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Every one of us is going through lots of ups and down in our life. The struggle is never ending process if you are living sometimes we end up making mistakes. Some of them can be rectified or some just blew away with time. We all have regrets and struggles, those incidents are not easy to explain. I know I am not defined by my mistakes and those insensitive moments never define me. I have loved this man for a very long time. No, I liked this man for a very long time DEV I gave up my precious time hallucinating for the future that never exist without even expecting anything from his side. I regret those times, those moments every day, every passing minute nowadays. And I feel as if I did wrong to my husband, as if I cheated on him. Not for one day but for 10 years. There are several question keep resurfacing Am I his choice or burden? Am I the person he ever imagine his future? Am I the good one for him?
I was shattered at the time of my wedding and to make my life normal he gave up his choice of partner. His wishes, his choice and the world he may deserved but he never get, he sacrificed every little dream of his for his MAMI KI BEHAN KI BETI. He hated me throughout his life. He resented me then why he has to do everything for my sake. He didn’t ask me anything, never even in my wildest dream. And every time when I was in trouble he forwarded his hand. He was always there.
“Maa baap bhai behan… Koi bhi rishta kabhi tha hi nahi… To rishton ki keemat samajhna is always an impossible task for me… Jab school mein saare bache apne maa baap ki saath yaad bataate the to main chup rehti thi…Kisi ko shikayatein hoti thi to kissi ke paas unki yaadein… Mere paas kabhi kuch nahi tha humesha has ke baat ko taal deti thi… Kabhi socha nahi tha ki koi rishta hoga jo mera hoga… Mere liye hoga” that’s the time when I met Shiva and Pandya brothers… He always fight with me… He always try to trouble me and then Dev saves me from him… That’s why he became the hero while Shiva is the villain of my life…
“Tu na bahut buraa hai Shiva… Rakshash hai Rakshash… Tune mera jeena haram kar diya hai” I always used to say these words… Now when I reflect I felt whether I ever know what is meaning of those words, Or I just repeat them because that’s how I can deal with it…
Today we all gathered in living room to pacify Dev for his mistake… Yeah I called that trouble as mistake because that’s the only way to control my husband’s anger… He look rather cute and just moving here and there as if ignoring the entire conversation…
“Aisa karte hai kisi bade dealer se baat karte hai… Kuch samay ke liye udhaar mein paise leke apna kaam badhaate hai… Ek baar sab set ho jaayega to waapis lauta denge” Gaumbi after all the pacifying session end the talk by his suggestion…
“Haan Gaumbi yeh sahi rahega main khud ek ek bade dealer se baat karunga… Yeh jo raita meri wajah se faila hai… Ab main khud hi sambhal lunga”Dev stated with lots of hope in his eyes…
“Par Gaumbi… Agar by chance hum nahi bhar paaye udhaar to yeh sab hum par ulta bhi to par sakta hai” I suggested while thinking deeply about the consequences… Gautam Pandya a man known for his honesty… He worked really hard for the store and Dhara Di always be there as his dedicated shield…I really don’t want anyone in this world to hurt them…
“Raavi tum na abhi bilkul apne pati ki tarah bol rahi ho…Negative… Atleast you are educated think about it if we don’t take risk then how will we be succeeded” Rishita answered… Although I hated the way she put her point… But it is right if we don’t try how will we move forward… I looked at Shiva and I know he got the message from my eyes that I am not scared of consequences… But the after effect may lead Gaumbi to fold hands in front of other people and that’s what is hell bound scary for both of us…
He reassured me through his eyes that he will manage everything and I smiled back slightly…
“Gaumbi aap dono list banaa dijiye… Phir main aur Dev alag alag jaake baat kar lenge… Kaash Somnath ji ki kripa ho jaaye aur humara kaam asaan ho jaaye” Shiva spoke while looking at me… He was trying to say something further but Rishita starts laughing in between hence he stopped while we all gave her a confused look…
“So this isn’t a joke… I mean aap log mujhe aise kya dekh rahe ho…. Abhi Shiva ne joke hi to bola… But still no reaction” She looked at us while we keep giving at her with amused look…”I mean Shiva… Yeh jaayega dealers se baat karne… Pandya store ka naukar samajh ke nikaal nahi denge woh log isse” She ended while her smile is not vanishing even after uttering all these nonsense… Shiva looked at me with teary eyes and moved forward to our room…
“Rishita… Kab kya bolna chahiye sochti nahi ho… Shiva naukar nahi hai… Aur dealers se baat aaj vo pehli baar nahi karta, I think I am disappointment to my family and you… You are the one for me” Dev angrily blurted out everything he bottled inside…. Rishita felt bad with his words and I know she is bit sad for what she said hence without giving any explanation move from there…
“Main… Main Shiva se baat kar ke aati hu” Dhara di said and starts moving to our room…
“Dhara Di… If you don’t mind main baat karun Shiva se… Main usse samjha dungi please” I can feel Dhara Di back off but still she is not sure I moved towards our room… I can feel Dhara di following me and even though i entered to our room and closed the door… She was there for few seconds and later move from there to meet Dev…
Shiva laid at his side of bed with close eyes… And even though he get I am there… He is not ready to face me right now…
“Aaj ka mausam bada suhana hai… Aise mausam mein Gobhi ke pakore khaane ki baat hi kuch aur hai”I looked at his side… He opened his one eye but closed it before I can catch him…”Aur uske saath saath agar adrak waali chai mil jaaye to kya baat hai… Ahaa…Ahaa… Mazza aa jaaye”I ended my stance… While my BHUKKAD pati dev open his eyes and keep looking here and there in search of his favourite food... As soon as he checked everything he looked at me with anger and frustration…
“Tu badaa mujhe ullu banaa rahi… Banaa le vaise bhi main to hun hi jaahil Gawaar jiska mann karta hai kuch bhi keh deta hai… Aur meri Biwi mujhe samajhne ki jagah Gobhi ki pakore yaad kar rahi hai… Vo bhi jo yahaan pe hai bhi nahi… Qismat hi kharaab hai…” He complained like a small child… MERI BIWI he literally never call me that until unless he is really pissed off…
His insecurities are not always like that…Shiva is guy who really appreciate himself but few months back when Sneha pointed the differences between us… They resurfaced… And the entries in my diary actually stamped the bottled feelings of his mind…
"Rishte samajhne ke liye kabhi the nahi... Issliye jab daaman bhara to meri samajh ne usse jakd liya... Bahut tutta hai Shiva tab hi aisa ho gaya hai... Par mujhe to samajh bhi nahi aata kya karun... Kaise samjhaun? Dhara di kehti unke saamne apna dukhra na gaaun... Par mere paas aur koi hai bhi to nahi kisse kahun apne dil ki baat"
I wanted to hold this man and tell him everything that I feel for him... But there is no way I do not want to get rejected... Not once more...
“Shiva meri baat sun… Uth aur list banaa dealers ki… Baat karne nahi jaana kal”I tried to get him up and think about everything once more…
“Main kyun banaaun list…. Dev aur Gaumbi sab dekh lenge… Jab boriya uthaana hoga to bulaa lenge mujhe main chala jaaunga” Shiva said and closed his ears with pillow…
I throw another pillow at his stomach… He winced on pain…
Shiva:“Abe o chudail… Daayan… Tu kya mera khoon karne paida hui hai…”
Raavi: Plan to nahi aisa abhi tak lekin tu ab nahi uthaa… To pakka Okhli mein sir masaale ki tarah kut dungi… Aur yeh kya laga rakha hai tune… Boriya uthaaunga…. Kabhi kuch naya karega nahi to kya logon ko sapne aayenge ki tujh mein bhi hunar hai…
Shiva: O Chipkali… Tere pati mein koi hunar vunar nahi hai…Aur tu yeh mujhe badalne ki koshish mat kar… Shiva jaisa hai vaisa hi rahega…
Raavi: Badalne ko nahi keh rahi… Sudharne ko keh rahi hu…Apne liye nahi… Pariwar ke liye… Musibat aane pe sab se aage khada rehta hai na tu…To uss musibat mein jo bhi zimmedaari hai use uthaane ke liye bhi aage reh sabse…
Shiva: Pan main kya list banaunga Gaumbi aur Dev dekh lengena…
Raavi: Haan… Lekin hum vo dekhenge jo vo nahi dekhenge…
I smiled back and shared my idea with him… First he gave me amused expression but later on he get agree with me… We will make list of the dealers who can give us loan in small amount… While Gaumbi and Dev will surely take route for big dealers and our plan may act as backup… So that even though they get failed we will be there for them… Shiva happily agreed with my point and get busy while I went outside to make his GOBHI KE PAKODE and ADRAK WAALI CHAI…
I truly wanted to take back all those bitter moments but that is next to impossible so I am trying all that I could so that he re- evaluate himself… This time from my eyes… And I am pretty sure I will make him feel worthy, sufficient on his own… The road may be a long one… He may stand at one point or sometimes take one step at the time but I’ll take the next 100 steps so that our distance become shorter with each passing moment…
He is my future and there is no way I will let us down... I won't leave... I won't give up... I hope one day everything will be sorted out….
Originally posted by: freebird_dd
It's lovely story kindly continue shiva success with raavi support uff ...
Kindly update next part soon
Thanks in advance 🙏
It's lovely story kindly continue shiva success with raavi support uff ...
Kindly update next part soon
Thanks in advance 🙏
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