I can’t still get over it. I’ve tried everything. I’ve been traveling for the past 3 weeks so I missed their appearances on DD etc except for snippets on SM. And now coming back to this devastating news. Like most of u, my family and friends don’t get the sorrow and grief I’m feeling as according to them he was ‘just another celebrity’ and to be fair I haven’t felt this pain ever for someone who I’ve never met coz I’ve never been invested in someone the way I was with SidNaaz. So this is my only place to find solace coz we are all in the same boat - u all feel the same pain
What Intru detailed, this is what SidNaaz is for most of us, love stories were just that - stories, but they showed us true love does exist, fairytales happen even today, and we saw all of that with our own eyes.
I don’t stalk them on a daily basis but they were the only two ‘celebrities’ I followed on SM, hell, I came on IG only for them. So it feels like I was robbed, or I was slapped into seeing the reality that fairy tales don’t last. Why them, why her, she’s the most innocent lovable creature who only wanted to be loved from the one person who became her life.
God knows if what I’m saying is making any sense but all this seems so senseless, how can God be so cruel. Maybe I haven’t reached the level of spirituality that some of u have but I can’t make any sense of of this tragedy - they were good people, why did this happen to them.
Will this pain and heaviness ever subside.