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thora sa BRB... meri health theek nahi or ye batain mujhe rula rahi hain....

thora theek ho kar ata hoon phir continue karta hoon..

thori deir ka kaha tha or itna time lag geya..

abhe next ye bata deta hoon ke akhir main os ko to nahhi bhula sakta lekin meri life ki ye halat jo hai ye main theek kiyon nahi kar saka 5 years 5 months me?

kiyon ke bhulana or baat hai lekin apni zindagi ko kisi ke hath se barbaad hone se rokna alag hai to ye bhe explain karna parega,,

ye main ache se explain karna chahta hoon or i hope ke Ap samjh bhe jao ke main kya kehna chahta hoon..

bhai socho meri death ho gayi hai. or kuch years ke baad Ap ki kisi se baat hoti hai jin ka taluq isi CC se hai, Ap mujhe yaad karoge to samne wala person kya kahega ke ansar kon tha?

yehi bole ga na ke happy person tha, funny tha, hasta tha or baki sab ko bhe hasata tha, right yehi sab bole ga na samne wala?

lekin bhai sach ye hai ke abhe Ap sab jo mujhe karne ka kehte ho na ke ansar *khush* raha karo. blv me ye main tab kar raha tha :) nahi samjhe na? next post pe jao..

bhai main 1 sad person tha.. tanhai me rehna kon chahta hai? lekin main sab ke sath hove bhe khud ko alone feel karta tha, na friends, na he family koi bhe is kami ko door nahi kar pa rahe they, or dont know mujhe kya hova tha. but ye sach tha... bhai shayri ka taluq mujh se eyse he nahi tha.. main sad tha is liye....

life ka koi matlab he nahi tha meri,

You know bhai wo naagin ne jitna time bhe guzara mere sath wo 1 he req karti rahi or wo main poori nahi kar saka,

or wo thi ke main smile karon.. video call ya pics jese bhe wo meri smile dekhna chahti thin.. but onhon ne kabhe pucha he nahi tha ke ansar tumhari smile kahan gayi? or shayed main jawab de bhe nahi sakta tha becoz ye sab batain face to face karne wali hain..

to bhai meri smile tak kho chuki thi. 1 sad person tha main.. meri life ruk gayi thi 1 jaga pe,

or main ne ye soch liya tha ke meri life ab eyse he rahegi. main khush nahi ho sakta..

lekin main ne kya kiya? 2 options thin, ya to main eysa he ho jata jesa abhe hoon ya is baat ko accept kar leta ke ab jesi hai zinda to rehna hai, to main ne zinda rehna or khushi se rehne ki koshish wali option ko choose kiya, tab ye pyaar wala pain kesa hota hai ye maloom nahi tha mujhe .. ye to ab pata chala ,!

main ne sab ke samne acting ki, apne dard ko chupa ke rakha apne andar.. kabhe kisi pe ye show he nahi kiya ke main andar se toota hova hoon, or i m sure agar Ap 2012 me wapis jao to Ap ko yakeen nahi ayega ke main tab 1 sad person tha :) lekin wo sab acting thi khud ko khush rakhne ki or main wesa kar leta tha. bahir se khush or andar se ek toota insaan tha..

to bhai jesa ke main ne oper bola main accept kar chuka tha ke yehi life hai ab eysi he guzre gi sad sad, alone alone,

phir kuch hova mere sath..

jese socho Ap ko koi jail me band kar de. Ap sad ho jaoge ke yaar meri to life he kahan se kahan a gayi, right?

to jab Ap ke dil ko ye samjh a jaye or Ap khud se kaho ge ke Rafid ab yehi life hai to jesi he hai is ko jeena seekho, to bhai Ap kese bhe kar ke wahan jail me bhe jeena sekh lo ge right?

Ap andar se toot chuke hoge lekin dosron ko show karo ge ke its ok main theek hoon,

theek kaha na main ne bhai? i mean ke i think ek baar koi dard mile na life me shayed insaan seh leta hai..

phir socho bhai eyse he chalte chalte koi *NAAGIN* jesa matlabi insaan Ap ke paas aye,

or a kar bole Rafid? tumhari khushiyan wapis aney wali hain, tum theek hone wale ho. khush hone wale ho dil se,

or Ap kaho ge ke what?eysa nahi ho sakta, lekin dosra person Ap ko yakeen dila de, jhoot se,natak se, ya jese bhe wo bus Ap ko yakeen dila de ke kuch bhe ho jaye wo ap ko is jail se nikal dega.

to bhai kya Ap khush hoge ya nahi???????????? Ap ki zindagi to 1 dam se 1 he pal me badal jayegi ya nahi?????????????

kasam Khuda ki Ap khushi se pagal ho jaoge..Ap socho ge ke OMG life to haseen hai.. is ko jeena chahiye.. Ap ke andar jeene ki 1 umeed a jayegi. Ap khushi se pagal hone lago ge or Ap future plan set karo ge,

or eysa Ap kiyon karoge? simple hai os person ki waja se jis ne Ap se kaha ke RAFID ab bus bohot hova bure din khatam ab bahir aney wale ho os dark life se :P

ye stalkers ne bohot tang kiya hova hai..

Originally posted by: worthless

ye stalkers ne bohot tang kiya hova hai..

samjh nahi a rahi kya bolon eysa ke sharm a jaye or phir na aao yahan,!

kitni baar samjhaya hai in ko ke naaign jee ne kaat lena hai phir rote raho ge lekin ye nahi sunte.

os ke baad Ap ko feel ho ke ye person shayed mazakh kar raha hai, Ap ke sath khel raha hai, matlab ye Ap keyliye kuch nahi karne wala ye bus khud keyliye aya hai ke Ap se khel sake to Ap os se door hone ki koshish karo ge na bhai?????

or jab Ap koshish karo ge to wo person kahe ke nahiii. ye sab sach hai. kuch bhe ho jaye wo Ap ko chor ke nahi jayega. wo Ap ko apne ansu dikhaye,

1 tang pe khare ho kar zid kare. jitni acting os ne karni seekhi ho wo poora zor laga kar wo acting kare,!

Ap ko dreams dikhaye ke rafid dekhna 1 din hum sath honge, ye hoga wo hoga..

phir Ap se kahe ke rafid ek chance de do sari zindagi haseen ho jayegi promise ke tumhain choron gi nahi.

wo Ap se kahe ke rafid tum mera pehla or akhri pyaar ho mujhe kuch or nahi chahiye :P ( or ye os ki zindagi ka sab se bhara jhoot ho ) becoz na jane pehle kitne larkon ki life barbaad kar chuki ho wo,

or ye zid wo koi 6 days nahi, balke 6 months tak kare to bhai Ap kya os ki baat maan loge? i m sure ke Ap bhe eysi zid dekh kar maan jao ge.