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I know guys.. all of us are going through the same.. and most of us don't have anyone in real life who would be able to understand our feelings.. because no one knew he wasnt just an actor for us.. we loved him and them as one of their own.. I just went to that thread made for his death on IF and it just shattered me to pieces.. the judgements continue even now.. meanwhile I am just struggling to deal with these bottled feelings.. trying to get some relief by looking at him and them on social media.. but nothing helps.. I know time will heal but I don't know how much time this wound will require

Originally posted by: zehreeli.kheer

I know guys.. all of us are going through the same.. and most of us don't have anyone in real life who would be able to understand our feelings.. because no one knew he wasnt just an actor for us.. we loved him and them as one of their own.. I just went to that thread made for his death on IF and it just shattered me to pieces.. the judgements continue even now.. meanwhile I am just struggling to deal with these bottled feelings.. trying to get some relief by looking at him and them on social media.. but nothing helps.. I know time will heal but I don't know how much time this wound will require

Originally posted by: iram510

the one on big boss forum?

No.. there was one Bollywood forum

Yeah I was on that thread too. I posted one message and later realised that thread wasn't for me. So left.

Originally posted by: zehreeli.kheer

No.. there was one Bollywood forum

Originally posted by: iram510

I don’t think I can stomach anything negative being said about him right now so I’ll give it a miss…..but do give the one on big boss ott forum a try….majority of them were showing remorse and sensitivity when I last checked

I didn't think there would be negativity.. I was just browsing randomly hoping that reading other people's prayers about him will somehow being me peace.. I am just trying to find something that will get rid of this heaviness.. but that thread just.. I don't know what I am looking for.. it's like I am just walking in darkness, trying to find something but even I don't know what it is

Mein insta mein nhi ja rhi mein news portal nhi dkh rhi sirf kuch sidnaaz account check kr rhi

And sirf forum mein hi apne dil ki baat kr rhi

Kyunki pta h kisi aur koi baaton se mjhe thoda sukoon jo yaha mil rha wo kahin nhi milega

The unknown and unsaid stories people are sharing today... So many of them...he never let us know about all that..he never boasts....The tales of his kindness, his beautiful nature,the way he helps,the way he cares.. Earlier it would have made me proud, now it's breaking something in me..

We were right.. We were so damn right.. He is the best human being... The bestest...

Thank you everyone for the wishes.

I also need to see sana once more in some level of calm state. Only then I will find some peace .

This is something which changes person entirely. So we wont get our old sana back .Letd accept it. The kiddish, playful version is gone .

But still I want her eventually to find some peace .

I know sid had made sana ,very strong. Bahut sikahya hai usne but apne bina jeena thodi sikhaya hoga yaar.

The restlessness comes back again and again. Every old video makes the heart sink. Sometimes it doesn’t feel real and sometimes it’s painful enough curse him for making people care so much!! Why couldn’t have it been easier m, man Sidharth!!?