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CAN BROKEN HEART BE MENDED
CHAPTER THREE
NAINA
I was quiet the whole time till I reached office after meeting Sameer. I was glad that Preeti hadn't interrogated me with her questions yet. I completed my work that my manager wanted urgently to be done. I was still lost in my thoughts, when Preeti called my name loudly.
"Kya hua hai Naina. Main dekh rahi hun, jab se Sameer se milkar aayi hai, tu bohot khoyi khoyi si lag rahi hai. Kya baat hui Sameer se. Mujhe laga Sameer se milkar aayegi toh ekdum khush hogi tu. Par yahan toh tera chehra kitna utara hua hai. Kya baat hai bataa na. Itni chup kyun hai tu?", finally Preeti asked me.
"Preeti kya tum mere ghar chalogi aaj office ke baad. Raat ko mere ghar hi ruk jana. Sameer se kya baatein hui, main tumhe yahan nahi bataa sakti. Thoda personal hai. Mujhe tumhari help bhi chahiye hai, kuch decide karne ke liye. Toh chalogi kya?", I asked her hopefully.
"Thik hai Naina. Main aaungi. Ruk pehle main ghar pe inform kar deti hun. Waise bhi kal Saturday hai. Mast aaj poori raat baat karenge aur kal der tak so lenge. Waise bhi ghar par mummy sone nahi dengi subah der tak.", she said laughing a little.
"Thik hai. Chal thoda kaam khatam karke nikalte hain. Main bhi mummy ko bataa deti hun ki tu aaj raat hamare ghar hi rukegi. Aur tere aane ki khushi mein shayad mujhe tera mannpasand gajar ka halwa khaane bhi mil jaaye.", I said smiling at her.
I got back to my work. But was lost in my thoughts about Sameer again. How can he love that Sunaina so much when he knows that she doesn't reciprocate his feelings. I was feeling jealous that he loved her so much even after she had hurt him so badly. How is this possible that she didn't love Sameer. Any girl would fall for him.
He's so handsome & so much fair. His heart is so kind & beautiful. His black eyes are so deep as ocean that anyone can drown in them. He is so transparent & expressive that I could see all his thoughts on his face. His smile is something that could make your day, very charming, very soothing. His voice is like a sweet poem. I could listen to that husky voice the whole day without getting tired. And his long hair. What could I say about that. So silky, so much shiny. I always wished if I could get a chance to move my fingers & feel his hair someday. His body is so well built. Broad shoulders, strong biceps, taut muscles. I'm sure he must be working out to maintain that kind of a body. I even heard that he did boxing. His body could set any girl's heart & body on fire. Well mine too.
In office, I've seen many girls loitering around him to get his attention. But he never paid any heed to them. He's too hard working too. Many a times I've seen him leaving late from office & come early the next day. He is everyone's favorite. One thing I love the most about him is his honesty, his sincerity, his total personality.
I love everything about him. I wish I could tell him this someday. But I know this is never going to happen. Especially now, when I know the truth. Sunaina is very lucky that he loves her. But how could Sunaina do this to him. Didn't she see all these good qualities in him? How could she be so ruthless towards his feelings. How could she hurt him? She is his friend since last four years. She didn't even respect that friendship before hurting him so much. When I heard Sameer confess his feelings, I was heartbroken. I couldn't react. But when I heard the whole thing, I couldn't stop my tears. I felt bad for him. Felt bad that he was heartbroken too. I wanted to console him. I wanted to hug him & say that all would be fine. He was so vulnerable that it broke my heart. I somewhere knew that he hadn't shared any of this with his bffs yet. Which meant that I was the first one to know about this.
But still I couldn't find a reason that why he wanted me as his Fake Girlfriend. Why only me. There was something in the way he was looking at me so intently. Something very potent, which I can't place a finger on. His eyes... Ohhhh Lord.... I could not hold his gaze neither I could look away. He was definitely distracting me all the time while talking that I was lost in him so many times. I'm sure he knew that too.
I still didn't have an answer to his question. Am I ready to be his Fake Girlfriend? I don't even think that I'm the best option for this. He told me in clear words that I'm his best & last choice for this. How could he trust me on this. I'm not sure whether I will be able to help him as he wants. I've seen Sunaina's pictures with him. I'm nothing in front of her. She is very beautiful & hot as well. I don't stand a chance in front of her. How come Sameer be so sure that I can only be his Fake Girlfriend.
The most important of all is, "Will I be able to mask my feelings that I have for him?" He only knows about my liking towards him. But he doesn't know that I love him. Always have loved him since the first day I've seen him in our office. I will have to talk to Preeti about this. Maybe she can help me to decide what to do.
Finally, the day came to an end & we left office together. I wished I had got some more time with Sameer today. But I knew he would be busy. Preeti had booked a cab for us as we both were so much tired that we wouldn't have travelled by the crowded local train. We both were quiet throughout our journey. She took a nap while I was scrolling through my phone.
I unconsciously clicked on his insta account & found that he had deleted all his posts with Sunaina. I didn't know whether I should be happy or feel sad. I knew that he's going through a lot. His heart is aching too much which is somewhere hurting me too. He was in too much of pain & I wanted to share his pain. I was on crossroads. Should I help him or not?
But one thing was clear in my heart that if I accepted to be his Fake Girlfriend, then at the end I would be the one to be the most affected & heartbroken. My mind & my heart were debating the pros & cons about his proposal. But I wasn't sure what to do. I thought I would talk to Preeti about it. And then take my final decision.
Preeti is my best friend cum my soul sister. She would definitely help me to get through this & help me out. We've been together since childhood. We had each other's back all the time. So, we knew each other too well without saying anything. I knew she would react to this badly at first but then she would be the sane person to give me proper advice too.
We reached home after almost an hour. I went straight to my room to freshen up whereas Preeti went towards the kitchen to meet my mother. I came out of the bathroom when I saw Preeti laughing with my mother. I went towards my cupboard taking out a t-shirt & short pajama for Preeti & spoke, "Preeti, yeh le aur jaa tu bhi fresh ho jaa. Fir saath mein sab dinner kar lete hain. Mujhe bohot bhuk lagi hai."
She smiled & took the clothes from me & went to freshen up. I sat beside my mother when she asked, "Kya hua Naina. Bohot thaki hui lag rahi hai. Office mein sab thik toh hain na, jyada workload hai kya?" I smiled at her concern & slept on her lap. "Haan maa.. Thoda thak gayi hun. Thoda aaram karungi na toh thik jo jaungi. Aap jyada fikar mat karo. Waise aaj khaane mein kya banaya hai aapne?", I asked her diverting her mind.
"Tumhara favorite, paneer burji aur saath mein Preeti ka favorite, gajar ka halwa. Chal main jaati hun kitchen mein. Tum dono aa jana bahar dinner ke liye, tab tak main dekhti hun tere papa kab tak aa rahe hain.", she said & went out of my room.
We all finished our dinner chatting happily. I told Preeti to go in my room meanwhile I would order some ice creams for us. Whenever we had night outs in either of our houses, ice cream was compulsory. My favorite being chocolate & hers roasted almond. I asked my parents if they would have ice creams. They wanted vanilla flavor & then I placed orders for us. I told them that the ice creams would arrive in the next fifteen minutes.
I left towards my room taking the cool water bottles & some chocolates from the refrigerator. When I entered my room, I saw Preeti sitting on the bed resting her head on the pillow at the backrest & scrolling through her phone. I kept the water bottles & chocolates on the side table & sat next to her.
She kept the phone aside & looked at me questioning with her raised eyebrows. It looked funny though. But I knew it was time to tell her everything. I took a deep breath & was going to speak when the doorbell rang. After a few moments, I heard my mother knocking my door. I looked at Preeti & said, "Shayad ice creams aa gaye. Ruk main abhi lekar aayi."
I collected the ice creams from my mother & locked the door after bidding her goodnight. I came back to my bed & handed Preeti her roasted almond ice cream & sat opposite her with my chocolate one.
I exhaled slowly after finishing my ice cream & spoke to Preeti, "Sameer ne mujhe aaj kuch poocha. Jiske liye mujhe tumhari help chahiye." Preeti just raised her one eyebrow at me & I continued stuttering a little, "Usne poocha ki kya main uski Fake Girlfriend ban sakti hun?"
I closed my eyes as I knew she would start shouting at me for this. But I heard nothing from her. So I opened my eyes slowly to look at her. There was confusion written all over her face. She was frowning at me. I took a deep breath again & told her everything that had happened that day with Sameer. The whole conversation came out word to word. I saw lot of reactions crossing her face but she didn't voice it out in between.
When I finished, she looked surprised & stunned. I could see her wet eyes. But I wasn't sure that her wet eyes were for me or for Sameer. "Kuch toh bol Preeti. Aise kyun chup ho gayi.", I said a little restlessly.
After a few moments, she spoke, "Naina sach sach bataa. Tu kya karna chahti hai. Tera dil kya keh raha hai. Kya tujhe Sameer ki sirf Fake Girlfriend bankar rehna hai yaa tujhe tere sapno ka Rajkumar real mein chahiye hai?" I knew what she was trying to do. She wanted me to rant out all my frustrations & feelings that I was going through throughout that day.
"Naina main jaanti hun tu Sameer se bohot pyaar karti hai. Bhale hi tune kabhi mujhe kaha nahi. Par maine dekha hai tujhe usse dekhte hue. Teri ankhon mein saaf saaf sab dikhta hai. Tera pyaar. Tera concern. Tu kuch bhi bahane banakar usse din mein ek baar toh dekh hi liya karti hai. Aur jab woh na aaye, toh kaise teri shakal utar jaaya karti hai. Aur aaj maine teri bechaini bhi dekhi. Kaise tu woh wapas tujhe milne nahi aaya toh tune usse khudse call kar liya. Naina bataa mujhe tu kya feel karti hai Sameer ke liye. Aaj toh mujhe sab sach jaanna hi hai. Bol Naina... Kya tu Sameer se pyaar karti hai?", Preeti asked me with a lot of concern written on her face.
It was time for me to open up to her. Let my feelings out. Let her help me with the dilemma I was going through. Let my best friend know all about my feelings.
"Haan Preeti, main Sameer se bohot pyaar karti hun. Jab se maine usko pehli baar apne office mein dekha, tab se hi usse pehli nazar mein pyaar ho gaya. Kitni paagal hun na main. Maine aaj tak kisi ladke ko gaur se nahi dekha, aur mujhe pehli nazar mein pyaar ho gaya, woh bhi Sameer se. Mujhe khud ko vishwas nahi ho raha. Yeh sab kaise hua. Mujhe uski har cheez pasand hai. Uski kaatilana smile se leke, uski gehri aankhen, uske woh silky baal, uska sab kuch." I said having a faraway look.
"Par abhi aise lagta hai jaise yeh bas ek tarfa pyaar hi reh jayega. Preeti woh bohot pyaar karta hai Sunaina se. Usne jab mujhe yeh sab bataya, mera dil ekdum se toot gaya. Mere saare sapne toot gaye. Unke photos insta par jab dekti thi toh mujhe kahin kahin na lagta tha ki unn dono ke kuch hai. Par kabhi yeh nahin laga ke Sameer us Sunaina se itna pyaar karta hoga.", I said sobbing & crying terribly.
Preeti came next to me in an instant & offered me the water bottle. I took & drank a sip of it. She was continuously rubbing my back to sober me down. But it was all in vain. I had finally broken up in front of my soul sister. I won't be able to do that in front of anyone & she knew that too.
After a few minutes, she said taking my hand in hers, "Toh ab kya karegi Naina. Usko jawaab toh dena hai na. Kya tu uski help karegi, uski Fake Girlfriend bankar?"
I looked at her & answered slowly, "Haan... Main Sameer ki help karungi Preeti. Main usse pyaar karti hun, iska yeh matlab toh nahin ki woh bhi mujhse pyaar kare. Aur waise bhi Sameer uska pyaar paane ke liye mujhse help maang raha hai, toh main uski help zaroor karungi. Sameer ko uska pyaar zaroor milega, uski Sunaina zaroor milegi. Fir bhale hi mera pyaar adhura reh jaaye. Main sab dekh sakti hun Preeti, par uska dil toot te hue nahi dekh sakti. Uska dard nahi dekh sakti. Aaj jab maine uske aankhon mein aansoon dekhe toh mera dil baith gaya. Apna pyaar na milne ka dard kya hota hai, woh maine aaj mehsoos kar liya. Aur agar mere help se Sameer ko uska pyaar milta hai toh main samjungi ki mera pyaar safal hua. Sameer ko main uska pyaar dilane ke liye, main uski Fake Girlfriend banungi. Uske liye toh kuch bhi karungi. Bas main Sameer ko khush dekhna chahti hun. Aur uski khushi Sunaina hai. Abhi toh sirf mujhe uski Fake Girlfriend banna hai. Main toh uske liye apni jaan bhi de sakti hun."
She smiled hearing my decision. She spoke fondly looking at me, "Main jaanti thi tu yahi karegi. Tujhe acche se jaanti hun main bachpan se. Tu khud se pehle hamesha dusron ki khushi rakhti hai. Aur yahan toh Sameer ki baat hai, tera pyaar hai woh. Uski khushi ke liye toh tu kisi bhi hadd tak jaayegi. Main tere faisle mein tere saath hun. Tujhe kabhi bhi, kuch bhi help chahiye hogi mujhse, toh mujhe batana. I'm always at your service madam. Par agar Sameer ya Sunaina ne tujhe jaan bujhkar hurt kiya toh chodungi nahi dono ko. Samjhi tu?"
I smiled through tears & hugged her tightly letting go of myself again. She kept holding me, rubbing my back till I stopped crying. I calmed down after sometime which seemed like an eternity. She offered me some water & made me lie down on the bed. She stroked my hair & asked, "Tu coffee piyegi?" I smiled & nodded positively.
She came back with two cups of coffee. I was still on bed & she sat on the chair next to the bed. We drank our coffees in silence. After a while I spoke, "Preeti... Tere paas Sameer ka number hai kya? Mujhe usse baat karni hai. Mera decision batana hai."
Her eyebrows furrowed & she spoke a little hesitantly, "Naina time dekh raat ka ek baj raha hai abhi. Tujhe abhi baat karni hai usse. Waise bhi mere paas uska number nahi hai. Toh kaise baat karegi."
I dropped on my pillow with a thud. I spoke disappointedly, "Jaane de. Main usse Monday ko hi bataa dungi ab." Preeti couldn't see the disappointment on my face & suggested, "Tu na Sameer ko insta pe message kar de. Jab dekhega tab reply kar dega."
I thought about it & smiled at her affirmatively. I took my phone & clicked on his profile. I typed a message for him, "Hiiii Sameer. Mujhe tumse important baar karni hai. Kya hum kal mil sakte hai? Mere paas tumhara number nahi tha isliye yahan message kar rahi hun. Good night." I took a deep breath & clicked on send button.
I gave a thumbs up to Preeti. She smiled & came next to me on the bed. "Chal ab bohot raat ho gayi hai. Hum so jaate hai. Sameer jab message dekhega kal subah tab reply kar dega. Aur ab jyada apna dimaag mat dauda aur shanti se soja.", she said yawning a bit.
I knew she was feeling sleepy so I nodded & we both laid down on the bed. I switched off the bed side lamp. Within few minutes she slept. But sleep had eluded me. I was continuously thinking about Sameer. I didn't know his plan. But yet I was ready to do anything for him. I waited for the next morning to arrive soon so I could see him again & talk to him.
Just as I was going to close my eyes, I heard my phone vibrate. My heart skipped a beat when I saw that I had got a reply from Sameer. I instantly clicked on the message. I got up from my bed slowly without disturbing Preeti's sweet sleep & went towards the balcony.
I opened his message which read, "Hii Naina. Main bhi tumse milna chahta hun. Kya tum mujhe kal shaam 5 baje R-City Mall mein milogi? Tum chaho toh Preeti ko bhi saath laa sakti ho."
I replied to his message with a smile, "Okk... Tum mujhe kal Mall ke entrance pe hi milna. Main Preeti ko bhi saath lekar aaungi. Tum bhi chaaho toh Munna aur Pandit ko saath laa sakte ho."
I got his reply in the next minute which had a thumbs up smiley. I kept the phone aside & tried sleeping. I don't know when I slept after that. When I got up the next day, I found my bed's other side empty. I went towards the kitchen where I found Preeti sitting with my parents having breakfast.
I was still rubbing my eyes when my mother spoke, "Arey uth gayi beta. Jaa fresh hokar aaja. Naashta taiyar hi hai." I smiled fondly at her & said, "Good morning Maa Papa. Good morning Preeti. Maa mujhe abhi bhuk nahi hai. Main baad mein nashta kar lungi. Main abhi fresh ho jaati hun."
My mother nodded & I left towards my room to freshen up & start my day. When I came out from the bathroom, I saw Preeti sitting on the chair & checking my phone. I coughed a little so she got my attention. She looked at me with a mischievous smile & teased, "Kya baat hai Naina. Sameer ne toh tujhe raat ko hi reply bhi de diya huh... Shayad usse bhi neend nahi aa rahi hogi. Aur yeh bhi likha hai ki main bhi aa sakti hun. Waaahhhhh.... Yeh sahi hai. Toh madam... Kya tum chahti ho ke main bhi saath chalun ya tumhe akele hi jaana hai. The choice is all yours. Fir mat kehna ki main kabab mein haddi ban gayi."
I knew she was joking but still I said to her seriously, "Preeti... Main chahti hun ki tum bhi mere saath chalo. Jaise maine tumhe sab bataa diya hai waise hi Sameer ne bhi Munna aur Pandit ko sab bataa diya hoga. Woh bhi aayenge. Toh please tu bhi chalna mere saath."
She nodded in a yes. She went back home in the afternoon & promised me that she will meet me directly at the mall. I was a little nervous as I was going to tell my decision to Sameer in the presence of our friends. I was finally ready to be his FAKE GIRLFRIEND.
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