and love to dying as someone for whom Millions and Millions are crying makes him superior to many.

We as humans will not understand the phenomenon of life but only if we study our religious books and follow the teachings we understand its true meaning. His death has benefited me in the sense that I have become even more religious and not questioning God for His doings as I know nothing but He does.

May be Sid and Sana meeting and loving each other for a period of two years was some kind of reward to them for their good deeds. May be God gave them each other, for watever period of time it was, as a gift. I know its hard to see them apart but then who lives forever? We all have lost someone at some point of time who was very close… someone we needed so much at that time… someone we have not imagined our life without… but we all survived. Life may not have been as beautiful as it was earlier but the truth is we come in this world all alone and we go back all alone too.

Lets not torture ourselves by negative thoughts abt wat we could not have and lets enjoy wat we still have. Life is too short… for everyone including us!!!

I don't know if this will help but came across this clip on Insta... but I found it insightful ♥️

https://www.instagram.com/reel/CUWzeSngcDN/?utm_medium=copy_link

The question still keeps hitting me hard everyday why it happened suddenly to him ... and when it happened why he was not taken to hospital immediately there were people around him he was not alone at home . I saw a video where the Dr said he could have been saved.

Pls forgive if have said anything wrong but my stupid heart is not accepting this pain ... we are not going to see him again in this life time everybody has one life and I believe in that.

Gradually everybody will start concentrating on their carrier and move ahead.

We as a fan had only him .

Come back sid you can't letting us cry everyday .

Has anyone seen yesterday's Manu Punjabi video about SidNaaz? I was shivering. No matter how much we are affected bt we are only his fans and well-wishers. Noone can imagine what Sana is going through.