SPM ~My Musings 10.8.19~ Fighting Zaroon’s guilt
Not even in her wildest dreams did Kainat expect to shake off what Zaroon feels for the phasing out Saltanat in intensive care. Kainat thought after doing all within her powers to pilfer Saltanat’s identity, her very fate, Zaroon is hers, in body and spirit. Only Kainat and all around her can gauge that Zaroon alarmingly appears more committed and morally responsible for the girl who fights for her life in the intensive care.
I recall how Kainat used to imagine that once she had gotten rid of Saltanat, her shoulder would be there for Zaroon to cry upon. Then while emotionally supporting the needy Zaroon, she would crawl, creep into his heart and gradually act as Saltanat’s replacement for him. But in the current scenario he appears totally disaffected towards his a wife. it’s only like taking up arms against her own deceit that Kainat had planted.
Really Kainat did not cover herself for this challenge and loophole, whereby Zaroon ‘s very guilt will keep Saltanat alive. Kainat’s so called love is a lust filled obsession for Zaroon which try as much she can, its difficult to get through to Zaroon.
The more Zaroon is inclined about being beside Kainat in the hospital, the more desperate measures the imposter Saltanat tries to take.Her folly is that she assumes stealing Saltanat’s identity, her husband is enough to make her get her way with Zaroon.But in this episode we see, that despite the misunderstandings, misconceptions, swapped identities, Kainat seems to be losing her wager. While the“better dead than alive Saltanat” in a inside out manner seems to get much attention, be it negative or positive. Kainat only faces Zaroon’s indifference!
Shamelessly she thinks that PDA for Zaroon disguised as support for his sense of guilt for Kainat will eventually entice him into sleeping with her. Zaroon I am sure is beginning to wonder about her impulsive actions to get into close proximity with him.Is this the Saltanat he knew who used to fall out with him over defending Kainat? Now she seems to shows no consideration for the dying Kainat. But Kainat is impatient to claim herbooty.. she even tries to throw in faith.God ‘s will, to manipulate him. But Zaroon is one step ahead, he brings the terminally ill Saltanat home so she can die in familiar surroundings amidst her family! I wonder if bringing Saltanat home is such a good idea? as Kainat will undoubtedly once more strike at her?
The cold blooded Kainat muses she stands as the angel of doom between Saltanat and her faintest chances of survival.. will family’s prayers fight off the disguised evil from within?
The case of mistaken identity also causes , elders to cross swords. Nadeem feels Zaroon neglects his wife and gives far more than required attention to the seriousKainat. Mamoon taunts him, that and Zaroon was destined to marry Kainat.It was Saltanat who intercepted! Now she better get used to the idea of having another woman in their marriage, just like she saw Sabina as the other woman in her parents family life. Such ill will with elders is there to prove beneficial for Kainat ?.But it's really of no use to Kainat , as Zaroon seems to exist in his own world of self reproach and remorse that renders him beyond any one’s comfort.
Zaroon actually sees Kainat as his victim, who attempts to sacrifice her life to show her contriteness of her wicked ways.
Zainab knows Kainat’s truth, it appears she remains silent about the truth , keeps the secret buried in her heart. Does she accept that Saltanat , in other words Kainat. will die eventually? Hence it's best to let sleeping dogs lie ? Let Kainat continue her farce. Does Zainab dread Kainat’s killer tendencies? Looks like Zainab protects her child’s wickedness.
There is a defined yet imbalanced perception of good and evil surrounding Saltanat and Kainat’s freak mishap. What is seen and deemed as true, is elusive and contrary. There is a serious existing misunderstanding between reality and appearance. Currently Zaroon is the one person who senses a strong,undefined link with the slipping away Kainat. In fact he sets aside, maternal support, his wife’s support, prayers and medication , and takes it upon himself to save Kainat’s life even if he has to combat death itself..
The more Zaroon becomes passionate about saving Kainat ‘s life. The more adamant Kainat becomes in blocking life being granted to Zaroon’s Saltanat !
For me the episode stands yet again, as Kainat under-estimating Zaroon and Saltanat’s Sufiyana love. Wide eyed she wonders why she fails to tempt Zaroon, into a physical relationship?
I will say she never really grasped the progression of Zaroon‘s love for Saltanat,that gradually culminated into their marriage. Kainat will never really understand the Sufiyana element of their love. How they first met each other. How they used to fall out and make up with each other? Their yearning to hear three crucial words from each other. Kainat failed to sense the times when both took a stand for each others love, left home. Then retuned home .. in a situation where Zaroon proved to the whole family he could protect both Saltanat‘s life and her honour.
Kainat never experienced these moments .For her now Zaroon’s unexplained pull towards the pretend Kainat is worrying. Kainat cannot relate to the history Zaroon and Saltanat share between themselves. It’s almost as if her evil plan now back fires on her face! Can she flush Zaroon’s odd bonding towards the person that Kainat herself has created?? 11.8.19 hamlet53.
Have a good week ahead ,much love hammie
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