Hey everyone ,so this is my first ever piece of writing.Riansh is my favvvv couple .i really wanted to write something on them.Consructive criticism are welcome.the amazing writers in this forum ,i owe u this,for ur beautiful works .they inspired me to create my own little riansh world. This story is my baby,so plz be kind(requesting u with my puppy eyes).i m new to India forums,if there are any mistakes , please let me know.
THE MORNING AFTER
I can't control myself any more.its difficult to be so close yet so far,specially when it is the morning after i weded my wife again,when a morning after should be about sweet nothings,mine is about nothing!!!! nothing romantic, nothing sweet, nothing cordial!!
Sweet fragrance of roses and some thing unique of her,filled my being .my wife standing in front of the mirror, getting ready ,her wet lusturous hair; (culprit by the way for waking me up from my deep slumber)is falling upto her waist,making them wet and teasing me , making me jealous about how they r so close to her creamy waist which is rightfully mine.which should only be touched by me!!!
She ,my Rithima is ,so unaware of her beauty and my lustful gaze on her .i can't help my self but roam my eyes on her naked shoulder and waist in that oh so revealing blouse.will she allow me to touch her if she knows i am vansh and not vihaan.will she tremble in my arms,will she shy away ,will she blush so much that ......and again vansh rai Singhania day dreaming about his wife !!! Yes but its her fault ,what am i supposed to do.
its only her who can reduce me to this.
Isn't it so easy to loose control & to confess to her that i m her Vansh & have got all the rights to love and cherish her , didn't i marry her again ,claimed her in front of the god she believes in so much,but its better said than done.
Coz i can't trust her.
Can u blame me ,for god's sake she has come to destroy me,but still why i want to be destroyed in her love?why staying away from her is so unbearable???these 16 days were hell without her.even if she betrayed me,i used to long for her,to hold her close in my arms ,to ask her why did she do it ,why ???
Outside the temple ,the first time i met her as Vihaan ,she looked broken ,fragile,but so beautifullll ,my heart thudded like anything ,i was so afraid she will recognise me,but she didn't. Instead ,fainted in my arms ,and holding her after so much time felt so surreal,so perfect.why hating her is so difficult ,why????she told me lies ,my family is suffering becoz of her,but the thought of losing her ,not having her in my arms,in my life is not an idea i will ever accept .she is mine ,and will remain mine forever.i will punish her,torture her but would never let her go,never!!!!! I will cage her,letting her go would never be an option,i will die before letting that happen.
But i have got a job to do, enemies to punish.l have to conceal my love with hatred.i can't make myself vulnerable to her again.i have to keep my facade on.if it is the only way i can keep her close to myself than be it.if it is the only way she will remain my wife than be it.i better burn in her love ,than to be lifeless without her...
I perfectly remember first Morning after our wedding, she looked like a blooming sun flower in that dress,so typical of a Romeo describe his Juliet i know ,but she is so beautiful i cant help it .how tempted i was to fill her in my arms ,but alas could only tie her dori ,which was Himalaya of a task itself ,she wouldn't let me touch her let alone be in my arms.her indifference mattered then ,and mattered now .will she ever known how passionate i m about her,will she ever reciprocate it?
i used to make myself believe that i am only trapping her, protecting my family,ha so ignorant of u vansh rai Singhania,by staring her all the the time like a love sick puppy were u trapping her ,were u protecting ur family?how ro-ma-n-tic .
r u really the master mind u pretend to be ?i was so much in denial that i couldn't understand my own feelings. falling into the charms of mrs vansh rai Singhania couldn't be helped.it was inevitable.
Her bangles making sweet sounds ,breaking my reverie, taunting me ,challenging me to pull her into my arms by holding them like i always do.,the red saree of her making her skin glow ,sindoor on her head, mangalsutra of my name on her neck,the symbols of my claim on her making me want to remove her saree and take her then and there. Control vansh control.i took deep breaths,it's not the time.
She suddenly turned from the mirror and faced my side.i closed my eyes and pretended to be asleep.she must be checking if i m sleeping or not , after she was confirmed that i m asleep ,she sat near me in the bed ,my heart started beating rapidly ,will I be reprimanded of staring at her so shamelessly what ifff.."wohi chehra ,wohi personality "
she spoke almost lost in her own little world
"Par insaan kitne alag ,tum yahan hote to dekhte vansh tumhari Rithima kitni tut si gayi hai. Bas tumhari yadon ne mujhe zinda rakha hai Ho sake to maaf kar dena mujhe kal ke liye.mai yeh sab hamare parivar ke liye kar rahi hoon.kisi aur ke naam ka sindoor mai nahi pehen sakti vansh,mai sirf aur sirf tumhari hoon.aaj hamare shadi ko 3 mahine pure hue hain ,tum nahi to tumhari yadein hi sahi,yeh sringaar sirf tumhare liye hai vansh,tumhe apne aasuon mai nahi apni muskurahat mai yaad rakhna chahti hun,i love you vansh"
After she went,he released his breath
Is it already 3 months since he had married Rithima .did she really confessed her feelings for him or has she known all along that he is vansh not Vihaan and is playing him all along. He laughed at his luck ,here his feelings were getting reciprocated ,& all he got was doubt in his mind.such an irony.
She once right fully said"hamari shadi mai kuch bhi to normal nahi,na tum na mai na ye shadi"
Are we so unlucky that "we don't deserve a normal wedding, normal wedding night nor a normal MORNING AFTER???"
