Sort of feel weird and honoured seeing Siddharth’s journey clip. Not sure how to put it into words or to place the feeling. Am fangirling for sure, and Sana chose the right outfit for him there :) But beyond the superficial, the thing that suddenly hits is that the BB house feels like a dream already and it hits hard. I feel detached from him. Siddharth is different outside. I mean, he has a public private face. In the clip, he has his public interview face- open and yet closed, except when he is viewing the video ofcourse . And I feel privileged to have got to known him as a vicarious viewer inside the house as he is, as real as could be with all his quirks. He was just being human- a flawed one like each one of us. Am thankful that he chose to do the show and change the destiny of BB too- coz this was reality as real as it could be. The universe never stops doing its magic though, eh? People who have to meet will meet no matter what. There’s always a time for everyone. It feels sad that I don’t think we will ever get to see the BB house wala side of Siddharth again. I don’t think we can see much of Sidnaaz either onscreen what with the journeys etc. The shutters are falling. But if he appears on a reality show again, where he can never be as candid as this, I’ll still be there. That said, I wish to see him beyond television- the big screen. And I can only wish as always that he shall forever have his Naaz by his side lifelong.
Edited by Uma2010 - 6 years ago