SPM ~My Musings ~28.9.19 Confessions lightens the soul..
Heavy laden and weary Saltanat enters her home ground in the hope of finding some answers about her whole being, her complete existence. After all memory loss or not? The woman senses her roots! Saltanat’s strength in this episode lies in her approach of seeking for her persona, yet based on the information she has been fed, upon,however true or untrue it may be? Her attitude shows a humbling within herself. It’s tragic to watch her confess about misdeeds which she never committed. Saltanat feels, perhaps, her open admission of her crimes, will alleviate some of the guilt that eats her within her. A guilt complex piled upon her..
Her scene with her mother Zainab for some unknown reason, coerces her into sharing her blackened soul, in exchange for some undefined peace that she feels within herself. Confession before the infirm woman, brings a certain cleansing, a certain forgiveness of all her crimes!
The scene is painful to watch, due to the dramatic irony it holds. The bond that a phased out Saltanat queries about? between them is the relationship of a mother and daughter! Yet how their medical conditions distances them. Namely, Saltanat’s memory loss! and Zainab’s stroke. Still the beauty lies within the fact, that their souls communicate spiritually, even though their infirm bodies set them apart! Saltanat feels the urge to share a chunk of her recent past! Her present of landing up as Kashish1 at the Sharma house! she shares with Zainab. That recently she found out she is, one Kainat Shah Ghazi! With a catalogue of heinous crimes to her name! she pleads to know if there is any truth? in what she discloses! Tears escape from a helpless mothers eyes! how can she convey to her Saltanat, that the confessions she makes, are all under duress!! All false accusations made at her ,with no truth in them! Zainab’s trembling hand reaches for her suffering child! As if to calm her, heal her! Saltanat watches spellbound! at Zainab’s sudden agitated palm movement.. There is solace within the lost Saltanat. she senses that her open confession before this infirm woman she feels connected to, brings a degree of movement in the lady.. enough life into her mother, shortly to avert Zaroon’s pointed dagger at her!
Danger engulfs the vulnerable Saltanat, at every steps she takes. Yet hidden treacherous peril, fails to keep at bay the flood of images she recalls, loved ones, sharing mealtimes. Yes her past, continues to tease her mind. Intrepidly she literally glides through familiar images of a home, totally unaware of a man with an unsheathed dagger ready to smite her dead!
Zaroon changes into a blood thirsty zombie,controlled totally by sinful Salty! Wicked evil Kainat, continues to manipulate Zaroon to do her dirty deed of killing the invincible Saltanat on her behalf! Zaroon’s, totally inability to see through his imposter wife Saltanat, despite the biggest tell tale vibes he feels as a man towards her.. Nothing! Zilch! His real Saltanat remains dormant within him. and try as he may,his Sufiyana Saltanat mismatches this woman who parades as his wife Saltanat. However, Zaroon’s inertia towards Kainat as Saltanat, pumps her day in and day out, into filling Zaroon with the fear that beware! Kainat will strike again! Hence as Saltanat scours Shah Manzil, Zaroon walks around like some insane man! seeking revenge for his mothers death!
Wicked Kainat, reckons she has done well,in giving her criminal identity and face to Saltanat. In Sharma house Madhav will rise up to kill her! And in Shah Manzil her robot mindless toy soldier Zaroon! will wait to stab this Kainat to death!
While Saltanat, despite her memory loss, manages to find some spiritual peace. She also has truthful, and godly souls praying for the safety of her life, in the treacherous ground of the battle ground! Heartbroken Krish, prays to his divinities , to watch over his dost didi.. To maintain a canopy of safety over her especially in times ,when she faces danger!
Krish’s prayers and a mothers love for her child saves the wrongly convicted Saltanat from near miss death! At the hands of Zaroon! The scene is interesting to watch, where a frightened, yet vengeful Kainat finds Saltanat, even without her memory Saltanat looms like an unbreakable strong wall between Zaroon and Kainat! right in cross fire!!! Zaroon’s slight delay in striking at Saltanat.. Gives Zainab enough time to save her innocent daughter from dying an undeserved death! by pulling Saltanat back in a room and shutting off Zaroon and Kainat outside!
The real Kainat once again faces a delay in winning against Saltanat! How long before Zainab reveals the truth about the real killer Kainat? Sinful Salty is seen jumping as a yoyo! in the episode! Keeping tabs on the whereabouts of the elusive Saltanat! One minute she’s between her and Zaroon ! and next second she is saved by the gods!
While the rest of the Sharma’s celebrate good riddance to bad rubbish Kashish! Sinful Salty loses her peace when Jugal gives her the breaking news! Kashish has gone to Shah Manzil! Well the witch gets on her broom and flies back to Shah Manzil to make sure that her mindless tin man Zaroon is all hyped all to pull the shots on Saltanat! The one person who frightens the very life out of Kainat!
Two Sharma’s continue to nurture a soft spot..for this Kainat Shah Ghazi! While Krish uses the power of prayer for Kainat’s protection! Madhav! Speeds up towards Shah Manzil to save Kashish/Kainat! Not even his car out of petrol can stop him! Madhav does a runner to save his Kashish… seems like he has pulled back his charges against her?? It seems to me! Besides why does he conclude that her life may be in danger at Shah Manzil??? Ah yes! My memory recalls, he saved her from the grave-side.. As someone wanted her dead! Hope Madhav gets there in time as a knight in shining armour before the wicked witch and her warlock Zaroon! kill the innocent princess Saltanat!..28.9.19. Hamlet53
No comments regards the gruesome much repeated precap! However looks like Zaroon will commit double murders, First Saltanat and second , the two faced Kainat!
Esha.. posted the musings early for you... love hammie and yes.. Zaroon did see Saltanat.. so did she, with tears in her eyes.. whether she recognizes him, cannot be said??
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