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It still feels so surreal. Like its a movie and he’ll be coming back soon from the role. The image of her chest rattling with sobs in the car has been imprinted so thoroughly in my mind. I don’t know if anyone’s really reading this but I would like to share a personal experience with a young and promising death here. My husband lost his sister during a car accident while they were returning from Jaipur after shopping for our wedding. She was just 19 years old. So full of life. So innocent. So giving. When my MIL saw Rita Aunty’s pictures today she told “you know she’ll have to carry this pain forever. She’ll always be taking him with her everywhere. She’ll relive the day he was born on his birthday and will shatter once again on the day he passed. But, is dulls away eventually. She’s a mother. She’ll have to carry her child with her everywhere but she’ll eventually know, the life with him and without him are two different phases”

My husband was driving that car. It took him a long time fo come to terms with the fact that she passed away by his hands.

I can see a repeat of everything here. Please keep yourselves afloat for now. Believe me, it dulls away. The pain remains but like a throb.

It will indeed take time for a lot us to get out of this shock. But thanks Shipz, iram, Anmol, angel and everyone here for hanging in there, sharing your thoughts and grieving together. It helps to let it out. I hope others can find their ways to let out too.

The faith was never my strong point. So the question of Why him? is going to haunt for a while. I also wish he could be brought back but that thinking makes me frustrated because of helplessness around it.

Sid will always be here. With us. In our hearts. It's not easy to let go his memories, his impact and his persona.

Originally posted by: intruderfast

Thanks Shipz for the motivational message. However hard it is, one shld find some solace in the fact that sid's final years were his happiest.

He struggles a lot to find this happiness and success.

This lockdown indeed helped sid spend quality time with his family and sana

I cant even explain how much sid and sidnaaz meant to me.

His bigg boss journey was so inspirational. It had a tremendous effect on me. He became my role model

I want to confess I had gives up on idea of true love and all that. That stuff is only for cinema , I was convinced. But Sidnaaz totally changed it for me.

They made me beleive in true love .

After their love triumph, I also gave myself another shot. I went to find my own Sana.

And Happy to inform I got engaged last month. I wish I cld share this info in happier circumstances. But this alliance happened due to sidnaaz only . So have to share it now.

My fiancee also is also an ardent follower of sid and sana. And we both were very upset yesterday .

I am sure they have inspired many more .

Not just on love but how to deal in life? How to cope up with pressure. His whole bb journey was handbook on how to live though all challenges and come out as a winner.

Not just on bb , they way he handles his fame post bb was commendable too.

Wish the time travel thing was real yaar. I will easily give everything I have to bring sid back . And I am sure everyone here also will.

Hope sana and rita aunty come through this . Its easier said than done. But sid ko upar baithke accha nahi lagega if his loved ones are not happy .

So heartwarming to hear this. The whole family has so much love and positive vibes behind them. So glad you found love and hope. We wish you all the happiness. I strongly believe in Rita Ma’s faith in purpose. Their love helped you find love. His strength motivated so many. There will be so many wonderful stories we will hear that we’re inspired by him. This is what she is holding onto. Her son had a purpose and she will find peace in hearing your message. These times are so painful so thank you for sharing your love, thoughts and pain. ❤️

I have had a very sick relationship with a particular song throughout my life- it has been one of Universe’s way to connect- Gaadi bula rahi hai seetthi baja rahi hai...

Every single time I have heard the song, a catastrophe has happened to me by death in family or displacement. The first time I heard the song, my paternal grand father passed away, then, displacement by war, then, my aunt passed away, and then, my favorite co-brother and then, I failed in the only exam I have ever failed in academia... tragedy stalks me every single time.

As eerie as it sounds, I had accidentally seen the song the day before at night on TV and immediately burst into tears fearing the worst. I know that it is the universe’s way of giving me time to be strong, but this time I was scared beyond words. I last saw my parents in Aug 2019 due to travel restrictions and feared an imminent tragedy. Immediately after seeing the song though, I shut the TV and switched on UAE’s Kadak FM and it was playing Shona Shona... and I smiled through my tears. I felt the Universe was somehow consoling me that the jinx was finally gone. Little did I know it was a hint like never before.

Gaadi bula rahi hai seetthi baja rahi hai...

Chalanaa Hi Zindagi Hai, Chalati Hi Jaa Rahi Hai... 💔

I know time heals. I understand the transience of life and the process... yet...

Sorry for the verbal spillage here today, but I can process grief and anger through written words alone.

Originally posted by: intruderfast

Thanks Shipz for the motivational message. However hard it is, one shld find some solace in the fact that sid's final years were his happiest.

He struggles a lot to find this happiness and success.

This lockdown indeed helped sid spend quality time with his family and sana

I cant even explain how much sid and sidnaaz meant to me.

His bigg boss journey was so inspirational. It had a tremendous effect on me. He became my role model

I want to confess I had gives up on idea of true love and all that. That stuff is only for cinema , I was convinced. But Sidnaaz totally changed it for me.

They made me beleive in true love .

After their love triumph, I also gave myself another shot. I went to find my own Sana.

And Happy to inform I got engaged last month. I wish I cld share this info in happier circumstances. But this alliance happened due to sidnaaz only . So have to share it now.

My fiancee also is also an ardent follower of sid and sana. And we both were very upset yesterday .

I am sure they have inspired many more .

Not just on love but how to deal in life? How to cope up with pressure. His whole bb journey was handbook on how to live though all challenges and come out as a winner.

Not just on bb , they way he handles his fame post bb was commendable too.

Wish the time travel thing was real yaar. I will easily give everything I have to bring sid back . And I am sure everyone here also will.

Hope sana and rita aunty come through this . Its easier said than done. But sid ko upar baithke accha nahi lagega if his loved ones are not happy .

Congratulations and wish you and your fiancé all the best Intru! Wish I could write more but just not able to write much! Congratulations again ❤️

Hello friends😞😞

Just been trying to get over it but I cant😭

Stay strong everyone 💔

Originally posted by: Ritzie

It will indeed take time for a lot us to get out of this shock. But thanks Shipz, iram, Anmol, angel and everyone here for hanging in there, sharing your thoughts and grieving together. It helps to let it out. I hope others can find their ways to let out too.

The faith was never my strong point. So the question of Why him? is going to haunt for a while. I also wish he could be brought back but that thinking makes me frustrated because of helplessness around it.

Sid will always be here. With us. In our hearts. It's not easy to let go his memories, his impact and his persona.

I get it. I am crying every time I type. The helplessness is brutal. And then mind goes back to holding onto faith or something. The tears come back again. It’s a never ending cycle. There is a hole in the heart which will never go away. A piece of our hearts that he touched will always be his. ❤️

@intru congratulations dear you deserve happiness in your life

And she too love our SidNaaz

Congratulations intru so happy for u! good news is welcomed…glad to know u gave it another chance and struck lucky…and better yet ur fiancé shares the same love for sidnaaz as u do….I’d say ur a lucky man indeed…stay happy ❤️

@uma I am so sorry that you have this tragic relationship with that song

Hope this song curse is broken now and you never feel this fear ever again in your life

Love