Maybe it's my fault that I search trust in marriage or friendship

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Posted: 7 years ago
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Once again the rain come and this rain once again brings the turbulence and upheaval of emotions for Adiya. A broken Zoya goes to question Aditya about the movie and Adi lies to her which pains and angers Zoya more. She burst out. She burst out like a flood. All her withheld emotions come out. That she has considered him a friend, her best friend, but maybe he didnt consider her, his friend. Maybe she was not worthy enough to get his friendship. That's why he is lying to her. Aditya asks her to trust, that it is not easy for him to go away from her. But she goes in full force that how will she trust the man who lied to her for a movie. And he blasts if you dont have trust just go and she goes.
But are things easy for Adi after she is gone. Answer is no. He is worried like hell. But his ego doesnt want to admit he is at fault this time, though he knows he is at fault of hiding the information from her. That's why he couldnt meet her eyes and his outburst itself was to hide his mistake. Saddest part was to see Adi turning away from Zoya. This was not the Aditya whom we had seen earlier. He always spoke direct, he always met eyes because that Aditya didnt had anything to hide, he had conviction, self belief. That Aditya had not done any wrong because of which he was turn away the eyes. He didnt even flinch when fake marriage was caught. He talked looking at Virani, he took the hand of Zoya in full media view. Because the man knew what he doing was right. Where is that man gone. Infact Pooja's diary killed that responsible man.

Yes Aditya Hooda was responsible, maybe he didnt give proof of his responsibility. He didnt speak what he was doing for everyone, just like the blank cheque he gave in Arjun's hand, he had owned his responsibilites without being loud about it. Just like a pilot whose travails we never know. Who is blamed only when aircraft crashes, but never praised for each successful journey the aircraft makes. None knows his challenges, his problems, his decisions as long as the journey is safe. Just like that Sakshi and Pooja pushed all the blame of that failed marriage on Aditya. Infact every minute that diary is making him do what he has never done.

But Zoya brings out that Adi. She brings out the anger in him, she brings out the concern in him. She brings out that old Adi which he wants to hide very much.

Today in that car a woman felt crestfallen once again. A man had told her in the past she is not fit to be a good wife or infact he had insulted her very womanhood by cheating her. Today the rain falls as her tears, as her broken trust, broken self belief when she felt a man who she treated her friend doesnt consider her worthy of being a friend. Maybe she is at fault for trying to trust once again.

A man who is told by a woman he is good for nothing is told by a woman he is her best friend. She was willing to go to jail to bring him back. He is the only friend she had made. His absence she cannot tolerate. And he had lied to her,he had lied to the girl to whom he means a lot, who had run to the airport to tell him what he means to her. He had broken her. He will go, he will go in that torrent rain, to wash away her tears. To tell her, to prove to her she is important to him, he cherishes her and her friendship is the most precious gift he has availed and he cannot afford to lose it. He cannot afford to lose her because in losing her, he will lose himself.

A woman fights for her trust making a man fight his inner demons. Will her trust win this time. Will he become her pride. If he can she will remove every accusation Pooja put on him, every accusation her mother told him to justify her daughter. Destiny is calling out to him to become her pride to get what he wants, bepannah pyaar.

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Ayraa-MK thumbnail
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Posted: 7 years ago
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Ikr?she got betrayed by Yash..
faced so many adversities after shifting to Mumbai
yet has somehow managed to stay strong and rise above them all so gracefully.
For the first time, ZOYA openned up about her feelings n spoke her heart out in front of adi..
Till now adi always shared his pain but zoya never.
It shows how adi holds a important place in her life n her immense trust in him. Zoya's breakdown and confession
that she made only one good friend in her entire life broke her trust then and there,
that he was going to leave everyone again!
" aap jaha jayege aap apno ko paas payege " she was so right

And as usual such an amzing analysis. Loved it
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Posted: 7 years ago
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this is some writing and the passion is visible ..
I m speechless... loved every single word .. i m glad i get to read such posts ...

Episode was so emotional and amazing .. i truly loved it ..

The starting scene when zoya talking about booking movie tickets and aditya unable to face her properly and lying broke zoya .. oh i felt so bad for her .. she really wanted honesty from aditya that time .. the way she spoke her heart that how much he is important to her was so moving .. the way she said that be it love or friendship i end up finding honesty and trust is my fault .. oh my , that line was enough to prove how much aditya is important to her .. Her pain was so visible .. felt for the gal❤️

Aditya without uttering much he spoke a lot through his eyes and he was also very hurt .. his anger , his frustration was visible and amazing ..his expressive eyes are amazing .. his concern and care after she left was visible and cute .. somewhere i m hoping we vl end up getting old aditya back who speaks his mind without hesitation ..

What i loved about today's episode the most was - Both in a way fought for trust related stuff .. zoya saying aditya u broke my trust and her anger was justified and at the same time aditya stating that zoya how can u not trust me that all these things are not easy for me either .. i hope he explains his fear to zoya ..i still feel somewhere he is not completely transparent but i guess we might get ..

Loved the episode .. it was super amazing ..
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Posted: 7 years ago
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Superb post shruu..

waiting for the upcoming episodes..

hope u don't mind me addressing u shruu..


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Posted: 7 years ago
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The episode was something else today shurthi! From start to end. When Zoya came into the room and kept asking about the movie ticket it felt more like a metaphor. She kept asking him should I book the ticket, a ticket to their frienship. She kept insisting searching for his eyes but those eyes kept diverting because they cannot lie. He cannot look into those eyes and say he would show up when he knows he won't. Lastly Zoya says I won't enter without you, you will come right? She wanted him in this relation as much. She won't enter without him.
Aditya is running away from himself because he only sees the diary version of himself in that house, the diary one who doesn't deserve the love and care from his loved ones.
I know Zoya felt like she wasn't worthy of his friendship but it felt more like Adi thought he didn't deserve Zoya's frienship. At this moment they both feel like they don't derserve each other. Finally when Zoya says her yakeen is lost Adi gets hurt the most. Zoya's yakeen was the only one which kept him going from paris till here and now that is gone. He cannot face her anymore so asks her to leave. But the moment she leaves he worries about her.

This has been the trend they have followed till now, its their thing, they fight and the next moment they are saving each other 😆 from suicide track to tank to marriage track to today ..
Edited by Dragonfly88 - 7 years ago
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Posted: 7 years ago
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loved when she asked who he was running away from and that everywhere he goes, he cannot run away from himself. lot of her anger and hurt had to do with him sort of breaking that belief in herself. reminded me of the beginning of bepannah where he accused her of running away and not facing the truth about yash and pooja. by continuously pushing her, he forced to grow and change and become stronger. now by him running away, it is almost like her teacher/mentor is saying that whatever she learned was utter rubbish and so she needs to go back to a different path? or something like that... basically in a way, she idealized aditya and now she discovers he is human.

and by revealing her hurt, we see how much trust she has put in aditya and so it really shatters that yet again, she is wrong. and that she has yet again failed as a person and woman because the men she chooses to hold her hand run far far away for whatever reason... and she is left alone again wondering why...

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Posted: 7 years ago
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amazing post dear...

today's epi was superb...loved every bit of it..

I agree with you it was first time Zoya expressed her feelings to Aditya...how badly she wanted to tell him how much he mean to her...

poor girl was completely broken today "Zpya Siddqui aap ki galti hai aap har kisi se sachayi ki umid rakti hai" 😭

Adi was indeed worried for her...his ego was stopping him initially but itz his Zoya...and she comes above everything..

Just loved the epi... 😳
Edited by Fee_Clochette - 7 years ago
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Posted: 7 years ago
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Dear Shruthi,

Amazing post! 👏
Agree with your points.

I observed Aditya's ego fading away when he got worried about Zoya. He was like would she receive my calls, then he decided to call her even if she did not receive it. In the nick of time, his app showed she arrived at the office.

Aditya was angry, but her words were wandering his mind after she left. Zoya was right apne log are there with us no matter how far we go. For both Adi and Zoya, trust between them is very important.

- Tia
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Posted: 7 years ago
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@Ayra she survived Yash betrayal, but is she capable of going through the mess once again. It's much painful for her to see him lie to her.
@mans Zoya will force that Aditya out, though it will take time for her, lot of pain for her, but she will battle it out. Ziddi Zoya wont back out.And yes both fought for trust. Zoya was hurt because of lie, and Adi asked doesnt she trust her friend. Both needs to grow , fighting the indifferences and they will

Thanks Meera and of course you can call me shru

@mango pudding yes it was like the mentor telling the mentee what he told was just theory which cannot be practiced. Most importantly the men whose hand she takes leave her to fend for herself.

Yes fee she was completely broken and it may not be even possible for her to trust once again if Adi leaves her hand.


shruthiravi thumbnail
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Posted: 7 years ago
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@Adhira yes that ticket booking was the ticket of their friendship which she wont enter without him. And you are right, fighting and patching up is their thing. It always was, from day one they met. Yaa Aditya doesnt consider himself worthy of her friendship and his eyes showed all the pain.
@tia yes his ego was fading away each moment when he caught the breaking news.

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