I won’t comment on your decision. Because it’s your choice, and everyone is not in the same space at the same time. And you would know what is best for you at this stage.
Even though thats been my thought since morning. My absence this week was not deliberate, but more due to work, but just when I came back the episodes are so cringeworthy that I wanted to consciously take a break for my own sanctity. Regressive..toxic.. creepy.. dont know how to word it also.
Will miss you though guruji 😔Do come back atleast sometimes to enlighten us 
If in doubt apply your own theory.. actually reverse psychology. Refer to your post on good deeds. Choosing the good way may be difficult and vise versa. So figure if this felt easy or difficult and keep checking it with yourself.. because difficult may become easy and easy may difficult with time
