SidNaaz Unlimited cc 81 ~~~ Beautiful journey - Page 28

Originally posted by: Kar_Nan

Har raat mein khud ko jor k sonay ki koshish karti hoon aur subah uth k wapas bikhar jati hoon. Koi hansta hai tou b mujhe rona aata hai aur koi rota hai tou mein us se ziada roti hoon. Kaisay normal karun khud ko samajh nhn aa rahi

It is okay we are humans take your time dear . Let it out the void is definitely going to be there but we have to live through it.

Hey u guys doing ok? Some of u have been awfully quiet….hope ur keeping urselves busy x

Originally posted by: Kar_Nan

Har raat mein khud ko jor k sonay ki koshish karti hoon aur subah uth k wapas bikhar jati hoon. Koi hansta hai tou b mujhe rona aata hai aur koi rota hai tou mein us se ziada roti hoon. Kaisay normal karun khud ko samajh nhn aa rahi

No I took two days break. Will join office tom. I needed some time off. But now I feel I need to keep myself busy to stop this unstoppable pain in my chest

Originally posted by: Kar_Nan

No I took two days break. Will join office tom. I needed some time off. But now I feel I need to keep myself busy to stop this unstoppable pain in my chest

I know its so hard and it will remain for a very long period… but we need to learn to live with it. Actually checking up on SidNaaz had become an addiction and now seeing the posts makes my heart hurt in so many ways that I cant even explain. I need to get this pain go away coz its killing me but I dont even know wat to do. Cant sit with my family 24/7 nor can talk to my friends all the time…. wat else to do yar 😭

I understand these are some of the worst times and we miss Sidharth immensely . But his family and his Shehnaaz needs positive vibes to accept, recover and heal. So let us send those positive vibes their way. But this is only possible we try and heal ourselves little by little...

This helped me a bit and I am hoping I will be better tomorrow.. I told my self to try and avoid SM and stay away from Twitter and Instagram. My urge to go there was more till yesterday because I wanted to know how Sid ki Naaz is doing, how his family is coping and to see Sidharth’s face. But today I am more at peace as I am assured that Shehnaaz is with his family and Rita Ma will help her heal. And I have a picture in mind of a happy smiling Sidharth.

And every time I fail, I remind my self I have to stay positive and every time I enter the SM I am able to pull myself back.

I have initiated my healing process so I can do my bit and send positive vibes, prayers, blessing to Sidharth and his family and his Naaz.

Hope you all can do the same so we can help them all heal faster and emerge stronger....

Sidharth and Shehnaaz you both will always be in my prayers and one day this story will complete...I may not be around to witness it or be aware of it but it will be complete...Till then I will always be there for you both....

SIDNAAZ FOREVER SIDNAAZ TILL ETERNITY

Today was defi better than day 1 for me coz my appetite has returned and I’ve stopped crying. I can watch some of his funny clips that ppl have been posting on twitter but as soon as I come across sidnaaz clips I get the same sinking feeling and feel like I can’t breathe

Same. Being a Muslim, I am watching Islamic videos and its helping a lot

Originally posted by: Kar_Nan

Same. Being a Muslim, I am watching Islamic videos and its helping a lot