Chapter 38
Relations Doomed
Buried deep within the locked compartment of his closet lay a torn up photo, held together with thin strips of tape, and its accompanying letter, amongst other items like watches and rings.
Some things were unforgivable, but their severity was obscured by the passage of time. It took much thought to admit that his relationship with his father wasn’t as strong as it used to be. The reason, well, Arnab never figured it out. He brushed it off back then as the beginnings of a growing teen’s rebellious phase, though Sameer was much more levelheaded than that.
Sameer never told his parents that he knew. It was unhealthy, he admitted, to keep the knowledge bottled up, but it was too late now. The matter was kept so tightly under wraps that even he forgot of it until recently.
Everything is fine.
The photo had them both, the other woman and her daughter. On the back, written in pen by a child’s unsteady hand, read “World’s best papa is Piya’s papa.”
The letter was addressed to Arnab, written by the woman, talking of how much Piya was missing him, and how she hoped he’d come home soon. Seemed like they weren’t the only ones met with never-ending business trips. The faded date, indicating it written long before everything fell apart, passed his eye. He had picked it out of the trash back then, taping the pieces back together to see who they were.
Our family will never be the same because of you.
Arnab cheated his family, and Madhu swept his mistakes under the rug for no one to find, for them to forget. Sameer, he held grudges. Hard grudges.
At least Misha won’t ever know of them.
Even if Madhu gave him an ultimatum, even if Arnab chose them in the end, the stains of infidelity still showed. It took years of Sameer’s childhood for their relationship to reach where it is now. At least Madhu was lucky not to know the girl’s name; she refused the knowledge outright when they were fighting.
Eavesdropping was bad manners, but he used to do it anyways. And based off what he used to hear from time to time, Arnab never seemed to forget them.
No wonder he was staring at that Piya so strongly.
Sameer saw Misha from his peripheral, and locked the contents back in their place. He pretended to read through some office-related files. She frowned, snatched them out of his hand, and threw them into another drawer.
“Come on, Sammy. What happened to no work?”
He retrieved the file, wearing a smug grin. He ruffled her curls.
“My little sis is such a bore, what else can I do?”
He leaned back against the trim of the nearby dresser and feigned a deep yawn, taking to reading again. Misha frowned and began to play hit him.
“I’m boring? Me? Misha Dobriyal?”
She grabbed one of his pillows and smacked him with it. So what if he was taller than her, she was stronger.
“Hey—“
Competitive spirits arose between the two. He grabbed another pillow and fought back. They tore under the stress and ultimately burst into a flurry of feathers, littering the floor.
“Oh shit.....” She muttered, stepping back. The empty covers dropped to the floor. Sameer burst out laughing.
“That’s so unlucky. Well, have fun cleaning it up.” He flashed a wide grin, grabbed his file, and tried to run.
“Oh no you don’t.”
Misha grabbed his shirt from behind and yanked him back. He landed with a thud atop the bed, loud enough for it to echo downstairs.
“Sameer?” Madhu called. She was sure the sound came from his room.
They froze and looked at each other, shoving the evidence into each other’s hands, as the stairs rattled with walking steps. Misha pulled him upright. They both starred at the door with wide eyes.
“We have to clean this! Before mumma sees.”
“What do you mean we? You started it!” He tried to escape, but she grasped his hand.
“I’ll buy you ice cream! From your favorite parlor. Please?” Misha pleaded. She already got scolded earlier for a poor mark or two. It was now a life or death situation.
He sighed and they both got to work. Arnab was just faster, having heard the noise from his office. He caught them in the chaos before their mother.
“Papa, we—-“
“Shhh...” He put a finger to his lips. “Give me that last one.”
Misha’s jaw dropped in elation and quickly handed him the second to last pillow sitting on the armchair.
“You’re the best, papa!” She squealed. Arnab smiled and held his finger steady. He was about to make the mess worse. He stood behind the door, arming the pillow in his hands.
“What happe—“
Madhu’s jaw dropped at the mess. Just as she was readying herself to yell at the siblings, the pillow met the front of her face.
“Arnab—“ She fumed. He laughed and turned away.
Sameer quietly handed Madhu with the last pillow, and the chaos continued. Feathers and laughter filled the room, falling upon their faces and tangling themselves in hair.
Sameer hadn’t laughed like this in a while. This jubilant scene, this happy family, he wanted to keep it. He knew not where those two were, and even if they were near, he would stand between them like a wall. It sounded selfish, but he was selfish. No Piya could break what he wanted to keep intact.
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“I wish you were with me, mumma. I wouldn’t want anything else.”
She clutched the photo frame to her chest, breathing in a heavy sigh that made her heart ache. Sleep evaded her for all hours, forcing her to call in sick at work. Having no energy to do anything, she lazed around thinking of what happened the night prior.
The laptop screen flickered in and out of sleep mode, lying by her side, for what seemed like a couple hours. Piya tapped her fingers on the touchpad, viewing the absurdities she typed into the search bar earlier.
Typing in “dark blue eye color”, or “person with cobalt eyes” into Google just brought her to ads for online stores selling colored contacts lenses, and badly photoshopped photos. “Glowing tattoos” gave her links to tattoo parlors that specialized using in glow-in-the-dark inks.
She cycled through the tabs a couple more times and then closed her laptop. The internet was not very useful to her searches.
Her head spun, stomach rumbled. It was difficult to find motivation to care for herself in this state, no one to check up on her, whilst living alone in this house without a soul to talk to. Sugandh’s portrait would have to do.
“I really should eat something......” She mumbled to herself. Even her voice lacked life. Dry and scratchy.
It was a repeat of the worst days with Jeh, where he would roam outside her apartment for hours on end, and refusing her constant pleas to leave her alone. His hostility stressed her out the same.
But there were larger forces at play here, this time. Forces she couldn’t wrap her head around.
Doesn’t he have interest in these things?
Piya thought of Arnab. She could ask him. Not only had he lived here for long, he held knowledge and interest in these unusual topics.
But do you really want to give him another chance to talk to you? Or to recognize you?
It was too risky. She narrowly slipped by last time. If he didn’t drop the suspicion, going there wouldn’t help her.
Who can I ask then?
Asking Abhay, or any member of his family, would likely lead to deflection. They did it frequently.
She looked back at the photo.
Hey mumma, if ghosts are real, would you come see me?
Her fingers caressed the frame. It would feel less lonely that way. A friendly ghost was better than nothing.
She stood up, reaching for a glass of water at the table. The winds rattled the trees outside. Once a branch hit the window panes, she jumped, completely startled, and dropped the glass onto the floor. It shattered to pieces on impact.
Her heart beat out of her chest. Not in the good way. Not in the way Abhay made it sound.
A soft knock on the door then caught her attention, as she cleaned up the mess. She looked up. Was it him?
Abhay?
Just thinking of him seemed to act as a summon for him. He kept messaging her throughout the day, asking for her well-being. The amount was surprising, even for him. But she got the impression that he was busy, so he couldn’t see her in person. Hence the messages.
She wrapped a thin shawl around her shoulders, peeking out the curtains. It was a Raichand, but not Abhay. It was Mandu instead. Piya opened the door and smiled.
“Sorry. You were expecting Abhay, weren’t you?”
Piya blushed, mouth opening and closing, unable to respond. She noticed Mandu was carrying something in her arms. From the looks of it, it was a lunchbox.
“I wasn’t sure if you had eaten.”
Piya shook her head. It’s like she read her mind.
“I was too tired to eat, if I’m honest.” She gestured inside. “Come in.”
The dark circles underneath her eyes didn’t go unnoticed. Mandu touched her cheek and coaxed Piya to look her way. It was evidence that she was in fact there last night.
She was a little shaky too.
What did she see?
“You look exhausted.”
The stress was affecting her health in bad ways. She could only nod.
“Don’t worry! I’m sure some company and food will help.”
Their intuition was scary accurate.
Mandu sat her down by the kitchen table and opened the lunchbox for her. Piya quietly watched her arrange the small dishes, mouth watering. It was nice to have another voice in the house.
*Did you send her in your place, mumma?*
“I promise it’ll be better than Abhay’s this time.” She joked. “And definitely Siddharth’s.” Piya mustered a laugh.
“It smells really good. Thank you so much.” She gazed upon the dishes, not knowing where to start.
“You’re very welcome. Now eat up, you’ll feel much better.”
Piya looked her way as she sat down and pushed one of the metal tins forward.
“You can have some too.”
“Oh no, it’s alright. I ate earlier.”
Have you ever seen them touch food?, Piya asked herself.
She held in her thoughts and focused on the food. It was delicious, and washed away fatigue.
“It’s like medicine, except it tastes good.”
“The beauty of good home cooking, right?”
She voiced her agreement, though still of low-volumed tone. Mandu let her eat in quiet for a little before continuing the conversation.
“If there’s something on your mind, you can always tell me, you know?”
Piya looked into her gentle green irises. Mandu‘s words held sincerity. Maybe she would clear some of her doubts. It wouldn’t hurt to try.
“It’s nothing. You’ll think I’m crazy.....” She played around with a spoon.
“I won’t, that would be rude. Is it about Jeh?”
Piya shook her head.
“Surprisingly no. His behavior, even if terrible, hasn’t been as much of a problem this time around. I rarely see him, and I’m glad for that.”
You’d think that is good, Piya. But I still worry. We don’t know what he’s planning.
She placed her hand over Piya’s, and implored her to speak her mind again.
“Then....Abhay? Did he say something to you?”
She was quick to answer that one.
“No no.....that’s impossible.”
“Then?”
Piya swallowed, and looked down at her feet swinging above the floor. Her fists pressed into her thighs.
“I....I was in the forest last night.” She touched her neck, feeling her voice slipping away as it did back then. “There was a man. He talked to me, said some strange things. Did some strange things. From what I could see, he didn’t look....normal.”
She mentioned details, and besides the red runes, couldn’t explain his physical features. It was hard to remember them for some reason.
So a Vitael threatened her?
Tears dripped from her eyes. Fear, of that and of being judged, built up her emotions. Mandu stood up and went around to embrace her.
Who were they?
At the very least, it seemed like she didn’t see the dead vampires. The person she talked about possibly didn’t let her.
“It’s okay.” She stared out the window into the depths of the forest, stroking Piya’s hair. “There’s some odd phenomenon out there, especially in this city. I’ve heard stories.”
“Do you believe in such things?”
She let out a low chuckle.
I kind of have to.
“I’m not really sure myself,” she lied.
Piya looked up, finding the same sincerity in her eyes. Mandu wiped her tears and cupped her cheeks. There was still some food left.
“Now how about you finish eating, and then we’ll spend the rest of the evening chatting? It’ll ease your mind. What do you think?”
“I would love that.”
She felt cared for. If she had another sibling, she would want someone like Mandu. Maybe even Mandu herself. If she didn’t mind.
Just as she was finishing the last few morsels, her phone rang, lying on the floor somewhere near the couch.
“I’ll bring it.” Mandu said.
She picked it up and handed it to Piya. It was just one of Praveen’s calls.
“Sorry, I’ll just take this.....”
“No worries. Take your time.”
Piya went off into her room and answered the call. In the meantime, Mandu decided to look over some of the photos she had hung up around the living room. Many of them were with her mother, and some were of awards ceremonies for music competitions.
It was hard to focus her attention completely on them. Thinking of what Piya might have seen, she lost spatial awareness while admiring the frames, hitting her shoulder against a stack of books laying upon the mantle. Piya stuck her head out momentarily to see what happened, and saw her picking up the books.
Mandu’s eyes fell upon the thinnest one in the pile, making understanding of the letters that filled her to the core with an additional fear and awareness of risk, of being discovered.
Pandher? Why is she reading this?
It fell flat on one of the pages, creasing the paper in place where it had been folded before. Inside were pictures that were like memories to her. She recognized most of the people and objects in every photo. Somewhere in the middle, a portrait of her parents. Her fingers caressed their still faces.
Maa...Baba.....
She was glad for a vampire’s sharp memory. After this long, it was possible she would forget what they looked like without it.
Piya ended the call and watched Mandu’s reaction upon seeing the book. She looked almost reminiscent, like she recognized all that it said.
Mandu turned around as Piya approached her, placed the books back on the mantle, and regained composure. Her bright smile was now unsettling. Shaky, and ready to crumble at the slightest touch.
Are you hiding something as well?
“Sorry, I should’ve watched where I was going.” She frantically brushed her hair behind her ears. “Is your uncle doing well?”
Piya nodded and stared the book’s spine.
“It’s....it’s alright. The books, I mean.”
Mandu was clearly uncomfortable. Not at the prospect of her own past, but other consequences it would create.
Isn’t this what needs to happen? Why are you worried? She’ll have to know.
Perhaps it was because of Piya’s state. Whatever she saw last night frightened her enough to make her ill. How would she react to learn their family’s darkest secret?
Siddharth said he had faith in her, but how much of it was a guess. She was just a human, after all.
Her personal secrets were fine to expose, but with them, everything else would spew out. She worried for Abhay. It would hurt more than just a simple rejection.
Would she accept them? Would she accept him?
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