Originally posted by: SONIA441
So I was working & suddenly certain scenes & dialogues of today's Episode flashed & created an entire different scenario in my mind.
I feel most of us as a Fandom are looking at the scenes with rose tinted glasses - that a Love Track is being played while maybe the scenes are to be interpreted on a totally different tangent.
Please do read further.
I think Pallavi still thinks ( or will eventually start thinking) whatever he's doing, it's eventually only to reach his Amma's heart - to give her proofs that he's a good child. A morally correct human. And not only cos of his guilt of what he did to her in the process. (She didn't see him having a panic attack on accounts of his guilt cos she was herself unconscious then) And it won't be wrong on her part too, it's basic human nature that you won't trust anyone immediately especially if there's no bond as such. And they didn't have any emotional bond between them when Raghav promised her at the station that he will change for only her.
Cos he keeps asking her now again & again, that you will stay back after 30days na. It's been just a few days & if he starts repeating these lines like a Tape-recorder every few days, she's bound to think this way.
He did say that he doesn't wanna live alone even in his drunk state but that's all he said. He didn't say specifically - Pallavi, I would be alone without you. Ofcourse, I know it's too soon for him to say that & for her to be anywhere ready to hear it yet.
To her, he might seem just like a lone human but not someone who might feel something for her. And that's why she might not answer that question even after she stays back after the 30days cos she would keep thinking internally - That all that what she feels, he will never feel for her.
In all the dialogues today - She mentioned that I couldn't take away your family by being selfish & going back to mine when you have just started to change yourself. I know you better than you know yourself. This was that line that made me interpret atleast half of what I have written here.
What if at the end of 30 days and many more months of staying together under one roof too, she thinks that he likes her just cos she was a medium through which he could reach his family but not because of who she is exactly. That he needs her only to not be alone..., he needs her but doesn't actually want her.
There's a big difference between need & want. And in Relationships, I believe it's innately about want. You should want each other, You should want to do things for each other, You should want to make each other happy. Not Need.
That's going to literally be very very chaotic for Her. There'll be a whole war brewing in her mind & noone to share it with.
Unless the dams break one day & she makes him see her reason that Dude, You like me for this reason(that I was able to help you get your family) but Not cos of me. And I can't take this anymore, that I might not be as important to you as You are to me....So I'm finally going away.
I really hope she speaks about her doubts to Krishna so somehow it reaches Raghav. Krishna will be a much needed support for her then as she has always been for her Didi. Else, these are gonna be pretty Emotional Turmoils filled days for both.
I know, I know, it was Raghav who told Pallavi at the station that he will change for Her but as Pallavi reminded herself today that he's Raghav Rao, he's like this & he might do these kind of things again . One drunken night will not suddenly change what you have come to think of the person for so long. It's gotta keep coming back & be there in her subconscious until they all sum up & she comes to the above conclusion cos that's human nature. If you're getting something that you never thought you would, you try to run away because you believe it to be too good to happen to you.
Tagging few of you to see what so you think of the above case cos for some reason this is not going away from my mind now.
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