Aditya at age 16
I walk into the room and try to shake Ma from her stupor, but she hardly looks at me, every once in a while, she'd say "Harsh left." And that's all we get from her that night. Puja calls her mother over as we were struggling to get her to do anything and Arjun would be coming home soon.
Ma was admitted to the hospital and I had to not go to school as Puja's mother had to go to work the next day and Ma was coming home. We sent Arjun to our grandparents house for a month, we never told them the whole story, just that Pa was a little sick so he never witnessed anything.
That night I looked at the spoilt furniture, looked at the empty house and decided to never make the mistake of forgiving Pa again, I stopped physically waiting for him to come back home a long time ago, but I always had an unwavering hope in my heart that he'd stay and never leave.
Now I hope he stays where he is because me, Ma and Arjun will be just fine without him. I have been taking care of them all this time and will continue to do so without him. His hurt Ma way too much and I won't let him do the same to Arjun.
In spite of his promise to himself, in spite of everything they went through during those months Pa was gone and Aditya missed him. He kept hoping to hear his footsteps, he didn't go to comfort his mother at night anymore, because he too was struggling to not cry himself to sleep every night. Instead he'd sneak out at night as he had no phone and go talk to Puja for a while.
After many days, his mother got better, they moved into granny and grand pa's home.
They protected Arjun as best as they could from the truth. He promised his ma that even if Pa left them, he will always be here for them. They will be fine without him. She still cried herself to sleep sometimes, but they both slowly, no longer waited for a man who never wanted to be around them in the first place. Aditya was finally getting used to living without his Pa. He didn't hope that his Pa will walk in through the door anymore, instead he hoped Mr Hooda would never come back, because a Pa would not have left them alone and keep on leaving them for another, but Mr Hooda would and did...
Present.
There is an echo of the past all around Aditya, only this time no one to walk it with. 'I refuse to grieve for a cheater again.' He thinks to himself.
Zoya looks up at the man sitting next to her and seeing how intently his looking at something on the ground where her Yash and the other person she has not looked at lay. She follows his gaze and finds Yash holding a feminine hand, she has on gold bangles and a silky material for women, the woman is also dead.
She stares at the hands not understanding what she's seeing. She looks at Yash's face then his hand holding another womans hand and at the man looking at the joined hands with anger on his face, his tears dried and no longer crying. ‘Was this woman married?’ Her mind is unable to process what is going on, she immediately dismisses that thought and removes Yash's head from her lap, bends her knees close to her chest and puts her hands-on top of them making herself small.
For a while Aditya and Zoya look at Puja and Yash holding hands, like intruders watching a married couples intimate moment.
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