Sai's outburst - a source which she needs - Page 2

How do you write so beautifully Shristhi❤️❤️❤️

While reading your post I became emotional because I know exactly how it feels to live with your hurt, anger, disappointments inside your heart. I still cannot throw all out in open whenever I'm hurt. I still struggle. And yes. They do make you weak. But they gradually make you hate yourself too. It makes you feel like you are alone in the whole world. You lose respect for yourself gradually. And it makes it difficult for you to live with yourself. It's painful.

Originally posted by: cheekukabeej

How do you write so beautifully Shristhi❤️❤️❤️

While reading your post I became emotional because I know exactly how it feels to live with your hurt, anger, disappointments inside your heart. I still cannot throw all out in open whenever I'm hurt. I still struggle. And yes. They do make you weak. But they gradually make you hate yourself too. It makes you feel like you are alone in the whole world. You lose respect for yourself gradually. And it makes it difficult for you to live with yourself. It's painful.

Thank you dear cheeku.

Let's say I know this too, Even I don't express at all, I keep it all in till a point I can't take it and feel so heavy that I begin to get lost within these.❤️

Originally posted by: Shristhi2002

Thank you dear cheeku.

Let's say I know this too, Even I don't express at all, I keep it all in till a point I can't take it and feel so heavy that I begin to get lost within these.❤️

But please don't mind me saying this to you❤️

Please don't keep it all in. Please don't wait to be my age to reconsider your life and be disappointed in yourself. I'm using this forum to open up gradually. Even here, I am restricted at times. But can't do it at all with the people around me still. If you can't tell people everything, take it out in a journal or something. Many a time, we need to let it out. I don't know from which right I'm saying this to you. It's not easy. Never been for me. I know it's easy to say. But you might be able to do it. You are a wise and strong girl Shristhi❤️

But if any part of it hurt you in any way, I'm sorry. That was not my intention❤️

Originally posted by: cheekukabeej

I know we are friends and you are an adult too.

But please don't mind me saying this to you❤️

Please don't keep it all in. Please don't wait to be my age to reconsider your life and be disappointed in yourself. I'm using this forum to open up gradually. Even here, I am restricted at times. But can't do it at all with the people around me still. If you can't tell people everything, take it out in a journal or something. Many a time, we need to let it out. I don't know from which right I'm saying this to you. It's not easy. Never been for me. I know it's easy to say. But you might be able to do it. You are a wise and strong girl Shristhi❤️

But if any part of it hurt you in any way, I'm sorry. That was not my intention❤️

I don't mind at all cheeku, cuz I myself feel so many a times. And I also have suffered it's consequences these past 2 or so years. 🤣

But lack of people, and the not so fruitful experience I had with many/most/ or lets say 8 of 10 people in my life as a statistic made me a bit ghum about sharing and all.

And I have this weird habit of trusting and getting attached a lot, that when it fails, I fail and fall hard. Even I use forum to open up, cuz this is me, bak bak bak bak, ajeebiyat filled in me all time. So, I feel me here with you all.

Yeah, I do try, but my fate doesnt like ms much🤣

Originally posted by: Shristhi2002

I don't mind at all cheeku, cuz I myself feel so many a times. And I also have suffered it's consequences these past 2 or so years. 🤣

But lack of people, and the not so fruitful experience I had with many/most/ or lets say 8 of 10 people in my life as a statistic made me a bit ghum about sharing and all.

And I have this weird habit of trusting and getting attached a lot, that when it fails, I fail and fall hard. Even I use forum to open up, cuz this is me, bak bak bak bak, ajeebiyat filled in me all time. So, I feel me here with you all.

Yeah, I do try, but my fate doesnt like ms much🤣

Bold: don't say that even in fun. God loves you❤️

Originally posted by: cheekukabeej

people break trust all the time. And so do our hearts. I know. But in the end, we Are left with ourselves. It's because we are sensitive and do not want to give up. The forum helps us both I guess.

Bold: don't say that even in fun. God loves you❤️

@bold

Exactly, at the end of the day, I think of atleast 'let's try', keeps me going .👍🏼

Originally posted by: maahi11

So true babe, and honestly she wouldnt have done this, if she wasnt triggered to a point for her outburst, where she was feeling bad for virat to sleep on couch was the nail in the coffin when she was blamed for it, and more so who is trying to put her in bad light she had show some ppl there places, and Pakhi had to be shown mirror,

no body literally nobody can see her inner turmoil, she was hur any wife would be, not that she dint knew, but knowing and witnessing are two different thing, here she witnessed it, thats why she is hurt, she told virat u have hurt me, and what was his reaction bhagwan ek hi sample hai na yeh, dint even ponder as to why she said so,

well I had no expectations from virat coz he will never say anything, he saying adha adhura sach was dont he tell pura sach, whats stopping him, there was one other incident where I felt how onely sai is, and today again when she was told u r nurse and we can pay u for ur services and she was looking ast virat I guess expecting for the 1st time to say something and he failed,

It is again proved no one values virat's word, the way these ppl taunt her, at every step and everyday these ppl tell her she is living her life on their rehmo karam, It better she goes away, any how she is lonely all alone, so why to keep this tag of namesake marriage,

problem is that virat wants pakhi to stay till his brother come back. i think somewhere he thought when pakhi will got to know samrat. pakhi will love her husband. virat actually do't know pakhi. she is chipku n get married to samrat to get virat. thing is that virat is giving to much importance to 2 days infactuation as love

Either be a deal wife in true sense. You live your life I will live mine. Or make sure even if the deal is for 5 years at least the deal should be respected and there shouldn't be any third wheel for that period of time. Yahan toh khud Virat doesn't want "you live your life I will live mine" because we have seen how he gets jealous of other men. Then at least kick that third wheel out of your life. They can't sail on two boats.

Originally posted by: MuguetDScorpion

Either be a deal wife in true sense. You live your life I will live mine. Or make sure even if the deal is for 5 years at least the deal should be respected and there shouldn't be any third wheel for that period of time. Yahan toh khud Virat doesn't want "you live your life I will live mine" because we have seen how he gets jealous of other men. Then at least kick that third wheel out of your life. They can't sail on two boats.

So true, come on dude, that third wheel , susheel women is like a slow poison to everyone's brains, only you are the one who is aware of her motives and can come clean. Just answer your wife's questions, khud bhi villain ban raha hai, dusre bhi ban rahe hai, and the actual villain is expecting a best bhabhi award in her shelf and a beautiful portrait with dosti ke rang🤢

Perfectly said. I think this outburst was cathartic for Sai. Like she said, let's end this today. No more roz roz ki chik chik. Let's finish this and gain some clarity and move on.

Question is, is any clarity forthcoming? Or is Virat going to escape without answering Sai's tough questions once again. All eyes on Virat today 🥺.

I hope he doesn't pull another 🤥.