Sometimes I just stare at his pictures and videos and wonder is he really gone? I look at his face, arms, neck, chest and wonder is he really not there anywhere on this planet anymore? It hurts so much when I realize that the answer is that he really is gone and we will never see him again. It feels so gloomy when I think about him.
Sometimes I just think about his karma and cry, I may sound silly but honestly this is like a case that would have been sweeped under the rug if it was someone else.... He must have some quota of good deeds and energy backing him that so many people genuinely WANT to know what happened to him!
 
 
 
  
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
  
  
 
 
  
  
 
 
  
 
  
  
 
  
  
 
  
  
 
  
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
         
          
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