Sai already knows the virat pp past relationship but not the details, she had never had it acknowledged in front of her by them in actual words. She sees pp's interference and obsession with her husband. However virat n pp in the past have both "denied" her allegations as being untrue and even got upset at her for "tainting/ maligning their pure friendship" Even though pp in private tells virat things like "you are more than a friend", "i did saccha pyaar", i cant move on, what does Sai have that I dont, and in precap she is claiming that they both wanted to marry each other and that virat was going to propose to her for marriage ....
So hearing all this from the horses mouth and to remember how her own marriage was a deal where virat told her not to expect anything from him- all this together will definitely make Sai raise her walls 100 feet high again! I think seeing Virats behavior with her recently- with the shaayri complimenting her looks, the casual touches- hand holding, eating from her hand, and then confiding/being a team with him for devi-harinee has made her lose herself to her real feelings too. She has been unconsciously exerting her wife haq and enjoying his attention but overhearing this virat-pp conversation will make her regress into her shell again. And she will be mad at herself for letting her guards down and allowing herself to have feelings for virat as a wife. She will struggle with her feelings about why she even feels hurt to think of virat-pp when she already knew the truth- well its different to have it acknowledged in words what she had already "guessed". Its not possible to not be affected by the knowledge of your husband having another woman in his life- past or present . Plus its a dent to her selfrespect/pride to realize once again that she is "playing" wife to someone who has told her he is committed to another woman. Even if Virat told her that he does not have a commitment to pp, it will bother Sai atleast for a little while that she was not the first person in virats life and that his ex/past crush or whatever is 24x7 present in their lives so its not like this person is out of his life for good and forever. So all that will make Sai explode. Theres only 2 ways to deal with it- silence or speak up. Sai cannot be silent. So she will project her hurt via anger. I can see that there is likely to be another volcanic Sai eruption. I look forward to her truth bombs. Sai drops truth bombs like no one! But i hope that they clearly convey her hurt, her angst, her sadness at being the other woman in her own marriage, being in what she perceives as a marriage of convenience where there is no scope of love even. How it hurts her to feel like her husband can never love her as a man loves his wife. And how helpless she feels. She has no other family except him. She keeps talking about going away but if she did, she would be truly alone. Pp has her parents, Virat has his family, but Sai is an orphan . I think thats the thing that affects Sai the most- the fact that there is no hope of love. If there was no pp and no vaada/commitment made by Virat, then atleast Sai would have felt that there is hope of this marriage becoming real in future but now she has no hope...My heart breaks for Sai already š¢
Edited by Nja91 - 4 years ago