P.S.: Not according to the storyline.
Please do listen to the song 'I Hate you I love you' as this one is based on this song
"Vansh!!" She heard her squealing in happiness.
"Baby!!" He screamed in delight
Their laughter getting mingled with each other.
Lips uttering calm, soothing words.
Bodies fused together, engulfing each other in warm hug.
Eyes closed in anticipation as their souls met each other.
Standing near them, she saw her hug Vansh tightly as if her world depended on him. While he too remained ignorant to her presence.
She passed a small smile to her as they both got detached from each other.
She smiled, trying to hide the pain that she felt.
Trying to hide how much her heart clenched in pain on seeing them together.
Holding his baby's hand, Vansh walked past his best friend leaving her all alone in the world of these strangers.
Feeling used, but I'm
Still missing you and I can't
See the end of this
Just wanna feel your kiss against my lips
She looked at Vansh happily introducing her to all his family.
She chuckled sadly, wiping the lone tear that escaped her eye.
She smiled sadly looking at him happy. All she wanted was her Vansh's happiness.
"Riddhima!!" She heard her friend cum brother Angre call her.
Only person who was aware about her feelings for Vansh.
Angre immediately rushed to her side knowing that she would be truly needing him
As he side hugged her, Riddhima rested her head at his chest.
Here, she was suffering whereas, he was standing there flaunting his so called fiance Ahana.
How can she tell Angre that she felt used.
She felt more like a thing than a friend to Vansh.
All he would do was to call her up after his and Ahana's fight.
And she like a good best friend, she would tell him how to make amends while her own heart throbbed in pain.
Her voice chocked while speaking to him over this topic, whereas, he was totally ignorant to that fact.
Even though she was with Angre, she somehow missed the Vansh.
The warmth that Vansh provided in his hugs.
The warmth that his soothing words provided her at the time of her breakdown.
The warmth she felt when he would be protective for her.
She missed Their Time before Ahana's arrival.
She freaking detached or broke him apart from her and all she could do was to see him go apart.
She really wants all this to end but doesn't know what to do when all this would happen.
Standing near the bar, she saw the couple stealing some moments.
Even though that meant violating their privacy, Riddhima was least bothered.
She saw them getting cozy, but was taken aback seeing them kiss aggressively and passionately as they made their way to his room.
As she saw them going, she knew she should also leave as the one who should have been bothered about her had been totally ignorant to her presence.
As she made her way to the door, she was least interested to pay any heed to the family members who were telling her to stay back given to the late night time.
She touched her lips on her way to her house, thinking how it would feel to have his lips on her's.
Kissing her the same way, as they were kissing that Ahana.
She removed her hand and chuckled, this cannot be possible, not even in her worst dreams.
And now all this time is passing by
But I still can't seem to tell you why
It hurts me every time I see you
Realize how much I need you
Days went. So did months flew.
Things between the two best friends changed a lot.
Honestly, Vansh changed a lot.
He had literally forgotten that ever a girl named Riddhima existed in his life.
New friends, Girlfriend had changed him alot. But in a bad way.
His parents were feeling their decision of letting him go with Ahana feel wrong.
They regretted keeping Riddhima aloof as she was the only one who had keep him in check.
Riddhima was sitting in her cabin, checking her patients, telling them the necessary changes that needed to be made.
When she heard his voice.
After whole two fcking months she was hearing him call out her name.
Wrapping up her work, she ran towards the corridor to see Vansh holding the hand of Ahana.
As she saw her closely, she saw the bruised elbow of Ahana who was continuously wailing and weeping.
All her hopes got shattered as she came to know the true reason behind his sudden visiy after months.
Ordering the nurse to get a first-aid box, she started examining the wound.
As Riddhima applied antiseptic over Ahana's bruise, she whinced in pain.
Which caught Vansh's attention who immediately reprimanded Riddhima.
Riddhima's eyes whelled up.
Few months ago she used to be at Ahana's place, but now.
It's true,
Time Change and so do people.
As she got done with Ahana's dressing, she rose up to leave and attend the remaining patients who she had left hanging.
While moving, she spared a last glance to the couple.
The lovey dovey couple!!
She saw how Vansh was scolding Ahana over her careless behavior and how he was muttering some soothing words to her while taking her in his embrace.
Although two months had passed, in these two months he neither made any efforts to call her nor did he received her texted and calls.
What can you expect from such a selfish friend!! She thought
The only thing she knew now was that every time she looked at them she felt a void in her heart.
And a longing towards him.
A yearning for his warmth.
A peace in his blissful warmth.
A serene smile to enlightened her day.
She needed Him!!
I hate you, I love you
I hate that I love you
Don't want to, but I can't put
Nobody else above you
Splashing the water for the fifth time on her, Riddhima tried to control her tears.
Eyes puffed, red and swollen, nose red and breaths uneven. All the signs indicating her feeling of having a broken heart.
She looked at her reflection in the mirror, what was she and what has she become.
A long way indeed!!
And the reason for her condition stays happy.
Even though she assumes to hate him, the love for him is much more greater.
To such an extend, that even if she wants, she can't keep any one else above him.
I hate you, I love you
I hate that I want you
You want her, you need her
And I'll never be her
Strumming get guitar and crooning gently on its beat, she sang these line with tears in her eyes. I had been two years since she left the city, leaving all her friends and memories behind and started a new life.
She moved on!!
But did she really??
And the answer to this was her late night singing at this club, in the name of her old friends and love!!
Reminiscing her old memories of her first one sided love, she opened her eyes on finding her part to be over.
She was least bothered to see with whom she was paired up with.
I miss you when I can't sleep
Or right after coffee or right when I can't eat
I miss you in my front seat
Still got sand in my sweaters
From nights we don't remember
This voice!! She can recognize it even in the crowds if thousands.
She turned around harshly to meet a tear eyed Angre.
Her happiness knew no bounds on finding him.
She looked at his hand. His wrist still holding all the friend band she tied to him.
Wearing her hand knitted sweater.
The similar one who had been witness to those innumerous nights spent on beaches, under the moonlight.
Settled on the benches, eyes full of mischief, lips curved into smile.
The old time full of fun!! Was reminded.
Nostalgic memories, weaved together by them, cherished even today in the lone corner of their hearts.
They both were reminded of those forgotten nights.
Do you miss me like I miss you?
Fcked around and got attached to you
Friends can break your heart, too
And I'm always tired, but never of you
Packing her bags and guitar, Riddhima headed towards the exit, leaving the rest of the show to be completed by the remaining artists.
Angre watched her moving out.
He sighed remembering their meet.
She was fire.
A walking fire who could burn any one!!
But, at the same time, she was calm as water.
Anyone in her vicinity would never feel depressed!!
And as said, their friendship started when she had punched him hard in his face, mistaking him as a molester.
And then there started the friendship of trio.
Even if they had a fight, he was never tired of pacifying her.
He smiled sadly, as nostalgia hit him hard, remembering their old moments.
If I pulled a you on you, you wouldn't like that shit
I put this reel out, but you wouldn't bite that shit
I type a text, but then I never mind that shit
I got these feelings, but you never mind that shit
Oh oh, keep it on the low
You're still in love with me, but your friends don't know
If you wanted me, you would just say so
And if I were you, I would never let me go
Riddhima was standing out of the club, waiting for her cab to come.
When she heard someone crone these line.
She clutched the phone which she was holding in her hand.
Sweats bead started forming forming on her forehead, while, her eyes got teary clearly knowing to whom this voice belongs to.
"Vansh!!" She whispered as she saw him kneeling down in front of her, reciting the said lines.
As he finished off the verse, she knew he meant each and every word of it.
As her phone never forget to ping with a notification of his name.
Her Instagram was always full of the reels created by him, on their old friendship day, which were bliss.
But the last line about feelings stole her heart.
Did he really...!!?
She shook her head not wanting to give false hope and fall miserable.
Taking out a ring from his pocket, he proposed her.
I don't mean no harm, I just miss you on my arm
Wedding bells were just alarms
Caution tape around my heart
You ever wonder what we could have been?
She turned her head around, and silently wiped the tears that escaped her eyes.
How can she forget his wedding card that had been placed mercilessly on her hand, crushing her already broken heart into pieces.
He looked at her, and knew the exact reason.
How can he explain, that he had already broken up with Ahana after that party, but she had deceptively lured his family into this marriage.
Instead he wanted it to be Riddhima in Ahana's place as his bride.
And maybe, it was God's wish as Ahana's harsh reality regarding her being a two timer was out in front of everyone during the wedding causing a huge and massive blow to Ahana's so called prestigious family.
Who had their heads bowed while leaving in utter shame and disgust.
Lie to me, lie with me, get your fcking fix
Now all my drinks and all my feelings are all fcking mixed
Always missing people that I shouldn't be missing
Sometimes you gotta burn some bridges just to create some distance
I know that I control my thoughts and I should stop reminiscing
But I learned from my dad that it's good to have feelings
He sighed helplessly.
Standing up, he looked at her with softened eyes and expressions.
He so wanted to take her in his arms and scold her , shout at her, cry for her and.
Alas!! Explain his feelings
He still remembers how Angre had disclosed to him regarding Riddhima's feeling and he being a jerk, could not even see her hidden love behind the care and scolding.
And now, when he does, she is away from him.
He thought to let go off her, but his father was the one to encourage him
He was not wrong, it was just that the girl he chose was wrong, she kept him away from the correct.
He still had time to rectify and that's what he is doing right now.
But, fate had different plans, as he heard Ahana calling him out.
The audicity of this girl!!!
Riddhima saw him looking at Ahana, chuckled sadly and crooned the following lines.
All alone, I watch you watch her
Like she's the only girl you've ever seen
You don't care, you never did
You don't give a damn about me
Vansh looked at her in shock.
Did she really saw him while...???
Smiling sadly, she nodded. And continued.
Yeah, all alone, I watch you watch her
She is the only thing you've ever seen
How is it you never notice
That you are slowly killing me?
Vansh closed his eyes.
Each and every word sung by her was piercing his heart.
But not now!! He would correct his each and every mistake.
Holding her by her arm he dragged her to the corner where they expressed the deep anguish that they carried for each other.
And at the end, ended up professing their love.
As they slowly crooned, attaching their forehead.
I hate you, I love you
I hate that I love you
Don't want to, but I can't put
Nobody else above you
Hey Guys,
Do tell.me how was it...
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