Originally posted by: asmi_joya
7 years of knowing each other and 6 and half year of relationship. Her post is just the right amount of tribute she could give him. Not posting their old pictures, which might as well not be respectable enough to her current partner and showing all the love in just that one quote. She and Mahesh Shetty were the only ones who did not bother to restrict their comment sections probably to much in grief to deal with the loss. (Even Ankita's current limited the comments). Like one of her friend recently said , ANkita doesnt care about what people are talking about her. SHe just keeps saying "He can not do this" She is just stuck there. I know why she was in such a shock. I did not know she would be when I initially heard about SUshant. But when the first article came out about her howling after his death and her appearance in his house to meet his family. I knew this had grappled her really hard. A part of her heart was stuck at where they parted ways and a part went away with him. She would probably know that she wont be the same Ankita, she was some five years back again. All I coul see after seeing her post is Dignity. Thinking about Ankita overwhelms me with emotions. I have seen her in the last four years and I dont really want to talk about her on the forum.
But she showcased so much poise in handling this. This is what happens when you lose someone close to you., you dont care about what is being talked about you. You dont come out with explanations, about how you feel , about clarifications. You just feel and grieve. Ankita much love to you.
The only way they all can cope up with this loss is accepting that he was the child of god. And was called back because god missed him. Probably this is what she is doing it.
Two people who gained my respect are Mahesh Shetty and Ankita. Like others, who kept talking about his mathematics and his astrophysics , I dont see it in the posts of the ones, who really knew him through.
Do re read Shraddha's post. One post which described him beautifully. She spoke about it all from stars , physics to music to poetry to books. They genuinely seemed to have developed a nice friendship. Even during the lockdown Shrads had posted a book Sush gave her.
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