MY PAST IS ALSO MY PRESENT & FUTURE
Hey my dear readers, it's just a random thought. So, I just wrote it down before it vanished from my imagination...
Let me know that how it was...
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Today is an odd day for Karan, Faizi, Sanju and all the recruits, as Monami is not arguing with Karan today and she isn't even talking properly to anyone today...
Sid knows the reason. So, he doesn't want to disturb her today. She's disturbed today but that doesn't mean that she is distracted, she's fully concentrating on her training and only on her training...
After completing the obstacles drill, Monami just stood with other recruits silently. Karan was getting irritated by his Rani Sahiba's aloof behaviour as he's used to her complaints, questions and arguments. So, he decided to provoke her...
Karan - Aaj to mahol me kafi shanti hai. Koi complaint nahi kar raha aaj?
Monami doesn't answer and continue to stand in the same position only and this irked Karan...
Karan - Kya ho gya Rani Sahiba? No response today? Kya hua itni jaldi har man li aapne? Tum jese rahiso ki yahi to problem hai, maa ke aanchal ko 6odke, uske comfort ko 6odke kabhi bahar to nikale ni hoge, hai na?
Monami - Ye drill puri ho chuki hai aur ab break time hai. So, I'll be leaving for my break, SIR...
And Monami leaves. Karan was shocked that Monami talked to him like this. Sid was actually angry now because Karan today truly in his prejudices, crossed his limits...
Sid - Tum apna muh thodi der ke liye bandh nahi rakh sakte na? Tumhe pata bhi hai tumne kiya kya hai?
Karan - Kyu taane sune nahi jate Rani Sahiba se?
Faizi - Shut up Karan. Sid kya hua hai Monami ko aaj? Humne unhe is tarah emotionless kabhi nahi dekha hai.
Sanju - Haa sirji, aaj kuch to huo hai.
Sid - Aaj uski aur meri mom ki death anniversary hai. Me to kabhi apni mummy ji ke pas raha nahi isliye zyada attachment bhi nahi hai lekin Monu to aunty ji ki har posting me unke sath thi to vo unse kafi attached thi. Aur tumne...
Sid leaves from thare in anger and disappointment. Faizi and Sanju looks at Karan to see his reaction and they were satisfied to see shock and guilt altogether on his face for saying these awful things to Monami...
Karan - Tum chalo me thodi der me milta hu.
They both leaves and Karan sends Ustadji to call Monami to his room. And leaves to his own room. After some time, Monami knocked on his door...
Karan - Please come in.
Monami enters into his room but she wasn't looking in his direction. Karan was going to say something but...
Monami - I'm sorry, I shouldn't have behaved that way with you on the field in front of all the recruits but I'm not in the right frame of mind right now. So, please forgive me if I was out of line back there. I'm not this kind of a person, I promise.
Karan - Hey Hey Hey, slow down Rani Sahiba. Please sit first.
Monami sits on his bed and Karan sits in front of her on a chair.
Karan - Ha to ab mujhe shuru se batao that what's bothering you Rani Sahiba?
Monami - Tum sunoge? Tumhe ye ni lagega k tum apna time waste kar rahe ho?
Karan - I'll be the judge of that Rani Sahiba. Aap shuru kijiye.
Monami - Iska matlab, you're not angry with me?
Karan - Nahi Rani Sahiba. Ab bataiye. Itne din mene aapko unsuna kiya hai aur ab me aapko sunna chahta hu, aapke side ki story janna chahta hu.
Monami - Meri story koi zyada khas nahi hai. Meri mumma ek military doctor thi. Vo shahid hui thi, kisiko bachate waqt unhe goli lagi thi. And vo aur koi nahi me aur mera dost the, jinko bachate hue unhen goli lag gai. Aur mumma ko bachate waqt ek aur officer ko jo ki shayad mumma ke senior the.
Har roz ki tarah mumma hospital me kam kar rahi thi aur achanak se kuch log vaha ghus aaye aur goliya chalane lage. Me bhi vaha thi mumma ke sath, vo apne ek mariz ko dekh rahi thi aur vo vahi senior the jinko mumma ko bachane ki koshish me bullets lag gayi.
Me bahot dari hui thi aur mere sath ek aur ladka bhi tha jo karib mujhse 3 to 4 years bada hoga aur vo shayad mumma ke un senior ka beta tha jinko mumma ko bachate hue bullets lagi. Vo unse milne aata tha apne bade bhai ke sath shayad...
Realisation downed upon Karan and that's why he asked...
Karan - Kya nam tha aapki maa ka?
Monami (Proudly) - Major Dr. Prerana Mahajan. (She smiles proudly)
Now, Karan was very much nostalgic and emotional. But Monami didn't notice that and continued telling him her story...
Monami - Meri na pata hai us ladke se bahot hi achi dosti ho gayi thi un 6 mahino me. (A bit smiling) Pata hai, tum me aur usme ak similarity hai...
Karan (Smilingly) - Aur vo kya hai Rani Sahiba?
Monami - Yahi, Tum mujhe Rani Sahiba bulate ho aur vo mujhe Princess bulata tha. Mujhpe ek kharoch aur vo samne wale ki class le leta tha. Sid ki bhi class li thi usne jab usne meri chocolates kha li thi aur me bahot royi thi uski vajah se.
Karan - Aur aapke us dost ka nam kya tha?
Monami - pata nahi, lekin me use Karu bulati thi. Vese ye bhi similarity hai ke uska bhi nam Karan tha just like you but mujhe sirf nam pata tha surname nahi aur isi vajah se jab mene use dhoondhne ki koshish ki to me use dhoondh nahi payi...
Karan - Par tum use dhoondhna kyu chahti thi?
Monami - It's a little childish but he had promised me something.
Karan - Kya?
Monami - That when we both will grow up, he'll marry me. I know, tumhe hasi aa rahi hogi but me use bahot ache se janti hu. Vo apne promises pure karta hai hamesha. Aaj nahi to kal me use zaroor dhoondh lugi. Ye mera apne aap se pakka vaada hai...
Karan was speechless that she still remembers the childhood promise of her friend to marry her. He was also happy that she remembers.
Monami - Chalo, meri bate bahot ho gai. Ab me chalti hu. Thanks for listening and sorry for disturbing you.
Monami almost reached the door but stoped after hearing Karan...
Karan - To batao, kab karogi shaadi mujhse, meri Princess???
Monami turned around fastly in a shocked manner...
Monami - Kya bola tumne?
Karan - Kya suna aapne?
Monami - Tum...
Karan - Haa me Princess. To batao, kab kar rahe hai hum shaadi? Tumhe abhi karni hai ya training ke bad? Vese mujhe abhi karne me bhi koi problem nahi hai.
Monami turned around again because of the shyness but Karan back hugged her and said...
Karan - Mene kabhi nahi socha tha ke tumhe kabhi dubara dhoondh pauga.
Monami - Tum mujhe dhoondh rahe the?
Karan - Me apna vaada kabhi nahi todta. Apni kahi bat khud hi bhool gayi aap Rani Sahiba?
Monami - Fir Rani Sahiba? Asa hi bolte rahe na to fir bhool jao shaadi.
Karan - Are ase kese? Mujhe rokega kon apni Princess se shaadi karne se?
Monami - Me khud.
Karan - Uthake le jaunga. Aur fir to tumhe mujhse shaadi karni hi padegi. Pyaar aur Jang me sab jayaz hota hai. Aur me to hu hi fauji, nahi Rani Sahiba?
Monami - Aadat se majboor. Par koi ni, ab jab tumse pyaar kar hi liya hai to zindagi bhar jhel bhi lenge.
Karan - Are ase kese? Jhel to hum rahe hai aapko. Pehle bachpan me aur fir ab yaha...
Monami - To ab marte dum tak jhelo.
Karan - Zaroor. I love you my Princess.
Monami - And I love to my Karu.
And Monami laughs but seeing her like that Karan asks...
Karan - Kya hua?
Monami - Nahi bas yeh soch rahi thi ki MY PAST IS ALSO MY PRESENT & FUTURE. Mene asa kabhi nahi socha tha ke me ase tumse dubara milugi.
Mujhe to Bala ko thanks kehna chahiye. Usiki vajah se to hum mile the na...
Karan - Haa ye to sahi kaha.
And both laughed for a while and hugged eachother thinking they will surely plan something about their coming marriage soon...
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So here you go, dimag me aaya ke agar asa ho to, aur mene yaha chhap diya.
How was it???
Till next time, take care and bye - bye...😘😘😘