WHOOOAAAAAH.
The kiss was real. Incomplete but REAL.
Okay so a lot of things changed today, for me atleast. Before that let's get yesterday's done.
So the terrace portions and Suman's diary were full of innocence. A small desire to relive those past memories, ONE LAST TIME.
That childhood, one last time. That banter and that care, ONE LAST TIME. To see Shravan watching and waving at her, one last time.
It's these small moments that capture our heart. It's these things that define a relationship, define love. Define moments. Define memories.
And it voila, the wish fulfiled! Suman's diary is so close to Shakalaka boom boom's magic pencil! She herself said kaash kuch aur maang liya hotađ¤Ł
So Shravan comes running, lifts her and they've a near brush of a kiss, interrupted in time by Beena.
Now,the main points.
I understand it did become heavily awkward for them both. So all this while, it was always them looking for validation. Them looking for that trust and faith that once existed.
After this, I thought they'd be sure enough but didn't work out.
It came off as some bad kind of desire for them, galti hogayi phirse nahi hoga.
Really? Suman came this close to revealing her sadness and what possibly stopped Shravan? It's too late now?
It came off as if Suman was being pushed hard, and Shravan wasnt sure of anything. I think he still doesn't have that faith - not in Suman, but in their relationship.
And Suman wants that approval and surety from his side that yes he's into it and ready to take things head on.
Suman was told to maintain dignity about whatever she did. I liked how Beena wasn't really pushing her for the engagement but asking her to be sure about whatever she did. She didn't want Suman to long for something whilst having a different commitment. And ofcourse, izzat comes first. Finally, someone opened her eyes and got this vibe. Chachu too noticed her off mood whilst talking to her apparent future in laws but as usual, without action.
Disappointed in Kanchan to push Suman into something she didnt want to, just cause Shravan hurted her once.
Shravan was told it's too late for him to do anything. And I REALLY liked what Bunty said today. It all made tremendous sense for me! His scene with first Shravan and then Avni was LOVE.
1. Never think about others when it comes to your happiness.
2. It's always about love and nothing else.
3. If Suman did this engagement then definetly one of them would be badly hurt. If Shravan's hurt, Bunty cannot stand it. If Suman's hurt, Shravan wouldn't be able to handle it.
4. Whatever it is, was for Suman to decide. And nothing that Shravan did would matter now, cause its purely her call. Her wish. And her choice.
Suman easily prioritised other things cause maybe their love wasnt Shravan's priority right now.
I wanted Shravan to not get offended by Suman's galti shit and talk maturely, but again he's waiting for her to call for him. But dude, she just did!đ¤đ
Precap: Bunty couldn't take it anymore and tells Suman Shravan's dil ki baat. Kehne ko yayy but then again, I'm always disappointed when such things happen.
I dunno but they always do this. They take it to the tip and make them back off and then external stimulus to confession. Which ALWAYS makes me think is their love secondary to them that they need this push from outside?
Cause honestly, that one leap of faith that you take to confession is SOMETHING ELSE. Not thinking about ANYTHING. Not even the other person. Just one talk, for your sake, for love's sake.
Now Suman would know but again would want Shravan to tell this in first person and Devraj comes and blah blah. Phew. Disappointed.
I guess this lost the couple's victory for me.
Kyunki Saas Bhi Kabhi Bahu Thi 2
