Hey guys...what a wonderful episode we got on friday! Sorry for the delay as something had come up & I couldn't post!
I wrote some of my thoughts on Insta and I mention them below! I am sure many of you have already analyzed and discussed much of the epi till now! But I m still putting it below!
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HIM:
It is insanity he thinks he is possessed with when d joking remark of him looking good with Zoya hits home!he likes it,Infact that's d best thing he has heard!His heart rejoices & then realization dawns.He can NOT feel happy about it,he SHOULD NOT feel happy!
He thinks he is crazy & goes out to clear his head!She catches him & he tries to avoid her!Her face,voice,smell distracts him.His mind gets fogged!That's why he is rude to her & shouts to leave him alone!
She has been wid him since he came back from her house!He sees her everywhere,feels her everywhere.He angrily commands HER & her MEMORIES to stop chasing him!She laughs & he is perturbed.& then gets astonished when she assumes he does not want his name to be linked with hers!
Only if SHE KNEW!Ferocity of his emotions at dat moment unsettles him.He not only wishes for her name,but her heart, mind,body,soul to be linked with his!His feelings are so strong that he has to keep some distance from her & he leaves!
To brood in private!He wants to forget d thoughts that are engulfing him!it has to be some kind of disease that he has caught,for what else will explain d rush of feelings he gets wen he looks at her.Madness fits d bill.He goes crazy when she comes near him & his heart stops beating!Its foolishness that compels him to see her anew every time!
He remembers how he behaves these days!Thought of her being in danger chokes him!d dread that shines through his eyes speak of d maddening terror lurking inside him when he feels he may lose her!her telling him that she could have died in d car,gets that crazy fury in his eyes.Watching her with someone else blinds him with a murderous rage!
Her touch soothes him,heals his wounds,her face makes him smile,her smile tickles his heart,her pure heart feeds his soul!
Is this INSANITY or LOVE,PAGALPAN or JUNOON?
That when he sees another man holding her hand against her will,as he presumes,he looses his rationality!He imagines the man to be that choreographer & sees red!
He beats him..and tries to beat his emerging feelings,confusion,pain! If only things were that easy & his emotions could turn around if he thrashes them the way he does to that poor guy!
"Meri Zoya" his soul screams & his mouth blurts! MERI!
What does he tell her when she asks what's going on?she has just witnessed his rage as he thrashes d guy who dared to touch her.
She looks at him confused & He looks at her helplessly!How can he tell her when he himself is at loss!he pleads to her with his eyes to understand him.she sees D blood on his hands,will she see his bleeding heart?
HER:
He lifts her,she twirls with him!She feels comfortable with d proximity,dances wid him & is HAPPY!When he storms out after Arnoor joke wit him,her face falls!she saw the anger & trouble in his eyes even before he went away..
She reprimands d duo as she is worried for Adi!& she knows that even though it is Arnoor who have "offended" him,it is SHE who has to pacify & calm him down!Does she subconsciously KNOW d POWER she holds over him?
She finds him,but before she can ask,Anjana starts yelling!even though she speaks ill of Zoya too,Zoya feels bad about HIM getting scolded!
She tries to cheer adi but he is no mood to listen to her.when he shouts at her to leave him alone,she feels dejected!But tries to understand d reason behind his rudeness & comes to an enlightening conclusion.D absurdity of it makes her giggle!He doesnt want to be linked to her.
she did feel bad abt how he reacted to them being called a couple,but now thinking 'logically',she finds it funny & she tells him that!
Her efforts to cheer him go in vain & he leaves her,confused!
Her mind wanders,she can't concentrate at work!All she thinks about is HIM!she is worried,he is not picking HER phone.
D min she comes to know of his whereabouts,she leaves everything behind & rushes for him & luckily finds him.but before she can reach,a man mistakenly holds her & unleashes a rage that has been kept quiet!Adi attacks him like a man possessed & she can only be a mere spectator!It is her 'kasam' which tames his inner beast.He departs,leaving her shocked!what did she just witness?Where did d ferocity with which he beat d man,come from?
She holds his hand to stop him from stumbling,as she ALWAYS do!His torn,bleeding knuckles rip her heart apart!She can physically feel his pain but what alarms her is d anguish in his beautiful eyes!He looks at her with so much agony that she shudders from within!she tries to ask but he is led away!Why is he tormented?wat is hurting her azeez 'dost'?
She can clearly see & feel his pain but she doesn't realize d agony dripping from her eyes.If she looks into a mirror right at THAT moment,would she see her eyes reflecting his pain?her heart beating for him?her soul entwined with his?will she see & REALIZE?
Love,Sumi!
Congratulations to the whole team for the 100 epi milestone! This show is unique & they should be proud of it!It deserves many more century celebrations!
And congratulations to all of us too...we have been blessed with good content,excellent writing,superlative acting,melodious BG music & enchanting cinematography!!!
Cheers!
PS: Forgot to.mention that I Loved that they used the original BG score , the old OST while adi realizes his love!! It was so good to hear that time
.and that too at this point!!
I think we can expect more of the old ost now!
Edited by coolgal270 - 7 years ago