I have been a bare minimum interaction and mostly silent reader…I never watch biggboss but while scrolling one day on Instagram came across clips of Sid and Sana and boy I was hooked. Discovered the thread “is sidnaaz real” on IF and read such passionate words for both of them…decoding the slightest movement of eyes and hands…and fell in love with their love. Aur jo thodi bahut kasar thi woh wattpad ki fanfics ne poori kardi…so much changed in between now and then…I became a mum went for higher studies…but these two were constant…I kept track of them here… Last month proved to be such a blessing and Roz ki tarah I opened the social media accounts to check up…when I came across this news. My hands shook and I cross checked if it was correct…post that it was tears and disbelief…I took a leave from office citing emergency as I could not concentrate…I knew I liked them but I did not realise how much I loved them both… so after spending the entire day mourning the loss…I have reached my acceptance… all my prayers for the mother - no parent should see their child die in front of their eyes…hope she finds solace and strength in her spirituality….the two sisters - a brother big or small is still a sisters protector…to lose him just after rakshabandhan…where they must have prayed for him…I cannot fathom. I hope they are two pillars for the mum now as she goes through this loss. Now my darling Sana- a child who craved for love and understanding only and got that from her Sidharth…how she bloomed under his care… and how Sidharth would laugh so freely with her… a love like theirs can never end…I hope she rises up again and fulfils all the dreams they saw together… I love you Sidharth…go in peace and keep guiding your people here