Hey guys so here I am with the sequel of " My Feelings OS ". This story will contain Virat's reaction to Sai's outburst , his realisation of his deeds and his redemption. Please ignore the grammatical mistakes and don't forget to share your opinions 😽😽❤️❤️
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👆👆👆👆 This is the link of " My Feelings OS " read it before or else you won't understand this one 😹😹
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Part - 1
Sai's fierce outburst of her feelings , her hurt , her pain has shaken Virat to his core. He's numb , he can't understand that how can he be so blind to Sai's emotions , to his actions and so ignorant of Pakhi's........no Patralekha's mind games and manipulation. His family always considered him the most empathetic member of the family who can understand other's without any need of words. But today he realised he isn't , he isn't the most empathetic person as he failed to understand the emotions , the feelings of his wife , his Sai whom he claims to love the most.
Virat smiles sarcastically and thinks Aur mein humesha kehta hu ke Sai mujhe nahi samajhti !! He never thought there would be day when he would feel so ashamed , so angry and so disgusted at himself. This self loathing is eating him from inside. However Virat is happy too , he's happy because he realised that his Sai feels something for him too but just haven't realised her feelings yet. Well that's my own fault , I never gave her the reassurance and security in our relationship clearly !!! I just served her jalebies instead of answers........he chuckled.
Mein he hu jo humesha kehta hu ke Sai ko har baat saaf spasht shabdo mein he samajh aati h aur mein he hu jisne use kabhi kuch saaf saaf nhi bataya he said to himself while rubbing his face with his right hand.
It's time to think says Virat and looks at the clock and thinks Abhi dinner banane ke taayari shuru he hue hogi Hmmmm.........abhi 1.5 - 2 ghante h mere paas !!! Deciding to not waste even a single second today he went towards his bed , drank water from the glass on bedside and layed down on his bed.
Virat sighed and closed his eyes Let's look back and introspect he thinks and slowly got lost in his thoughts thinking about his actions , his family's and ex - best friends actions and how all this would have affected him , his Sai and their marriage.
Virat started thinking from the time their marriage got fixed by the villagers. Neither Sai nor him were ready for the marriage , both of them also weren't emotionally stable to get into a new relationship. He them remembered how he was the one to propose the bane of his life " THE DEAL MARRIAGE " . He was the one who told Sai to leave him after becoming doctor , he was the one who said he would never be her husband , he was the one who told her that he's already committed to someone else and would never be able to give that place to someone else , he was the one who told her to not to expect anything other than taking her responsibility from him. Sai on the other hand just agreed to what he said and just replied back that he too shouldn't expect anything from her and that she will leave him after becoming a doctor. Sai didn't proposed deal marriage , she just asked what he will say to Pakhi but other than that she didn't hinted at not having normal marriage like other people , it must have taken time for them to get comfortable but she only wanted to confirm about Pakhi's status in his life.
Virat groaned and thinks Ye saare rayta maine phelaya , Sai ne sirf Pakhi ke baare mein pucha , usne koi hint nhi di ki humari shaadi normal nhi hogi , deal ka jaap toh maine kia voh bhi ek baar nhi baar baar !!! He abruptly sat up and started counting on his fingers
1. Jab Sai quarters pe milne aai tab
2. Gaadi mein
3. Shaadi ke time phere lete samay
4. Shiv - Parvati parikrama karte time
5. Shaadi ke time uske bedroom mein
6. Reception ke baad first night ko bedroom mein
7. Jab meri job chali gayi tab shaadi ko pachtava kaha
8. Patralekha jab apne ghar chali gayi tab
9. Phir kai baar Sai gussa ho gyi Patralekha devi ke vajah se tab bhi kaha * ye shaadi toh deal h toh tum kyu gussa hoti ho *
10. Uski feelings pata lagane ke liye bhi mission pe jane vali baat batane vale din bhi kaha
He counted and facepalmed 🤦🤦🤦🤦 Bappa deal vala jaap toh maine bhi kam nhi kia phir jab Sai deal deal karti thi toh mein gussa ho jata tha , voh bhi toh meri tarah hurt hui hogi mutters Virat frustrated at himself.
Sai ne apni puri duniya kho di , apni puri family kho di , uss samay use jarurat thi kisi ki jo use emotionally support kar sake , jo use sambhale............ye sab ek Pati ke taur pe mujhe karna tha par mene toh use phle hi kh dia ke mein uska pati kabhi nahi banunga aur sirf uski zimmedari lunga !!!! Uss samay Sai emotionally vulnerable thi aur mere shabdo ki vajah se usne apne emotions mujhse share karne ke bajaye apne emotions ko lock kar lia........usne mere shabdo ko apne dimag mein pathar ki lakeer ki tarah fix kar lia..........usne khud ko mujhse attach hone ki , koi umeed rakhne ki ijazat he nahi di !!! Virat thinks sadly and started feeling extremely guilty and hurt thinking about how alone she would have felt.
Virat took a shuddering breath and wiped the tears that came out his eyes unnoticed during his thinking session.
He glanced at the clock and saw that it's nearly dinner time so he decided to eat dinner first and continue his thinking session after that.
He stood up from his bed and went to the bathroom to wash his face. After making sure he isn't looking like he cried he left his room and went down for dinner.
PS : This part is little short but I wanted to add the main realisations here , he will also realise his other mistake but I wanted to add little tadka during those so.....................😝😝
Part 2 : Page 4
Part 3 : Page 9
Part 4 : Page 13
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