well said. Completely agree with youOriginally posted by: ashwariya_98
Hey !
I actually have a slightly different opnion here. I feel she was low-key attracted to him post the ragging, valentine dance and saving her n bablee from Vineet. She also developed a sense of safety with him, which is very natural.
Post him insulting Astha in the hospital, her beliefs were shook. She thought he was harsh, didnt know to control his anger, misunderstands ppl, but never did she once think that he will harm her. She still felt safe with him. They kept showing us this. She used to let him touch her without any complaints cause she knew his intentions wont be wrong. She was starting to build a comfort with him despite all the fights they had.
But when she saw him telling Astha that "tum jeeyo ya maro muje farak nahi padta" , her anger knew no bounds. She was mad at him. She knew this was again his anger talking. But she couldn't believe he could hurt someone so bad in his anger. But even this time, her comfort levels with him were intact. She kept venting her anger and taunting him. She built a very non professional , "we can say anything to each other" kind of relationship with him. She literally said anything that came in her mouth. Even though she was finghting, we they were developing comfort there. She almost half hugged him when she felt she saw Astha's dead body. The thing was their relationship despite being at loggerheads with eo was developing into that of comfort and genuineness.
She could see hoe during riots him constantly trying to protect her. But then, the whole trust level was shook ,when she felt he left her. She became even bitter towards him taking more liberty. But by then, Shaurya had developed a soft corner and she could see that he cares about her. Even Astha pointing it out, that he is a good man and cares about her is what helped her to eventually stop blaming him. The goons episode ,just made her belief stronger. She once again could feel that she's always going to be safe with him and he cares for her.
But the characters assassination broke her. She never had any idea that he could think like that about her. If anything, they had seen the worse together and still cared for each other. Then how could he? She had a set of beliefs about him, and this one incident shook up everything all over again. She felt that he didn't care about her at all and all development they made was just in her mind.
She was hurt that this came from him cause he literally knows her the most in Chandigarh. She gave him her trust and believed he cared. But he didn't keep up to it. Hence, she easily believed that Shaurya was responsible for Cheating case. She totally resented him by then.
But he again shocks her by taking her stand , fighting for her. He didn't question even once if she had cheated. Reveals alot about his trust on her. This did melt her alot ,cause otherwise she didn't even look straight into his eyes. But obviously she decided to still leave.
But the fact remained that he was closest to her in Chandigarh. She saw him protect her, take her stand and always be there for her. She understood by then that it was again his anger speaking, and somehow she gave him a leeway. That if he apologises ,she will forgive him. This was special case for him only because she wants to have the old equation with him. But the fact that it wasn't happening was making her sad. She had spent way too much time with him to not feel connected. And honestly, he was the only one with whom she was her real self - both strong and vulnerable.
It's hard to not get attached and she is totally feeling the loss there. She's not in love, but she's definitely used to getting his attention and being around him.
Hence the favourite person line. If not favourite he is the only person who keeps occupying her thoughts most of the time , si kind of makes sense there.
Damn this is soooo long 😆
Feel free to disagree!