Ep 57: Jis beti ko iss duniya ne maar diya tha, ab woh laut aayi hai

Predictable, much? I had told in my earlier posts that Nandini is mentally unwell. Knowing nothing about the going on in Maya's life, was very much a sign of her being mentally unwell. And thank you CVs, for proving my point right. She was in a psychiatric facility for 7 years and conveniently her brain wiped out 1 year of her life, where she lost her son, daughter, husband. I guess both mother and daughter are the same in this matter. Manvi in her defense mechanism to reduce the agony, pain and loss created Maya Jaisingh who was forged in darkness, hate and revenge. Nandini in her defense mechanism to reduce her pain and loss forgot that very moment that led to the destruction of her family. Well, let's see how does it go for Nandini henceforth. Please amma, jaldi thik ho jana.🤗

Ab wo mausam (Diya) khatm hone wala hai - Well, aaj ta lagta hai role reversal ho gaya hai. Usually, Antara is drunk, tonight Diya was drunk. Aur ussi drunk condition me, to add insult to injury is Maya ki maya. But was Maya wrong in what she told Diya? Maya has been there, done that and she knows quite well, what happens when Mrityunjay's women change according to his mood and whim. Diya thinks she is neither another woman nor a small fling and she tries to convince herself of how secure she is, in a bid to put down Maya. But the difference here Diya is, Maya is no longer some man's 'shauk', she is someone's 'wife', and the man she married does not change women like clothes. In fact, he appreciates all the women in his life, it's only the women who don't understand the value of a man like Rudra. But Maya does, and that is why she is proud to be Maya Rudra Roy. But Diya is Mrityunjay's 'shauk' only which has lasted longer than it should and if she tries raising her voice, she will also see what Manvi saw - 'mitti me mil jana'. But I know for one thing Diya is no Manvi. She is a clever bi**ch to have lasted so long in the Roy mansion. She will not leave Mrityunjay Roy so easily. But frankly what Maya did today, is the Maya I want to see every day. Playing mind games, maya ka mayajaal. And hopefully courageous enough to play the same with the big bad wolf, someday.

Dil toota hai, dard badne do tabhi to Maya ki beemari uske andar se niklegi - Mrityunjay, agar tu samajh paata na ki 'beemari' aur 'pyaar' ka fark kya hota hai, to tu apni biwi ko appreciate karta, usko lataarta nahi. And frankly, he doesn't know the trajectory of Rudra and Maya's relationship. Just because they know each other for less than 3 months, does not mean that their love isn't strong or cannot stand the test of time. Rudra's love is so strong that it revived Manvi within Maya. That Manvi who you had killed. His love is so strong that each time Maya tries to do something dark and heinous, she chooses not to for Rudra. Rudra's love is so strong that made Maya gather the courage to not just walk out of the shadows into the light, but face you, which she never wanted to. Your confidence in Manvi's weakness fails to see the strength Maya is building every day, even though its baby steps. Sach to ye hai ki 'beemari' to tu hai, har aurat ke liye. Ab tujh jaise 'beemari' ko utaarne ke liye bhi kuch logo ke dil to tootenge hi. Wohi dekhna hai ab.

Jinke rishte me junoon hota hai, woh ek dusre se dur reh hi nahi sakte - This was Maya's response to Mrityunjay's beemari dialogue. As much as Rudra feels for Maya, the same Maya feels for Rudra. He may feel hurt and useless at times, but that does not mean he loves Maya any less. But alas, if Mrityunjay knew what love is like. If Mrityunjay can play on Rudra's insecurities, Maya also knows where this insecurity comes from. Since Mrityunjay just cannot see anything above himself, he cannot see that Rudra is not hurt because of his insecurity regarding his love, he is hurt because he knows Maya is here only for him and yet she did not reciprocate the way she usually does. He doesn't know or see that Maya can do anything for Rudra, and Rudra knows that. It is that very reason that he was expecting her to see in that dress, and when she did not it hurt him. Rudra is no less a lost boy sometimes. And his territorial nature is on another level. Rudra has seen loneliness like no one else, he is alone amongst his own family. He knows Maya only and only cares and loves him. But when she shows otherwise, apna Rudy boy maayus ho jata hai. But once his insecurities are appeased, I guess he will involve himself more onto Maya's history. And waise bhi woh Rudra hai, Bhole Shambhu, unko manane ke liye jyaada kuch karna nahi padta.

Sholon si dance:

Samjhon mera jo ishaara hai, jo bhi hai mera sab tumhara hai - Ok so this was playing when Maya was dancing with Rudra, it was like Maya was not just trying to appease Rudra but also telling him that whatever is mine, everything will always belong to him. Her love, her affection, her heart, and her soul, everything belongs to Rudra. That soul that Rudra intends to protect with his life. It is Maya's way of convincing her dear hubby that she loves him and always will only love him.

Tera muskurana, nazar yun jhukana mere liye hai, bas mere liye hai - Ok, so this wasn't shown in the episode, it was just another background score where Mrityunjay made Maya very uncomfortable. But, in the segments, this was the lyric playing when Mrityunjay was dancing with Maya. Mrityunjay ki life me sab auraton ki aukaad ek barabar hai, but jo auratein uss par girti padti hai - like Diya and Antara give a kick to his ego, but don't hold his interest. But Maya has captured his interest, why? Maya whom he assumed died back then, returned again into his life, Maya who hates his guts, Maya who loves another man who also happens to be his son with so much heart and passion, Maya about whom he discovers something new every day. And so Maya has piqued Mrityunjay's sanak to obsess, possess, own and control her, which I am sure won't go too well. And his 'I lead and you follow' is never happening. Maya will only follow one man by her free will and that is only Rudra. And honestly, Maya, stop looking at Rudra for support. As Rudra had once said, look for the light within yourself. Similarly, look for the courage within yourself.

Kisi ko apne pyaar ke beech mat aane dena - The entire scene between Maya, Rudra, and Nandini was sheer joy. They were genuine and heartwarming. And Rudra's 'ma' was like, finally Rudra ke life me aisa koi to aaya jisse woh 'Ma' keh sakta hai. It's like every negative person is being replaced by something more positive in Rudra's life. Nandini replaced Antara, someone, who will take care of him and he will not have to take care of. Maya replaced that place of love in Rudra's life, which he felt was only a remembrance of pain and agony. He found someone who only and only cares and loves him and has no place for anyone else in his life. Nandini ji is a sheer pleasure to watch. Diya ko uski aukaad aur Antara ko uski umra dikha di.😆👏. Nandini ji, aise hi sixer maarte rahiye. Mazaa aayega.

Rudra ka kaala dhaaga - Kisi ne Mrityunjay ko bataya nahi ki Rudra ke life ka kaala dhaaga sirf Maya hi hai. Aur ye kya naya siyappa paala hai. Ananya nahi hai to uski kami puri karne Aditya ko bhej diya. Lekin shakl se 'villain' wali feel kam, aur 'confused launda' wali feel jyaada aayi mujhe. Ek to Maya ne usse haath milaya nahi, frankly because she doesn't trust Mrityunjay's tattus, and phir usse Rudra ka bodyguard bana diya, jabki uska interest tha hi nahi, kyunki usko samajh nahi aaya ki exactly ho kya raha hai iss manhus khandaan me. Either ye dost ban sakta hai ya dushman. My bets are on the second.

Tere haathon koi galat kaam na ho - Haan auntyji, galat kaam hote hote reh gaya. Aapki beti 'khooni' se 'suhaagan' ban gayi. Aur jab tak aap ho, Rudra hai, aapki beti koi galat kaam nahi karegi. Lekin haan, aapko guarantee deni padegi ki jo Antara aur Diya ke saath kiya na, woh roz karna padega.😆 Mrityunjay is thoroughly mistaken if he thinks that bringing Nandini home will push Maya into a corner, and she will not be able to make any moves on them, then that is the most stupid trick in his book. Maya cares for her mom and Rajiv, but that has never stopped her from playing her games. And if Nandini is there, Rudra and Rajiv are there too Mrityunjay, and you have zero clues about the rapport, camaraderie, and bonding they share. So don't bajao your bandwagon so much, tumhari band bajne ka ab intezaar karo.

Other Highlights:

So Rajiv is in trouble, and Maya has 12 hours to save him. Ye 12 ghante tujh par kitna bhari padne wala hai Mrityunjay, you have no idea. Kyunki mera anumaan ye kehta hai ki 12 ghante baad tu jis Maya se milega na, woh koi aur hi Maya hogi. Please CVs, laajh rakh lena.

And btw, Going by @MoronskiMallika, aaj Diya and Antara both represented the chugalkhor chachis, really.🤣

P.S. Aur please, bheekh mangti hu main, editing ki ma behen karna band karo. Reception shyaam ko ho rahi hai, achanak subah ka scene beech me kyun daal diya? Aur dance dikhana hi nahi hai, to shoot kyun karte ho yaar. Kuch bhi mat kiya karo. Kahaani ka to mummy daddy ho rakha hai, editing aur dancing hi thik se dikha diya karo. Tumhare cliffhangers ki zarurat nahi hai hume. Isse ache kahaani hamare forumwaasi likh lete hai.

Anyway, that's from me tonight. Let's hear out you people.

I loved the entire analysis❤️ Especially whatever you wrote about MyRa was on point❤️

The lovestory is the only thing that the cvs have managed to hold together in the otherwise messed up story.I am not yet loosing interest in the show beacuse of MyRa and MyRa only to be honest.

The dance seen was so out of feels for me😳

First of all there was no need to give such steps..the actors were more busy in the steps than emotingand on top of that heavily edited

But what to do..as I have already mentioned..the editing team is high on Antara's drugs

Ps I want Maya to move out and stay with Rudra Nandini and Rajiv.Revenge ki to aise bhi ma behen ho chuki hain madam ka😆🤣

You are spot on when you say that Rudra brings out all the protective steak in Maya. For him, anything goes. Rudra is so into Maya, he wants Maya to just fall into his rang. Now, isn't it a little offline to expect someone whom you had just convinced to marry out of of the blue to change just because you say so... Yes, I get it that Maya is obsessed with Rudra and Rudra reciprocates. Shouldn't he give time to her. When you say, he will get over his blues and understand Maya, it makes sense. Anyways, i do like watching Rudra acting in a territorial way with Maya.

Maya+Rudra+Nandhini: i loved the scene too. The bonding was genuine.

Editing... the saga continues..

Brilliant analysis as usual reading your post is like watching the episode again with details

You just cover everything not like the editor of bh2 i really hope they didn't edit out Mayra painting romance like this

Nandini Rudra Maya scene gives the cute choti family feelings that's was really a positive thing I also hope Nandini being home with Maya didn't bring problem any more

Strong Maya ko dekh na hai pata nahi woh kab hoga liked how Maya showed Diya place one best scene Maya feel aaye also flashback mein Maya lambi baal dekhe

Finally an enjoyable episode after a long time. we got a nice break from MJ overdose, his overbearing presence around maya is testing my patience.

Which drug is Diya flying high on? she is very arrogant for a dusri auraat with no aukaad. Her hobby is to taunt maya but at least maya is in the roy house as someone's wife, but what about her? No women holds a high position in MJ's life, even diya and taunting maya won't change that. You know what they say, an insecure person likes to pull down others to feel confident. that is exactly what diya did 10 years ago, and she is doing it again now. So much arrogance but nothing to show or it. It is time maya wipes off that smug expression from her face.

MJ is getting sick pleasure out of intimidating maya, because he is sexually obsessed with her. It is disgusting but expected with someone like MJ, no low is low enough for him. He is does not even see Maya as Rudra's wife, only his manvi. I actually don't mind this dynamic no matter how disturbing it is, just that CV's need to tread carefully. Now that his "sanak" and disgusting mindset has been established, Cv's should stop shoving it in our faces in every episode.

Love that we got to see glimpses of Maya after a long time. She did what she is best at, instigating with a smile. Antara should be next on her list, it is time she finally opens her eyes to her BFF.

The Rudra Maya and Nandini scene was so beautiful. I love the easy camaraderie between the three. Rudra finally got a real mother who actually stands up to that title unlike his real mother. Lol antara is reduced to being jealous of maya and then Nandini. she only knows how to be a bitter witch because she does not have anything other than the title of mrs. roy to hold on to. 🤣

Hopefully Nandini will drive some sense into Maya, that one does not become a wife simply by getting married. she needs to get closer to her husband, both emotionally and physically. otherwise, this little tiff between MayRa is not a big deal, they will emerge stronger from this and MJ's plan will backfire. Both Rudra and Maya love each other, a love that MJ is underestimating because his brain does not understand the concept. however, MayRa are obsessed with each other as well, look how she attacked diya in the precap. that same obsession lives within Rudra too. He is territorial of maya and I wonder how that will play out once he finds out about his father and maya.

Can someone pull the mirror in front of Diya.. not to show her Lancome made up face but her rotten inner self.

Heyy...

There is a saying.. a true soldier in a war fights not because he hates what is in front of him but because he loves what is behind him..

Mayas battle with MJ started with revenge and hate from the past but its moving to protect her loved ones now.. the whole circle of life has returned back to the starting point now.. Maya has her love Rudra, her mom and her brother Rajiv and Manvi made her return too..

One of the differences in the war of MB was that pandavas were always a smaller number.. but their attack was strategised.. they attacked the army first and then the main in the war.. again here Maya has to attack MJs army first.. and the Maya I saw with Diya today shook the fears out of diya and that's what I want to see.. in mayas words, battles are not won by power and money alone it's also won by the mind..

Diya had couple of jhatkas today.. one from Maya which made her revisit MJs words to her about her aukaad.. she was restless when MJ danced with Maya and then when her turn came to dance with MJ, he pushed her hands off which irked her.. today she was drinking a lot which shows how much insecurity is slowly building inside her.. this will hopefully be fueled by Nandini and Maya more in coming days.. her words to Maya is coming from her own insecurity actually.. unlike Ananya , diya cannot break free nor can she soon accept to live this slave life to MJ considering she is more educated and smarter than MJs trophy wife..

Nandini for me is a very important person.. firstly in terms of the positivity the show really requires.. her entry made everything beautiful.. her love is pure but she may have lost her memory but she is a very sharp lady.. ppl like her who can sense good and bad at 1 glance.. even though MJ thinks that she is a weakness of Maya.. she will only strengthen MayRa relation.. because there is noone in that house to teach them dynamic of a marriage.. Rudra has no such example to look up to and Maya needs her words of wisdom to understand that being in love and expressing and reciprocating is very important.. making love is a powerful expression of love itself.. and for Rudra too, mere words of helping someone out of darkness also needs a lot of actual work of finding the reason for it and moving yourself into the same darkness...

This new entry seemed like a new Ankit to me.. he seemed disinterested in having to bodyguard Rudra.. hopefully he fills happiness in life of Rajeev instead and becomes his wow ki dukaan 😆.. Rudra nahi toh uska cousin hi sahi 😆..

Rudra ka kala dhaaga is Maya and no other kala dhaaga is even required..

Did anyone else get the feeling that when Maya hugged her mom at the party, she had an eye contact with Amir that was more like " why did you bring my mother here?" If Amir turns out to be the one helping Maya it would give an interesting twist to an otherwise wasted character. The new entry Aditya left me clueless, wondering if he will be a positive or negative character...could be the actor's doing.. but if Amir indeed has been helping Maya, then MJ would need another accomplice on his side.. Does Maya already know this guy? Could he be one of the remaining two targets?

Originally posted by: pomegranate

Finally an enjoyable episode after a long time. we got a nice break from MJ overdose, his overbearing presence around maya is testing my patience.

Which drug is Diya flying high on? she is very arrogant for a dusri auraat with no aukaad. Her hobby is to taunt maya but at least maya is in the roy house as someone's wife, but what about her? No women holds a high position in MJ's life, even diya and taunting maya won't change that. You know what they say, an insecure person likes to pull down others to feel confident. that is exactly what diya did 10 years ago, and she is doing it again now. So much arrogance but nothing to show or it. It is time maya wipes off that smug expression from her face.

MJ is getting sick pleasure out of intimidating maya, because he is sexually obsessed with her. It is disgusting but expected with someone like MJ, no low is low enough for him. He is does not even see Maya as Rudra's wife, only his manvi. I actually don't mind this dynamic no matter how disturbing it is, just that CV's need to tread carefully. Now that his "sanak" and disgusting mindset has been established, Cv's should stop shoving it in our faces in every episode.

Love that we got to see glimpses of Maya after a long time. She did what she is best at, instigating with a smile. Antara should be next on her list, it is time she finally opens her eyes to her BFF.

The Rudra Maya and Nandini was so beautiful. I love the easy camaraderie between the three. Rudra finally got a real mother who actually stands up to that title unlike his real mother. Lol antara is reduced to being jealous of maya and then Nandini. she only knows how to be a bitter witch because she does not have anything other than the title of mrs. roy to hold on to. 🤣

Hopefully Nandini will drive some sense into Maya, that one does not become a wife simply by getting married. she needs to get closer to her husband, both emotionally and physically. otherwise, this little tiff between MayRa is not a big deal, they will emerge stronger from this and MJ's plan will backfire. Both Rudra and Maya love each other, a love that MJ is underestimating because his brain does not understand the concept. however, MayRa are obsessed with each other as well, look how she attacked diya in the precap. that same obsession lives within Rudra too. He is territorial of maya and I wonder how that will play out once he finds out about his father and maya.

@Bold - Don't know why but I feel after knowing the truth Rudra will show his PDA with Maya more in front of MJ to irk him and make him understand that Maya belongs to only him😆. As Maya said once "Sanak toh hain par sirf Maya ke liye"

Beautiful post Sohini 👏

Yesterday when Rudra was drinking after fighting with Maya, I saw a the mother in Antara resurfacing for her son for an instant. This was only a glimpse, of the mother she buried in her, of the suffering Rudra would have to endure because of his father's games. In a bid to hurt Maya, MJ would end up hurting his son the most. But I'm sure he doesn't care, he would come up with another excuse how he was helping his son "for his own good". How long would Antara put her motherhood to sleep while Rudra suffers?

And what plans, MJ has got the captain of MayRa's ship to separate them. True, Maya would be ten times more careful before acting against MJ, but I think that would only mean her plans would have less loopholes. 😆 It felt as if everyone has gathered on the battleground after their jung ki taiyyari. I loved the trio of MayRa-Nandini. Maya thinks of her mom as her weakness, but when Rudra is also put in the equation the weakness might turn into strength on the basis of how she guides them with her innocent wisdom. On the other hand, the trio of Antara, Diya and MJ have already succumbed to their insecurities and mutual jealousy.