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Days are just passing my yet the hollow feeling persists.. all I can think about is that if I who has never even met the guy can't pull myself together, how will those who lived with him will.. How will those people construct a life without him..

And at this point, I don't know how I want to see Shehnaaz.. You guys might find me evil, heartless and maybe I am.. But I am scared.. I genuinely want her to be happy.. But I can't help thinking that every time I will see her smile, or her onscreen, I will come back to right where it all started.. yet, I want to see her thriving and fulfill all his dreams and expectations.. it's like one part of me always wants to see her as part of him while another part wants her to move on with him in her heart and be happy.. I don't know.. I just don't know what I want, expect or feel.. It's just all jumbled up

Originally posted by: zehreeli.kheer

Days are just passing my yet the hollow feeling persists.. all I can think about is that if I who has never even met the guy can't pull myself together, how will those who lived with him will.. How will those people construct a life without him..

And at this point, I don't know how I want to see Shehnaaz.. You guys might find me evil, heartless and maybe I am.. But I am scared.. I genuinely want her to be happy.. But I can't help thinking that every time I will see her smile, or her onscreen, I will come back to right where it all started.. yet, I want to see her thriving and fulfill all his dreams and expectations.. it's like one part of me always wants to see her as part of him while another part wants her to move on with him in her heart and be happy.. I don't know.. I just don't know what I want, expect or feel.. It's just all jumbled up

I know wat u mean and I am going thru the same feeling. Her tears will make me cry but her smiles will remind me of him and I will cry ultimately 😩

Originally posted by: Kar_Nan

I know wat u mean and I am going thru the same feeling. Her tears will make me cry but her smiles will remind me of him and I will cry ultimately 😩

It's just too confusing and numbing.. I know this isn't a film.. And I want Sana to fight back and be successful than ever.. I genuinely do with all my heart.. but will I ever be able to see her smile without him and accept that life goes on.. I know it's incredibly selfish of me.. Sana is her own person.. she has a long life ahead.. She deserves happiness and success.. I know all that.. But it's like... I can't explain it.. It's like Sana is the only person related to him that we can ever hope to see regularly.. and I don't know if I ever be able to see her as a separate entity, Sana without Sidharth.. I don't want her to be sad forever.. I want her to move on.. But I... I don't know.. I just don't know.. I..............

Originally posted by: zehreeli.kheer

It's just too confusing and numbing.. I know this isn't a film.. And I want Sana to fight back and be successful than ever.. I genuinely do with all my heart.. but will I ever be able to see her smile without him and accept that life goes on.. I know it's incredibly selfish of me.. Sana is her own person.. she has a long life ahead.. She deserves happiness and success.. I know all that.. But it's like... I can't explain it.. It's like Sana is the only person related to him that we can ever hope to see regularly.. and I don't know if I ever be able to see her as a separate entity, Sana without Sidharth.. I don't want her to be sad forever.. I want her to move on.. But I... I don't know.. I just don't know.. I..............

Don’t think too much. Everything will start making sense at its own time. We all will get normal after sometime. She is going through tough time and we know wat Sid and his family meant to her. I will want her to always be with his family. It will give both the parties courage.

Also, we dont know how much time we have in this world. We dont know if we will be in this world the next second. Just give everything time. We need not to think abt future. When Allah gives u trouble, He gives u the courage to come out of it. He will give us the courage to get normal again. InshAllah one day we all will clap for her success. I know one thing that she will never forget Sid. He will always be in her heart. She will never let him down no matter wat.

https://www.instagram.com/p/CTbPYbYi8j3/?utm_medium=copy_link

This was not answered in regards to sidnaaz but a fan attached pics of them because of what we are feeling and the questions we seem to be asking

if u haven’t seen it do watch only a min long

Originally posted by: Kar_Nan

Don’t think too much. Everything will start making sense at its own time. We all will get normal after sometime. She is going through tough time and we know wat Sid and his family meant to her. I will want her to always be with his family. It will give both the parties courage.

Also, we dont know how much time we have in this world. We dont know if we will be in this world the next second. Just give everything time. We need not to think abt future. When Allah gives u trouble, He gives u the courage to come out of it. He will give us the courage to get normal again. InshAllah one day we all will clap for her success. I know one thing that she will never forget Sid. He will always be in her heart. She will never let him down no matter wat.

Sometimes I feel my brain will just explode, my heart will burst.. I don't know.. nothing makes sense..

I make life and death decisions at work daily.. death isn't a stranger to me.. yet, I feel numb..

maybe one day I will get back to normal.. maybe

Originally posted by: zehreeli.kheer

Sometimes I feel my brain will just explode, my heart will burst.. I don't know.. nothing makes sense..

I make life and death decisions at work daily.. death isn't a stranger to me.. yet, I feel numb..

maybe one day I will get back to normal.. maybe

https://twitter.com/Sidkinaaz__/status/1434541998753468417?s=19

Originally posted by: Ritzie

https://twitter.com/Sidkinaaz__/status/1434541998753468417?s=19

I was talking to a few of my neighbors yesterday in the evening and a few of them who did follow bigg boss 13 but were not a die hard fan tell me they too are facing difficulty in sleeping through the night. That man had such a massive impact.

People are devastated for his mother and for Shehnaaz. But for SidNaaz, it felt like everyone was waiting for a closure. It felt so wrong and so… cathartically confusing to know it’s not going to have an end. It’s it.