Virat came to find his wife but couldn’t gather the courage to walk up to her when he heard her cry, talking.
Sai: Why Bappa, why does all this happen with me. What did I want? All I wanted was to live with my Aaba and become a successful doctor. But what did I get? First I got harassed by that Jagtap for three years, he tried to sexually abuse me, threatened to kill my Aaba, abducted me and tried to forcefully marry me. I had no one in this whole world except my Aaba, I wanted him to take VRS so that we can shift to Nagpur and live here happily, how excited I was for the new ACP to come so that my Aaba will finally get his VRS, but he came and postponed it, increasing the danger of my worst nightmare coming true. And then when my Aaba finally got the VRS, but his last day of duty was left. And my worst nightmare came true, I lost my Aaba, my whole world came crashing down. I couldn’t live without my Aaba, after him I didn’t know what to, I had no direction, I had nothing left, so I tried to take my life but even death doesn’t accept me. The man I despised the most had taken up my responsibility by promising my Aaba he would, so he saved me, rushed me to the hospital and even gave me his blood. But then life played another game with me, I was forced to marry him for the sake of him fulfilling his responsibility, his duty towards me, but made it clear that it would just be a namesake marriage because he’s already bound to another promise. And even gave me the choice to leave the marriage once my studies are complete. I got married to him but wasn’t supposed to keep any expectations from him. But no one here accepted me as their daughter in law, all I got was constant struggle and everyday taunts. Then there’s his best friend constantly picking up fights with me, interfering in my life and taunting me. He ousted me from the house when I got Devi tai married and I went away, I went to the hostel. But again another game, he got shot and I couldn’t afford to loose him because after Aaba he’s all I had, so I came back for him. And today his commitment was thrown at my face, but who am I to question him, he might be my husband but this marriage is nothing but a compromise, a deal, and I have absolutely no right on him, as it is I have to leave this house one day, so why do I care? Once I leave, I won’t be here to see what’s happening in this house and who’s doing what and how. But why Bappa first you took my Aaba away from me and then my husband is also not mine, he’s just my husband for namesake and can’t love me. Why am I always lonely, am I that bad that I don’t deserve love.
Crying she slept holding herself tight, leaving Virat sleepless for the night.
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Just randomly wrote it, although it hasn’t turned out to be that good and there’s a lot that I might have missed, but I cried thinking and writing about it. It was to show who’s actually the real victim in the show.
Geet - Hui Sabse Parayee
