A Date to be embossed in Udaan history
February 7, 2019
Imli ...she reaped what she sowed... But still I couldn't mourn
I did not want to see today's episode but wanted to see how the makers are closing her chapter.
Indeed she was given a good closure, none Vivaan, Ragini(poor girl came for just one episode) Bhuvan Kasturi (though they are still in theerth yatra) have been given an explanation.
To be honest, I wanted to mourn for that Imlu, that side ponytailed, little Imlu, that Imli who during the early days made Sukor realise their love and also made that point that Sukor are inseparable and also showed me that Sukor when together are not 1+1 = 2, but 11 eleven. So I thought I should mourn for two seconds if not for two minutes as the norm.
But... Why couldn't I?? Have I become so immatured??? Have I become so hard hearted?
Yes my hate towards the IMLI DEVI overrided the little sympathy I had for that Imlu who was made bandhuva, that Imli who was nave and did all to bring Sukor together..
She spoke so much to her deedee... like confessing to her crimes before the altar... Yes she said she had been always bad to her sister, did many crimes, always backstabbed her... that word BACKSTABBED brought a smile on my face.
Yes you sowed that seed of backstabbing with your sister (Sakuni), you sowed that seed of always playing with the trust with your bestfriend (you turned Brutus though he stabbed only once), and more so you were not a good daughter too as you wombstabbed your mother by stealing her organ...
But I smiled not that she was dying but the way she was stabbed brought a smile, she was Backstabbed, Yes, the one whom she trusted, stabbed her, so she tasted her own medicine which she was giving to others especially to those who trusted her. She stabbed all those bastiwalas and all their curse would be waiting to stab her.
I had a smile as whenever I see her I always get haunted with that little Kumud's face, the way she was buried alive, the way she pushed paakhi and Gowri to be pounced upon. So when I saw her stabbed, shot I did not feel anything... Even when lallan was hit I felt saying oops but I was blank when she was bleeding... talking,... Confessing..
I thought I should mourn atleast for two seconds as I wanted to be a good human being, but when I remembered my dude rendered living dead by taking away his memory and now this innocent soul lying without knowing whether he is alive or dead, first time I did not have a conflict with my mind and my heart as my MINART together told me NO Sumi not for this devil...
I firmly believe in karma... You do good... you will be bestowed good...
You do bad... You are dealt with bad...
So Imli... Howmuchever I tried to, silence did not come to me but only this sentence came to me again and again
She sowed and so she reaped what she sowed!!
I don't think she will rest in peace as there are those innocent lives killed by her high above waiting for her to get the dues for her deeds!
edited to add: In all this I really very badly miss my buddy Divya ... I miss you loads,as we were waiting with those popcorn packets right from the Benaras track, wish you visit the forum atleast today
He was Chained.. She was Pained ...indeed I was drained!
(Thanks Uma for your caps which made me relive and kindled me to write on the ATs, but my Nikki does not get satiated with those and thus I relived again... I dedicate this post to Nikki and Uma for they made me chained again to the powerhouses)
The Friday episode spoke volumes albeit any dialogues... The powerhouses were at their best with their hands and also with their eyes as those did the talking not their mouth!
The way he was chained, broke my heart, Coward is lallan beating a unconscious Lion! But Lallan would have realized that he was right saying that he will rise hell if trouble befall on her!
Meera's expression was excellent.
That shock, the pain in seeing him, the way she ran, that hug,
That hug, feeling guilty, leaving him in lurch after her need was over.
That heart cringing cry and she did not say thumahara Chakor , she said ham hai Chakor, thumhara madam... she remembered all those scenes of how selfless he was and how lifeless he is... She hugged but he did not react?... yes true she indeed has hugged him only when he had been unconscious and the other hug was more of consoling saying lending shoulders when he was stuck with guilt of hitting Imli. There has never been emotional hugs so he could not sense her.
But how come he reacted to her Call? that Raaghav!!! Yes he is connected to her voice and to her that Raaghav as she has been saying that too often... and thanks to Teju for she has blessed them both and treated him as her son and whatever it is a Mom's prayers does wonders!
VJ was excellent the way he twirled his fingers, her call touched his soul and that breath and the blow of dust he did it with absolute perfection and the camera angle was excellent! Yes that Raaghav, made his heart beat again... Made him breathe again... for yes He has been chained but chained in her Love...
Meera aced in all the emotional scene and in the angry avataar. The disgust she had while talking to lallan and that attitude, dare touch him, for I will pounce on you, what a powerful strikes and perfect straight posture (she was perfect in her body language)..
I just loved his angry mode but he was careful,
he was weak but gathered to thwart them as his maidam is being manhandled and she called HIM, Woke his Soul.
His strain was evident in his eyes as he went near her and removed the chain, just to ensure she was alright, but his fatigue was evident,,,, next was astounding
Sorry to bring in my dude but that was so so typical, the animal in him woke up without turning back that flinching of the fist, wow those veins in his hands and his eyes (my god) touch her, I need not see you but I will ensure hell befalls on you and that breaking of his bones was amazing. His facial expressions made me just forget everything and was jumping Bring it on Dude though it was Raaghav.. those few minutes I had an internal battle:
My Mind : No its not your dude.. you are wrong for you are giving in to Raaghav
My Heart : No its not wrong for she is not giving in but he is getting in beside her Suraj
All I could do is just calm my MINART with those tears...
The treat forward and the retreat and their expressions spoke. I loved it I felt as his expressions were saying Maidam you saved me, you made me alive, but you are walking lifeless as your heart is with me!!! You are walking without your heart but soon that little pace maker which you are living with will soon turn into a peace-maker and thence we shall be CHAINED forever and ever not in PAIN but in LOVE...
For He was chained in her love and she was pained as her love has chained him and in all this I was drained as there is constant war and I do not want them to fail, loose or get chained by the fate.
(I am not thinking of anything but just taking things as it comes)
Originally posted by: meshmesh
Thank you Sumi for keeping this thread alive. 🤗
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