Originally posted by: Ninabarbie
I'm back for update 21 😄😄.
Sooooo........after going through Update 21, I'm also having a bit of an uneasy feeling (just like Virat), coz I can feel one thing for sure. Virat is definitely gearing up for a major volcanic eruption 🌋🌋🌋🌋. Our Mr.Impatient is getting further impatient and insecure since he is not outright getting what he desires. And if I were to describe this update in few words, it would be Need vs Want.
The more Virat becomes open to Sai, both physically and emotionally, the more he becomes insecure about his position in Sai's life coz he in turn of his openness expects the same thing from her. Sai has become "THE ONE" he cannot live without and to him she has become a NEED. This is the reason why he is gradually becoming obsessed about being the top priority of her life, the person she can't live without and being the ONLY shoulder she would lean on in each and every occasion. He does understand that he can't tell Sai what to do and I think he is understanding it bit by bit. BUT the root cause of this problem for him is her reluctance to open up to him more while she easily does it with a stranger. Opening up to a stranger is easier in many situations coz there will be less expectations and less judgement and in Sai's case I think it's more to do with the fact that Sonali's husband is more or less in the same field as her. But I think the insecurities Virat is currently feeling has made him blind to this simple fact.
I would not say Virat is acting like this because he is possessive per say, but I feel like this is more because he is hoping to become a "need" for her just like she is to him. His insecurities make him fear that his importance for her would be reduced gradually, since she is taking help from strangers but flat out refuses his in most situations. He seems afraid that she will slip through his fingers "just like water" and because of this reason, he is trying his level best to hold on to her. Via the only way she allows him to be close without any inhibitions, physical intimacy. He is also trying his best to hold these feelings back but I don't think he will be able to for long. And I hope he won't finally blow up during the dinner with his family. If Samrat were to be there and make any stupid comments, I don't think any body would be able to save him from Virat's wrath.
Poor Sai. She has no idea about his inner turmoil and I really really hope they would have a chance to talk this out. Otherwise this will blow up out of proportion in nano seconds, owing to how hard headed both of them are.😅😅😅😅😅
Another fabulous update dear author. You have done a fantastic job in bringing out Virat's growing inner turmoil 👍🏻👍🏻. And please don't be demotivated. We readers are always with you ❤. Eagerly waiting for the Weekend Special 🤩🤩.
Happy Writing ❤❤