Today was the day of reminiscing in the childhood memories.Sai's memories of her beloved Aaba which Virat partially brought alive for 'usaki Sai'.đđđ
When he said to Pakhi," In sab chizo ke mayane samazane ke liye use Sai ki nazar se dekhane ki zarurat hai", he in his mind was referring to his video call with Sai when Sai said "Apani puri duniya kho dene ka dar aap kabhi samaz nahi sakate Virat sir.."
TMK said, "Woh to ek bachhi hai.Usake sath aap sabbhi bachhe ban jaoge kya?"
Virat had no problem with it, rather he felt liberated, joyful, contented at the experience.
After spending time with everyone who kind of revisited their childhood happy selves, atleast momentarily at that boring 'Chavhan niwas' reeling under pressure of status and rules (except you know who all đ), Virat -Sai were back to their 'Sairat' room still under the hangover of the day.
Sai who was all grateful to Virat for doing what all he did, said "Thank you, Virat sir!"
"Muze baar baar 'Thank you' bolane ki zarurat nahi hai. Jab tum khush hoti ho tab mei bhi khush ho jata hun"
Yes, Sai's happiness made him happy. But that was only one part of it. Virat was happy, joyful reconnecting with his childlike self. We have witnessed his child like self in GC when he enacted..."kitane adami the?"..after Sai's "Gabbar đ¤¨" dialogue..đ
In the same flow of the mood, after Sai telling him one more memory about her Aaba's teaching, Virat shared his childhood memory picking up the 'nadi' word from Sai's conversation.He told her about fun he had with Samrat as a child (it was such a pure childhood memory that there was no tinge of Pakhi there with iteration of Samrat) at 'Nag' nadi.
Suddenly he asked her if she would like to come along with him to visit the same place. It was not a thought out plan. It was just in the same flow. The way he became part of the Sai's childhood, he wanted his new found companion ('Jeevlaga' is beautiful marathi word for them) to accompany him to relive his childhood memory. Virat was not asking Sai for going on a date (romantic one) as she is not even a woman yet in his eyes. He just wanted to share, relive his most treasured happy childhood memories with his 'Jeevlag' Sai.
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Sai was taken a back by the proposition, more confused then shocked.
Virat's mind looking at her face went back to the same thoughts he had the other night, "Sai bhale hi muze pasand na karati ho..par muzpe bharosa to..."
So immediately he suggested that if not with him Sai can go with Shivani bua whom she adores or Karishma (whom she doesnn't adore but they are of same age).
But that's not what Sai's problem is. Her problem is Virat's behaviour indicates that he cares for her deeply (almost love), kind of wants reciprocation of it and still verbally says "you are my zimmedari".
Still she is trying to navigate this tricky situation of staying warm to him and aloof at the same time. Given this situation,she is getting used to him, has become comfortable with his physical presence around, has developed affinity for him, has started considering him as a friend, mentor so much so as to have fun and frolic with him in the room and with their family.
But in what right she can go with him alone to visit a place is her question to him.Only 'farz', 'zimnedari' can not be the answer.(Agar mei sirf 'farz' hun to ye muze room mei kyun rokana chahate hai, ya sath bahar leke jana chahate hai, is her dillemma). Sai evethough tries to push it under the carpet, she is uncomfortable with the 'closeness' they have with no 'defined' relationship. She likes the closeness (emotional) but wants some 'definition' to it as well. That is why Sai is proddinng him to answer, "Mei apaki kya lagati hun?" which he had not answered till date. Today Virat finally answered to her prodding, by saying "Parivaar ka matlab hi zimmedari hota hai!" and she looked contended with the answer at the moment, becoming his 'Parivaar(kuchh to hun inki jiss haq se mei inake sath reh/ja sakati hun)'.
'Parivaar', the word has 'emotional warmth' to it than his 'zimmedari' which is 'devoid of any emotion'. Sai always wanted 'emotional warmth' from him, eventhough not in romantic sense and verbal acceptance of it. Her words filled with sadness 'To mei sirf inaki zimmedari hun..' and tears after "mere bahot saare friends hai..." just before he held her hand revealed just that.
Today, I would say Virat took the first step towards explicit acceptance of sense of belonging he has for her, even though there is long way to go yet!
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