Sai has ripped pp to shreds but virat also had to bear the brunt of her attack. His silence and lack of clarity has painted a picture where Sai feels like she has no haq on him even though she desperately craves it. She wants to be the only woman in his life but unfortunately his ambivalence had led to her insecurities growing. This is an outburst of pain.
I did think it was not entirely fair for Sai to club virat and pp together because the accusations on pp are 100% true but those on virat are only 50-75% true. He has postponed clarifying his stance about pp for so long that Sai has now gone out of control. Eventually i do think she will regret what she said about Virat's character. But for now unfortunately his silence makes her doubt him.
I dont think Sai has ever doubted Virat of physical infidelity but i think she certainly considers his soft corner for pp as emotional infidelity because she is NOT privy to the virat pp conversations. So while she knows Virat is righteous and wouldn't cross the line physically, emotions are not in ones hands. She believes that Virat is only held back by his zimmedari- to her, to Samrat and to family izzat and maryaada but otherwise he still loves pp.
But i wish Virat had in the heat of the emotions said something to show Sai n PP that he has moved on...maybe if he had said what aai/mohit said- past mein kuch bhi hua ho, abhi sach ye hai ki tum meri patni ho aur pp Samrat ki. I feel like that statement should've come from Virat.
As I watched the epi, I was rooting for Sai because of the way Ayesha performed it. You can see her hurt. You can see that she is asking Virat to pick a side- pp or her. Because if he is going to accept her as "wife" she will not tolerate another woman in his mindspace or in their physical space who has illicit intentions towards her husband. For almost 80% of the outburst, Sai was careful to only accuse Pp, not virat. Unfortunately the dialogue writers messed up in some parts.
But despite rooting for Sai, I did feel a little bad for Virat because we as audience are not only privy to his changed feelings and stance but also to how he has always been conscious to not cross any lines as far as possible but he is paying the price for the words- both said and unsaid. He made a promise without enough thought to pp and showed irrational trust in pp even though he barely knew her and gave her too much leverage in his life. Whereas he has left a lot of things unsaid in matters of Sai- whether that be speaking up against how she is treated by pp n family- he only reacts in extreme situations but has let too many things slide for the sake of avoiding confrontation which unfortunately have all now added up to make Sai feel she has no importance in his life other than being an unwanted zimmedari .
Pp has violated all decency and she deserves to hear everything Sai said. It was good to see pp be called out to such an extent that for the most part she was silenced. But despite all that pp - the vile woman has the audacity to spew more lies. She steers the discussion from her to something else entirely and once again falsely accuses Sai of brainwashing devi against bk, family and her. Pp is such a despicable person. There is no need for brainwashing to hate her. Anyone that has a conscience and knows right vs wrong will automatically hate pp. Its only those that are selfish, opportunistic like her- bk, ninad , omi, sonali, karishma who will support her.
In all this high voltage drama there were 3 poignant moments for me- Sai telling aai how she knows Ashwini understands the pain of being second fiddle or not being the priority of your husband. But no one paid heed to that comment.
And we saw that brief moment where Sai almost twists her leg and Virat instinctively reaches out to steady her.
And the scene where Sairat recall his words during their marriage- Sai is recalling it with pain because those words have bound her to a loveless marriage where she is struggling to get over her attachment/feelings for a man who is technically hers- her husband, her better helf- but she cannot exert any haq on him because she has been told not to have any expectations. Virat too is recalling it but with regret. Regret of not being able to go back and erase that or maybe regret of not being able to convey to his wife that it is only her that matters in his life.
Precap has bk dragging pp into virats room to gain sympathy for pp but Virat is seen asking if Sai is back from college and Sai in pulkits house saying- if he cares, he will figure out or try to find me himself and she is not going to tell him her whereabouts.