Originally posted by: LiveLife321
I completely agree that we hardly get monologues from Sai's side that too what ever we get those are utter crap dialogues without any head and tail. In my POV, Virat many times clearly told her in their personal space that he is not fulfilling any of his past commitments. Now I can only say that issue is selective hearing, she takes only what she wants and does only what she likes to do. Coming to Virat not denying things before Pakhi, he has his duties and responsibilities towards everyone in the family. Pakhi is his brother's wife, whether she gives value to that relationship or not, he wants to protect her and her honour for his brother's sake. He took all her curses and endless emotional blackmailing without saying a ufff. He never crossed the boundaries and never allowed her to do so. I really respect him for that. Coming to Sai's realization, I feel it's just a drag fest unfortunately.
He has not cleared what Sai deserves to know, in my opinion...In fact Most of the times he gives up on Sai.. be it during the family confrontation or for that matter the recent accident.. He is always ready to give up..But when Sunny brings up Sai's perspective he understands..It took Sunny to tell him in clear words, that Sai might be jealous of Pakhi, for him to actually understand tha.. Otherwise in his mind he equated it to dislike for each other, mere dislike..He did not understand the jealousy the two have for each other. Infact he even wanted them to befriend each other.. For a man who has been shown to understand human emotions, read people failed to read that. Who will tell Sai what Virat does or feels is equivalent to insecurity or love? Virat is not going to say anyway. Who will tell her look , how he treats Pakhi and how he treats you. I was amused Sai understood that he was hitting Ajinkya not in anger but jealousy.. Virat toh failed to understand Sai's jealousy as well... She desperately needs someone to talk to her, someone to tell Virat's perspective..Because she is kind of locked her self in some shell and does not want to unlock it at all..
Sai's love is underrated because of the fact that we hardly get her monologue and how she hides it under the garb of casualness and brashness...She is brash and she is rude and even yesterday the way she behaved in the car, I personally did not like it.. Long back when Lakshmi was in the forum we had discussed how Aaba gave her a tad bit much leverage when it comes to other people. But then thats that and she is learning.. I hardly see her getting rude to Pakhi or anyone else in the family. With Virat, well this needs to be addressed. In normal days Virat does not address these issues and pampers her a lot. He needs to get angry with her, he needs to let her know in ways that he did not like it. I liked how he did that day and did not let it pass..It made her realise immediately and she wanted to talk then. So that and all is necessary in this relationship. Just because he is in love and he wants that back he cannot just let go things that makes him feel bad.. Sai certainly things what she does and what she feels about him does not matter to him.. She got married into a dysfunctional family way too early, even before she could gather life or face the real problems in life... BUt honestly I do see growth in her..
About her love well , she loves Virat and its visible how she melts too easily when it comes to his mistakes...All he needs to do is breakdown and show some self loathing and she is a goner.. Just other day when she forgave him for accusing her , I said how she can see him angry, she can see him controlling , she can see him even loving Pakhi, taking her sides but she cannot see her Virat Sir the way he was standing in front of her.. She is the same person who every time Virat says us baare mei baat mat karo mujhe acha nahi lagta , she agrees and never brings up again..
She is also someone who cannot deny Virat anything, it was beyond her self respect to apologise to Pakhi, she did..He wanted her to get back to the room , she came in..He wanted her try adjusting in the family doing ghar ka kaam , she did that.. He wanted her to come to Ladakh, she agreed.. He wanted her to forgive her for manhandling her, she forgave him... He wanted her to let go the mistakes of elders ..she did.. He wanted her celebrate Harini's birthday grandly she agreed.. .He wanted her to not leave the house, she stayed back, even after having confusions about the vaada he made to Pakhi.. Mind it she believes Virat Chavhan never goes back on his words... He wanted her to accompany him at Pakhi's place she agreed, she also was insulted beyond measures, she took it all in and behaved with Pakhi's parents.For whom? For herself ? or For Pakhi? or For her parents? He wanted her to try to adjust in the family again, she is trying it again..He wanted her forgive him for what happened , she did.. Why would anyone do all this, if the person is selfish, brash and rude..
We know Virat does not love Pakhi, we know the conversation he had with Pakhi..but does Sai know ??
1) He asked her to get trained by her .
2) Asked her to behave with her.
3) Called her his pyaari cheez.
4) Called her his pyaar then Dost.
5) Got back to call her Dost and then asking Sai to befriend her...just before holi and kidnapping.
6)And now Sai sees him sometimes getting angry and irritated with her.
7) Witnesses waada talk.
8) He tells her he is not committed to her. Nothing about the love and vaada.
9) She is always outside the door and still taunts Sai..sometimes questions Virat for breaking her heart.
What as per Sai has changed between them ??
But still in all this when she is overwhelmed by emotions, she forgets the deal , the love Virat has for Pakhi as per her.. and she gives in, that's what she also said during the whole Harini birthday confrontation, when we were all confused about the laddoo kiss and all.. She said, She had started dreaming, temproraily forgotten things and then she is snapped back to reality hearing that vaada talk...
It has happened all the time and will again happen when she wanted to go to Ladakh and was all excited, she was not just rudely awakened by Palhi but also whole family and now when Samrat is back..She will see the pain in someone else's eye yet again that she has felt all this year.. The empathy would get her back to the reality that she believes is real for her also... I always see she cannot and does not deny Virat anything when they are being good to each other...and ALONE...when didi comes into picture.. she would deny him a finger touch also ...like we saw during the Harini birthday incident when she questioned his touch on her shoulder also..She did say, he cannot have feelings for other woman and haq jatao on her.. Its just that, Virat is expressive, we keep hearing his monologues, his discussions with both Sunny and Pakhi so we understand him...With Sai, we hardly have anything to see, we have to interpret and its takes a lot to interpret.
We always have list on what Virat has done for Sai, what he feels for her through his monologues with Sai, through his actions.. He always does something grand for her..ALWAYS..
Be it him going way beyond himself for celebrating her result, her admission.. Ladakh trip, apology following the manhandling, standing up against family for Sai during Shivratri....getting her money whenever she wants, gifting her things every now and then, getting her warm welcome when she gets into her room after Devkit uniting with family.. getting her jewelleries.. celebrating her birthday in such a grand way, convincing his family to attend it, going on stage to dance for her silly challenge and now the whole anniversary trip, even when things were not in his favour..
For Virat one need not understand his actions.. its clear that he is making efforts, in fact we also have his self confession, his talks with Sunny w.r.t. to his feelings.. What do you have from Sai when it comes to actions, or for that matter her talks about Virat to people around her..Aai just says, socho Virat ki nazariye se socho and not ki sochna kya hai....Her actions are so so basic and not grand, so imperceptible , that we might as well miss it if we dont look at her closely, whatever is there gets garbed by of her brashness.. You see the last time many questioned during the laddoo scenes, why is she letting him so close to him if she doesnt like him, we had nothing , no analysation on what she might be feeling...and then BAM we have her saying to Virat and Pakhi, I forgot, I got distracted for a while and now I am brought back to reality...
Nothing on it at all after that episode..what was she feeling, why she said that, why she forgot that...Nothing at all.. All you need to observe now that she has stopped showing her rights on him as a husband infront of family after the whole confrontation she witnessed.. She would always give back to Pakhi before and during taking care episodes that he is her husband..And now we she she has taken a backseat.. But this whole action is so microscopic that one might not even realise it..I am talking about how she behaves infront of family and not with him...With him you would again need another set of analogy on why she brings up the deal.. another topic that is...
I see on the forum a lot of questions on what does she do for him, a lot many times, because these actions are so subtle, so microscopic, that it will need and eye to understand it as love as her feelings for him... They all go unnoticed just like that.. Like the whole thing that happened after he comes back from hospital and she mentioned him throwing her out as a joke and he said he did not want to talk about it....and she said it okay just like that.. Was it something to be not talked about, to be not discussed about ..Not in any world and yet she let it go for him...If that is not unconditional love then I am not sure what is...
Whenever Virat makes efforts for her, she goes all in awe, overwhelmed...but you know it also makes her realise that she is falling more for him and she is unable to handle that.. She gets bothered when he asks her favourite songs, why? Because why would he want her to know so much, why be considerate so much when she is not his endgame.. You see when she looks at him with longing, when he is talking to Aaba about being with her forever, you also see her thinking if this is his care, what would be his love..Her snapping is taken as her insensitivity and rudeness, while all she is conveying is that I want more and since you cant give me that, I will not accept you are my world....though she has already accepted in her heart.. She could not even take her and Ajinkya's name in one sentence and was more pissed of than Virat, when he mentioned her marrying Ajinkya..
Her only monologue that was clearest of all was when she sees Virat and Pakhi talking about vaada and tells them...rather herself that she had momentarily forgotten it all , but now she has been woken up and would not forget this ever.. Mind you that was harsher than the deal itself because till then she did not know that there were such vaadas, such talks between them..Its one thing to know in brief and one thing to witness the two talking about the past. That was the rudest awakening for her.. When Samrat is back, she would again feel the same pain, every time Samrat feels it.
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