Love, Unrequited T2 [Ch 93 - Pg 144] T3 link Ch 148 - Page 82

Originally posted by: coderlady

Is Prasanna projecting her own disability in the fictional lead? Does she have an unrequited love of her own?

Could be. Or it could be her way to give voice to the physical challenged as well. She's going by the adage, you write stories that you want to read.

Teaser

The next chapter is quite long and will take time. I did not want to leave you all on a sad note. So here's a teaser.

'The rate at which you are smoking, I wouldn't be surprised if tomorrow I happen to see you instead of Ramesh in that ad.'

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'What do you want? Where do you think you are coming?'

'Why? You own the lake? Which post did you get hired at to have bloated your head so exponentially?'

'Tch. Tch. Getting a job this late in life does that to one, I guess.'

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'I hate you.'

'Ek chiz dus baar bolne se kuch alag effect nahi pad jata hai.'

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'Why are you sitting here then? Go your admirers must be waiting.'

'I will go when I want to. Don't need to be dictated by you.'

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'Get over yourself. I have got ants in my clothes. Actually, wanna check? Coincidentally, they have been troubling me for exact fifteen minutes as well.'

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'You ruined my holiday.'

'Same to you. Back to you.'

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Originally posted by: cheers2all

Kirti took the first step. She reached out to him, apologized, and offered Nishit an olive branch to begin afresh. But he rejected all of it. My first reaction was to give him a tapli and say "Dude!! What is wrong with you?" But I guess, his issues are way more deep rooted than what we have seen so far. He was right in saying he was "obsessed" with how Kirti made him feel. He was not equipped to deal with his feelings then and he is not equipped to deal with them today either. Looks like he has a troubled childhood too. Rimjhim seems to be more invested in Tejas than him (or there's more to the story than just that). If Kirti was insecure during school/college times, so was he. Just like his mother, Kirti had chosen Tejas over him. He had tried to move on and to some extent, he was probably successful too, but that was until Kirti stepped back in his life. Only to leave again. It must have messed with his already troubled head. He has to see a shrink, for crying out loud. It may not be entirely because of Kirti, but she was definitely a contributor to his "insanity" so to speak. If Nishit is being wary, I understand. Wasn't Kirti unresponsive to him when he first met her at the college or when he came to apologize? I think he has trouble accepting the olive branch because maybe he thinks she wants to be friends, while he wants a lot more. That she will never understand what she makes him feel and he is suffering all alone in that hell. I wish Kirti had told him what she had wanted to months ago...that he is not alone in the obsession. Nishit is so focused on the closed door that he is refusing to look at the ones that have been opened for him. I guess he needs some kind of jhatka to get him out of that limbo.

I would understand if Kirti doesn't try again to befriend Nishit, but I wish she doesn't give up. He did confess about his obsession for her and that he is not completely over whatever they shared. She should focus on that. Understand "why" he wants to move on. She has known Nishit long enough to figure out that his words don't reflect his true sentiments. To find the pearl, you would have to dive deeper, Kirti.

So Mithila is not in talking terms with Nishit and she is his friend's sister. I wonder what went wrong between the two. I guess the fiasco, Kirti's rejection and everything else finally took a toll on him, and he pushed away everyone who were once close to him.

Dinner with Urmi! That was interesting. I like the fact that Nishit sees Urmi as the person she is and not the reputation she comes with. She is definitely obnoxious at times, but I have a feeling her attitude towards him must have changed after she saw the pics at his place.

Music school ka kya chakkar hain? Does he really want to learn, or is it another self-imposed exile?

P.S. - Prasanna's book is interesting - "To everyone who has loved and lost. And found again". I see hope there!

What does tapli mean and I like the jhatka you think he needs 😂

You are righy Urmi possibly is behaving differntly with him..because she knows he id interested in kirti 😊

U didn't want us to be left in sad note but the bickering looks like another rejection upcoming

Also idk why reading these two make me go dhak dhak

"Pyaar ki pyaas" - this is the phrase I was reminded after reading this chapter from Nishit's POV.

Kirti took the first step and called him, met him. But Nishit outright rejected her friendship. Though I felt bad for Kirti, I hope she does not give up on him so soon. I hope she tries to find out the reasons for his behaviour.

He has been there for her, at certain times, even when she has been rude towards him. I hope she keeps that in mind.

I guess Nishit has gone into some kind of depression. Do his parents know that he is seeing a psychiatrist? Maybe, the parents need to have therapy sessions too, so that they can help him in a positive way instead of pushing their own agenda which might bring more negative effects.

Nishit apparently missed his mom's love and affection right from young age.

I remember once Prasanna too said that she used to get intimate with interns working under her father to attract attention from her parents. Obviously both kids missed their parents.

And then Nishit gets attached/attracted to Kirti and looked for some kind of affection from her. Unfortunately here, Kirti had too many problems of her own to deal with and Nishit too was never open about his feelings. Also there were other villians (the 3 Fs) in their lives.

I guess his education, knowledge and career were the biggest prides of his life and now with the scam that happened, that too got tainted. It is natural for him to feel low and directionless.

Is this fascination about learning music, him trying to find direction again in his life?

So Ahilya and Nishit had dinner together, interesting.

Urmi does know that her daughter has feelings for him right. Maybe she wants to know her daughter's choice better.

Prasanna's book is interesting. Utimately, most people are looking for love and a sense of belonging in their lives.

Awesome update GN.

Originally posted by: kizh72

They need to step back, and see things from the other side. Maybe she has understood his need for distance now, his need to work out whatever is wrong in his life. I hope so. The same way, he needs to keep aside his hurt where she is concerned and see things from her side. Her life and all the issues which she so valiantly tried to work through. I wonder if he knows about the absence of her family in her life. She knows now what role others have played in how things panned out between them. Has he given it any thought?

This was lovely GN, poignant in a way. In many ways they both are lonely souls, who always tried to handle things by themselves or had to. We don't know what his life was like beyond the wealth and privilege, and maybe at some point she was what he had also grasped on to.

Well said Priya.

Nishit at least has the privilege to feel depressed and not doing anything in life and moping around.

Kirti did not even have that. However depressed she felt, she had to work to feed herself and her family.

I hope Nishit understands that part of Kirti's life's bitter truth.

Its better to have them bickering than not talking at all.

Coming to the teaser- It is Nishit and Kirti right?

LOL why are they bickering like this? And where have they gone together?

Did Vaibhav send Nishit on some assignment and asked Kirti to help him out?

Originally posted by: Meerkat

There were so many things you pointed out that I resonated with. About the jhatka. I hope he gets that soon. Because I don't really have too many chapters to accommodate his sulking. I hope he doesn't read this. Or he would be like Et Tu? I thought you knew me better, writer.

On that jhatka note, here's a bit of advice for your Nishit... 😝

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=05TA9jNnCdU

Originally posted by: bakwas_serial

What does tapli mean and I like the jhatka you think he needs 😂

You are righy Urmi possibly is behaving differntly with him..because she knows he id interested in kirti 😊

Tapli means this 👇🏼

Urmi always knew Nishit was interested in Kirti (remember the time he proposed marriage at the hospital? She had told Hardiik, she didn't want Kirti to marry Nishit). But I think she developed motherly feelings (paraphrasing) towards him after she saw his snap at the farmhouse.