Dil se Dil tak
Chapter 25
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(Note : I am extremely sorry for posting it so late. Thank you friends for again encouraging me to continue. I am sure you might have even forgotten the story, itna gap jo tha...:(. But if still you remember, please dont miss to read..:) I have split the chapters into 2 parts. Part1 - part2 in two different post. )))))))))))))))))))))))
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PART-1
“Dude,. You have changed. I can sense that. Tell me, when did you last had sex? Don’t tell me tere itne bure din aa gaye hai . A famous indian celebrity, Mr Arnav singh raijyada , a happening model , aur pata nahi aajkal kaha khoya rehta hai… . please tell me the truth ..No Gf, No affair, No one night stand…….I think you are now on the verge of wanting to regain back your virginity. Sanyas lene ka irada hai?”
“F**k off Karan. I am in no mood to deal with your nonsense. I am on my way to airport. Call you later.
Karan could next hear only a beep sound. Stars winked like sequins on a dark velvet gown. Puffing his cigar, karan was watching the sky when he heard some footsteps slowly coming towards his direction and suddenly before he could analyze something, there was a beam of light falling on his face from the same direction.
“Who is that?” , karan asks overlooking towards the direction from which the light came.
The footsteps came near to him and suddenly the torch light was switched off. “Arey karan babu . What are you doing at backyards of haveli? .” Karan noticed it was Thakur’s manager Pillai speaking keeping his footsteps toward shim.
“oh Pillai, you scared me off. I was just having a look around. “ As karan spoke, Pillai grinned wide showing off his tobacco laden teeth.
“By the way,. Where have you being? ” Karan continued..
Pillai face was suddenly pale. He then managed to give karan some convincing answer.
“Pillai, I always wondered what it is at backyard of haveli. I never got a chance to visit there”
“That’s reason you were having a walk in the midnight ? “ Pillai grinned again showing off his bad tooth.
Karan has to extend his day stay in kumpta village. Thakur had asked him to stay for a day more and leave for Mumbai. Although he liked the atmosphere of haveli and the surrounding greenery, but he always preferred his Mumbai’s busy life style compared to the village, where no one would care nor interferes in anyone’s shoes. Karan briefed Pillai about city’s lifestyle how it holds true to tag line-‘The city that never sleeps’. Pillai was more curious to know about Mumbai women, about the glamour world about film stars. Both were enjoying each other company for the night. Pillai later offered variety oflocal village drink which thakur would have denied for karan. Karan relished as something new and powerfull and later on went on to explain pillai more about the relationship people develop and how he always stanched on one night stand relationship in Mumbai.People don’t have time and space to invest in relationship Pillai. So no commitments to be fulfilled, but sometime I wish I value more for relation and settle down but you know it is never that easy…. Pillaya then tells him about his family, few affairs and how here in village it’s is no different than city. People still cheat their wife and enjoy behind the doors. A casual drink discussion went on with matter of women.
Karan then suddenly remembered those blue eyes(sheetal) women that he had seen from his car mirror.He knew she was married, but somehow when he saw her husband going back from haveli alone, he was curious to know more about her and where she disappeared suddenly and in that drinking overdose, karan finally enquires about sheetal . Pillaya’sjaw drop suddenly making a serious face seeing Karan , giving out a ogle look. “ I mean, I was just curious, she was so beautiful , I saw her disappearing into here, the same way . You know how thakur uncle is, I never dared to ask him..” Karan corrected his sentence
Pillaya suddenly laughs out hard. He then looked to his side to make sure no one would hear him speaking.
“wo ladki, city ki hai. She is not of this village. She works here. Her room is just few meters away”
Pillaya hide all the precise details about the sheetal,about her husband and how she was sold to thakur , and now she is thakur’s keep till he is bored. He did not reveal anything to Karan, instead convinced karan that she is just mere worker working for haveli. Karan , who was already high on his drink did not further question anything. Pillaya convinced karan to meet her once and assured him that she would not deny of his request. But nothing comes free of cost for a dealer. Pillaya took this as an opportunity and put with a condition that he needs some commission to keep the matter secret with everyone and also need to persuade her.
“I will give you tripple . Take me to her. I am longing to see her from the moment I saw her in my car. Uski aankohn mai kuch nasha tha, aisa lag rahatha dekhta hi rahu…’
Are men so sick? weak ? or they need a sex dosage often? Was karan too one among them? He was a women centric person; He liked to woo girls at all the big parties and eventually most of the late night parties ended with a one night stand. He missed all that fun from many days as he was busy with his assignment. Well, the drink fuel has already taken over his body. Pillaya took karan to the backyard haveli which he was accessing in thakur’s absence. Bit of bribe, money, drink and none would open their mouth to thakur.
pillaya pushed aside the room door “Is she the same girl you asked about?” pillaya asked turning towards karan.
“yeah. She is the one. …? Karan saw Sheetal sitting motionless overlooking small window. She was hardly wearing anything. But did that matter? Her soul itself was drifted apart.
Karan stood there, watching her.
“Sir ji,don’t think more,…enjoy kijiye.. afterall thakurji has ordered to take well care of you...” Withthat Pillai left karan and closed the main entrance door behind him and started counting the big bundle of notes.
Karan smiled. Well, he wanted now to calm down his already spiked male harmone, nothing else mattered to him. But he did not knew his life is going to change forever ---
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There was sound of water gurgling down the drain pipes.Headlights of cars beamed proudly yellow flame in the gloom. Wind whispered through the branches and rustled the leaves .Rain hammered on car window panes…Today the nature was loudly thundering…bursting out all its madness….But none of them were echoing to Arnav. He was blindly looking outside the car window. There was heaviness in his heart, which he was not able to reciprocate, his eyes wanted to unload those bucket of water filled deep beneath, but his brain was as usual empowering over his heart. Arnav was feeling uneasy. He pressed his head hard, closed his wrist tightly. Why am I feeling so irritated suddenly? Khushi’s words were echoing again
“My Marriage has got fixed”.
That realization of love, acceptance of love is very difficult piece to unravel. It’s very difficult to realize in that initial stage when you have actually fallen in love with someone, when you have actually started feeling for someone, when your heart sings with rhythmic notes in their presence. , you long to see that person time and again. Their thoughts, time spent with them fill that void. But is it always same way? This is what love is? The definition defers from person to person. But for arnav, it was khushi’s presence which was varying his mood, her silly talks, silly arguments with him. He loved to see her again and again and hear her talking all through the day. But it was far from his understanding. He was still not in a state to accept that he has started liking khushi’s presence in his life. He need not have to pretend infront of her. His heart beat a thousand waves when he sees her. He would forget round himself when she is infront.. If this is not love, then what is?
“Damm, why am I feeling so uneasy. Muje kyu itna pharak padh raha hai”. He closed his fists hard.
He gets a call from karan, who was pulling his legs. When karan started asking about his recent date or any relationship, Arnav shut his mouth.
“Dude,. You have changed. I can sense that. Tell me, when did you last had sex? Don’t tell me tere itne bure din aa gaye hai . A famous indian celebrity, Mr Arnav singh raijyada , a happening model , aur patanahi aajkal kaha khoya rehta hai… . please tell me the truth ..No Gf, No affair, No one night stand…….I think you are now on the verge of wanting to regain back your virginity. Sanyas lene ka irada hai?”
“F**k off Karan. I am in no mood to deal with your nonsense. I am on my way to airport. Call you later. Arnav straight away cut his call.But he mind did register Karan words. When was the last time he was with anyone, or in relationship? . Infact he himself was taken aback, that karan to some point was right. Why why why? “ Maybe just work pressure?” Karan is silly. He convinced and closed his eyes again.And khushi’ face popped up again.
He remembered his first encounter with her, when he first bumped into her.
“Dekh ke nayi chal sakte”… she had suddenly fainted and he has held her in his arms. He was mesmerized by that beautiful face with no makeup. She was like an angel. He was awestruck with her beauty and innocent child like face.
He met her again the next day in orange saree. The flash of him meeting her again in Singapore airport appeared before him, also how he accused her of following him, how he dropped her back to her hotel room in shanghai. How he was under an impression that she may be someone hogging on him, someone who was from ad agency who was hired to write on about his personal life. He jobed at her in Chinese fashion event and how he asked her for dinner just to overcome his guilt for putting her life in danger... ..all their meetings which he presumed happened coincidently were flashing in front of his eyes.
When someone has touched and taken a place in your heart,however more you try to ignore them, you are going to feel the void in your life for their absence. Arnav was in the same position. In last few months he did not even realize how Khsuhi has indirectly printed her image in his heart. How it annoyed him when every time she would pass tantrums of not knowing him as an actor. And then when he least expected life brings back infront of him again- he was taken away by the truth that she was working in their company.
Arnav pinched his fingers hard thinking about it all. “Why it’s affecting me so much dam!” She was beautiful, hardworking, smart and different. Not the one he would always see in biz world or someone who would wander near him. But she was different. She did not care of his status, or his money. She did not even know he was an actor. He looked at the dark sky above him. Swallowed his lump
And then the sentence “My marriage has got fixed” Khushi’s words were echoing in arnav’s mind back and again
He was blindly cleared all the security checks on reaching airport. His destination- dubai was a long flight journey. He plugged his earphones put the music on loud to that can hit his eardrums hard so that he peacefully shut off the world behind him. Sleep took a toll.
He got up suddenly with some random announcement by the pilot.
His head again started aching badly. He drank a glass of lemon juice. Memories of his mother surfaced infront him. “Everyone will go away and everyone has to go away. Nothing is permanent.“ he thought
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Shanghai
“Aman!, please pick up the phone.’ Khushi was re-dialing aman number. She was in disbelief. She was recollecting her mother’s words again and again.
“Khushi ,” Garima started crying. “amma, tell me what happened. All ok? Did aman and his family tell you something” Khushi asked being tensed.
“Nahi beta. What he will tell. He has come like god in our family. “
“Phir kya hua? “
“Some 4-5 people who looked like local goons, suddenly barked inside home and were asking about you. Made some noise and warned us and asked us to inform you that , you should not interfere in anyone’s matter.”
“Whaat?. Goons? Gunde? About me? Amma, maine kisi ka kya kiya hai. And I am here in shanghai!. Not even in bangalore. Phir? Aman was there?”
“He was the one who handled the matter. USke baad to don’t know how landlord got to know, what happned to him. He rushed inside and suddenly told to vacate the house in 4 days. “
“vacate the house . 4 days mein? Amma, what you are saying?Uncle aisa kyu kahenge. We have been staying there for such a long time?, But wo gunde? ”
“I don’t know khushi, who were those goons…You have to tell me? . They took your name out there. Kisi sai kuch ched chaad hui thi kya..I have told you many times, don’t and never interfere in anyones matter..kisi gunde ko sunakar aayi thi kya aane sai pehali”.
“No amma. I don’t know anything such. I am in shanghai . not in Bangalore. You know right I don’t have any issue with anyone. I dont know about this anything. If anyone has to come, they would have come much early…I have left Bangalore from many days, why would someone come after these many day ssuddenly…aur Aman? His parents? Their reaction?
“Pata nahi Khushi. Iam worried, tensed. Thanks to Aman he handled the matter. Wo to mera beta nikla sach mein.Abhi to shaadi bhi fix nahi hui, damaad bhi nahi hai, phir bhi he spoke. I cannot forget what he did for me today infront of everyone, Infront of all neighbours. He convinced everyone that it should be some misunderstanding and he was confident that you would never do such a thing to bring bad name”
Khushi was silent. This was she least expected from Aman infact from any man who could support to such a level. But her mind was thinking onabout those goons. She was feeling restles..
“Amma. Trust me.. I didn’t have issue with anyone. I am sure kuch misunderstanding hui hogi”
“They have taken your name Khushi. Why don’t you understand… I am equally scared…I am so thankful to aman. You know everything could have got destroyed”
“Amma, I am seriously telling. I didn’t have any personal issue with anyone. And amma…”
“I don’t know what has happened. But the thing is those guys did not look good, they came and asked for you. Aman handled it so well. He convinced his parents too. Nahi to shaadi cancel ho ho jaati, sath sath izzat bhi lut jaati. Well, now a new tension of vacating this house has surfaced. Owner to piche hi padh gaya hai. Amanis convincing him lot, but he is not agreeing.... We had so much plans. Had planned to go sheetal’s in laws home, Next month engagement ki date hai. So much preparation and now suddenly all this… and you are sitting there..”garima started crying endlessly.
“Amma, trust me first. Who came and for what, I really don’t know…but amma,listen…iam coming there soon.! Promise. !aap shaant ho jayei. I will take care of it. “ khsuhi has to console garima for more than a hour.
Although she tried toact confident and brave infront of her mother, but she was worried, equally tensed. This was an unexpected shock she could least expect. She tried to recollect all the evens from her neighbourhood, office before she was leaving Bangalore. But she could not find any link which could lead into this. “Why and who would have problem with me? And why would someone try to defame me?Maine kiska kya bigada hai? I should not interfere and mind my own business? ..” maine kya kiya hai?
Before she could invest more of her time thinking about the incident, she first wanted to talk with Aman and understand the situation. “Aman,I am so sorry, and offcourse thank you. I am sorry. I really don’t know who are they … totally clueless. Just got the news from amma…I am really…
“relax khushi. don’t worry. I trust you. I am sure some misunderstanding. I have handled the matter. Tum tension mat lo.” Aman was calm , composed.
“I really dont know who are they and Amma has suddenly become so serious and emotional .Can you just let me know who were the people, what happened exactly. And before that I need to thank you first. Really thank you, but trust me. I am not sure who these people are. As far as I remember I haven’ had any grudge with someone nor any issue. I am totally clueless”. Khsuhi was speaking with some heaviness in her heart and guilt as if she had committed some crime.
“Khushi calm down, I have sorted out the mater. They did not even bother to tell anything in detail. Just gave warning and went off. I am sure some misinterpretation. If they come again don’t worry , will lodge a complaint. You need not be anxious ok. I am there and I will be always there for you. And eah,before going back to states, I will try to sort the house issue. I am convincing your landlord. Let see. .I will try my best to search for new house if he don’t change his mind.So just relax”
“Thank you so much Aman. Means a lot to help me and my family and most importantly trusting me”
“They are my family too khushi. and I love you. So stop saying thank you again and again.”
And khushi realized again that she could not be selfish pursuing her own dreams. She thanked her stars that she is going to marry such a good human being whom she can rely upon. But the constant thoughts of incident visuals kept coming in front of her. Who should have a problem with me? Putting my family in trouble? Why would someone do this? I need to soon book the tickets back to Bangalore. Kaam bhaad mai jaye. Family first”
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Arnav clears the immigration process in dubai airport and gets into a car which was sent for him. He was here in dubai for an annual dubai fashion event and an award ceremony. Well, when he was planning for his propaganda he gets a call from an unknown number.
“Arnie darling. Welcome to dubai”
“Sheren? ”
“Oh , my planets are really happy with me. You remember my voice!.
“Common. How r you? “
“You are asking me now? You didn’t even bother to reply for any of my msgs and calls Arnav”?
“Sheren. My work assignment. You know it better.”
“Yes darling. I know. But now you are in my city. Well, join for a drink?“
“Sheren , Actually iam just pretty tired. Shall we catch up after fashion event tomorrow. “. Arnav has declined sheren offer, but the constant remembrance of khushi’s words was making him to push his limit . “When did you last had sex?Virgin…” karan words impacted him. Well , not love, not lust but he wanted that break from khushi’s thoughts. He wanted more to prove himself that khushi’s words did not bother him and he is not affected by him. He was falsely convincing himself.
He kept his phone on silent and went back to sleep in his 7star hotel room.
“Maa , Don’t go ma.Please don’t leave me and go.. dad please stop..why are you not stopping her..”
His body was shivering and he suddenly wakes up. It was his usual routine, to wake up in the middle of night from his reparative dream.
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Next day Arnav was busy with fashion event . Interviews, brading,make up . Occupied his busy day. Well,in the field Arnav is,there are many rich famous models, actress, business daughters who would want someone like Arnav. And Dubai, the place for all such society celebrities. Sheren was one of the tall society girl settled in dubai. Arnav was not committed to her, all their meeting would usually end with one night stand and end on happy note. No commitments, no fuss. That was the deal.
Arnav, you ok? You are here physically, but look like you have been wandering somewhere. You are just into your drink from the moment you have come....I am trying to build up the atmosphere but you look so disturbed. You are into your own world. What’s bothering? .
“Nothing. Tired of that fashion event”
I am sure it’s not that. You always loved dubai fashion event. Infact I am sure, it’s not related to your work ,business or anything. You are smart enough to handle all these.”
“No Khushi is not bothering me”. Arnav in rage takes khushi name
“Khushi?. Who is khushi?” Sheren asks
Aran closed his eyes and pressed his closed fist.
“ah ha. Look like you have fallen in love my man..” she jumps near him.
“Love! For god sake..Why would I love khushi. she is not of my type..”
“We women can quickly understand it. She must be really special if she has taken place in your heart, otherwise Arnav singh raijyada and a thoughtprocess on a girl. Not a chance?
Arnav was silent. Did not reply anything, but just gazing over the dubai city from the windows. Sheren hugs him from behind.
“Iam jealous arnie”
“common, it’s nothing . For god sake not my love. She is working in our company and I had few business discussions with her. Bas dimag mai aa raha tha uska naam. “
“Kab wo dimag sai yaha dil tak reach ho jayegi..you will never know…..it’s just matter of few moments… and I can sense she has already reached that place..your reaction changed with her name..I could sense that..…Mr handsome- Attraction, attachment, trust, missing the moment…all are signs of falling in love….. …Try to accept…Go to her before its late..”
“SHutup …” Arnav brushed off her hands and took one more drink
The words were echoing inside him…”Attraction- no doubt he got attracted towards her in his very first meet and infact every time he met her.…Attachment..-he liked her company. He missed her whenshe came late to office….. …he remembered the moments they shared during dinner..ek bar pani puri kaho road side walai..5 star hotel ka khana bhool jaoge…. she was one crazy happy go girl
“Don’t burn your feelings inside ARnav. Express your feeling if you really feel for her..i know you never believed in love and you just never had an emotional relationship with any girl… but ..think..”
“Rubbish. I don’t have time to even invest on these. She is not my type and cannot be .No one has any place in my heart”.
There was a sound of tray shaking. Both sheren and Arnav looked towards the way the sound was coming.”Savita. keep the snacks here and you can for the day”
“Madam. He is arnav singh raijyada. Omg. I see him daily tanha dil.”She kept watching arnav.
“Savita!. Leave.” She was quick and turned to look at Arnav’” Arnie I am sorry. I know you hate this situation of fans in personal time. But she is my new maid. Infact she does not know all these maid handling duties..She was a prostitute.”
Arnav cold look went off and he suddenly looked towards sheren.
“I mean, someone from India sold her to some rich client and you know she somehow escaped. I happen to dash with her in 5 star hotel. She kept crying holding me. I bought her here with me.
“God!, being the women activist, I still cant do anything on this. Money,power and men!. “
“Don’t always judge men!. These women are equally responsible. Common they will be knowing what they will be into? They will have 100 ways to come out. But you know many like it. Don’t tel me, I hear this often being in industry. Lakhs together money flow.. And Women want money!”
“I agree, many come in this business for money. But all women are not same”
“All have option to come out. They stay and go with their wish!. It’s the truth. Stop giving feminist statement. “
“ok. So what about this lady..Savita. She got cheated and she escaped.”
“May be she might have different plan. Be careful. Don’t trust so easily”
“Common Arnav. Start trusting women. Gosh”.
“Uff. Bye. See you. Have a flight to catch up tomorrow “
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